Idk if it's normal

Idk if it's normal

Some of my levels are kind of low idk if it's really an issue to be honest.

I am 22 i don't drink or smoke. I eat normaly.

u/Ailitsa — 3 days ago

I'm really tired

I'm tired. I dont want to do this anymore but i have no choice. I have a family, if i died they would be shattered. God i wish i could die. I fucking wish i could die. Being alive is a torture.

I dont know what to do to survive tonight. Probably going to get high on my anti anxiety meds or something.

I'm tired. I'm so fucking tired. Please make it stop. Please. Please. Please. Please.

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u/Ailitsa — 2 months ago
▲ 13 r/IaCaca

Update de la vie : tu ne peux écrire correctement sans être accusé.e d'utiliser l'IA

Contexte : j'étais dans un serveur et j'ai fait un très gros post. 100% écrit par moi, pas d'IA, je l'ai écrit sur Reddit même pas dans un bloc note avant.

Il a été supprimé car un "détecteur d'IA" à dit que c'était de l'IA.

Les détecteurs ne fonctionnent même plus. Selon celui que tu utilises tu peux avoir un texte avec 87% d'IA où 3% (expérience personnelle).

Je sais d'avance ce qui ne va pas dans mon texte : j'ai bien écrit. De nos jours on ne peut plus bien écrire sans se faire accuser d'utiliser de l'IA.

u/Ailitsa — 2 months ago

I'll never recover from THIS

I was at my lowest 2 years ago. Really at my lowest, had to go to the hospital for 3 months. I worked hard and i'm doing " better " now.

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I can eat normaly, even if i have moments of relapse it's never so severe.

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But i never recovered from ONE THING that is driving me crazy. My body.

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I was geniuly feeling better mentaly when i was at my lowest weight. And right now when i look at myself in a miror ? I prefer my ancient version without any hesitation.

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u/Ailitsa — 2 months ago

Failed recovery i guess.

I was at my lowest 2 years ago. Really at my lowest, had to go to the hospital for 3 months. I worked hard and i'm doing " better " now.

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I can eat normaly, even if i have moments of relapse it's never so severe.

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But i never recovered from ONE THING that is driving me crazy. My body.

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I was geniuly feeling better mentaly when i was at my lowest weight. And right now when i look at myself in a miror ? I prefer my ancient version without any hesitation.

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u/Ailitsa — 2 months ago
▲ 930 r/catpics

My cat is gone. Can you wish him a good journey to heaven ? I miss him.

We adopted him during COVID. Came in our garden, crying, screaming in pain. We took him to the vet : he had coryza. He survived but had brain damages, he was special but he loved us and we loved him. He had coryza in a chronic way, he'd get it every years but after 2/3 weeks of med he was fine.

He loved the sun, hedgehogs... He was a chubby little guy.

This year he contracted coryza un february. But he didn't made it. After months of intense fight, he passed yesterday, surrounded by his family.

We did a little ceremony and burried him in the garden and plantes sunflowers because he loved the sun.

He was 9.

u/Ailitsa — 2 months ago

My body is giving up

I'm tired of not having a diagnosis

I have chronic pain in my lower back legs, hips... All my lower body. Mostly in the articulations.

It started when i was 16. Since i have orthopedic insoles, i change them every year. But it keeps worsening.

Now i need a cane because the pain is unbearable. I have to stop doing a lot of activities, i have to stay at home most of the time or to be sat. I'm considering using a wheelchair at this point.

My radios says that my pelvis has an irregular density, that that there is too much pressure in my knees, but still, we don't know why.

I'm in so much pain and i'm so fucking tired. I'm 22 and i still have no idea of what's going on.

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u/Ailitsa — 3 months ago
▲ 2.3k r/catpics

A neighbor faked her death.

When i was at work, a neighbor sent me a picture of my cat, saying that she escaped home and that she was hit by a car.

The picture was hyper realistic, horrible... It was really her, my little sunshine. But when i came home crying... She was here, completly fine. Turns out the neigbor's kid used Chat GPT premium or whatever it is and that their image generation system is now hyper realistic.

I'm so fucking angry. It was horrifying to see my little baby in such a state, thinking she was dead. The picture traumatised me.

I wanted to share a recent picture of her, in good health, because i want to stop thinking about the fake picture of her dead.

u/Ailitsa — 3 months ago

I get nauseous every time i play

When i play a first person game, i get nauseous in a matter of minutes. If i keep going, pushing through the nausea, i'm going to throw up and will get dizzy.

It's very annoying. I know it's stupid to complain about this but, really it kinda sucks.

What's the reason ?

Precision : it's been years since I have that problem. Never knew why, never found any solution.

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u/Ailitsa — 3 months ago
▲ 22 r/RecettesDeLea+1 crossposts

Gâteau fondant aux poires : la recette maison qui fait l'unanimité

J'ai testé des dizaines de recettes de gâteaux aux fruits, mais celle-ci est vraiment celle que je refais encore et encore. Retrouvez la recette complète ici : https://recettesparisiennes.com/gateau-fondant-aux-poires/

Ce qu'il vous faut

Pour la pâte :

  • 150 g de farine T55
  • 100 g de sucre en poudre
  • 2 œufs à température ambiante
  • 10 cl de lait entier
  • 3 cuillères à soupe d'huile neutre
  • 2 cuillères à café de levure chimique
  • 1 pincée de sel
  • 4 poires bien fermes
  • Beurre pour le moule

Pour le nappage :

  • 80 g de beurre doux
  • 1 œuf
  • 3 cuillères à soupe de sucre en poudre

Mes conseils pour un gâteau vraiment fondant

Choisissez des poires fermes, comme des Conférence ou des Williams. Elles tiennent mieux à la cuisson et gardent un peu de tenue au cœur du gâteau moelleux. Ne sautez pas l'étape du nappage beurré, c'est lui qui donne cette texture fondante si caractéristique.

Le temps de repos de 15 minutes après cuisson est aussi important pour un démoulage propre.

Pour toutes les instructions détaillées étape par étape, rendez-vous directement sur la recette : https://recettesparisiennes.com/gateau-fondant-aux-poires/

En résumé

Un gâteau fondant aux poires simple, rapide à préparer, et qui impressionne à chaque fois. Parfait pour un goûter en famille ou un dessert du dimanche.

Si vous cherchez une recette de gâteau aux poires maison facile avec des ingrédients du quotidien, celle-là ne vous décevra pas.

La recette complète avec toutes les étapes est par ici : recettesparisiennes.com/gateau-fondant-aux-poires/

u/Ailitsa — 3 months ago

I'm relapsing

In 2024 i was at my lowest. I wanted to get better and fought hard, got to the hospital for 3 months and recovered. It was hard but, i fought the trauma that lead to my anorexia.

I was doing better for 2 years. Yeah, i still had intrusive thoughts but... I was recovering for real. I reached a healthy weight and all...

But i'm relapsing and i don't even know WHY. I don't understand. But i can't stop it.

I almost died last time i don't want to die. But every relapse it's getting worse. I'm scared because last time at least i knew what to fight, my traumas, but this time i don't even know the cause so i don't know what to fight.

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u/Ailitsa — 3 months ago
▲ 232 r/catpics

Her name is Tatooine. She's 1 year old. She's too stupid to go outside alone, plus dogs are walked without a leash in the park just next where i live, it's too dangerous for her. So i walk her. She loves disovering the world and chilling in the sand.

u/Ailitsa — 4 months ago