u/AldenIsLord

Capitalism is a coldhearted broken system built by a handful of people to enslave the many through the illusion of limited scarcity of basic resources & thus creates population control.

Capitalism is great when there’s no survival requirement.

Capitalism is dog shit when there’s a survival requirement.

What is ridiculous about so many religious zealots / pastors / preachers / imams / “prophets” is that they often talk about how God is going to bless your family financially, help you prosper, help you impact the world with your business.

What they’re missing is capitalism is archaic, rudimentary, and a sick suppressive system that enslaves approximately 90% of the population, daily.

Fathers can’t spend enough quality time with their children.

Mothers can’t effectively support a family, child rear, turn a house into a home, while taking on the extra burden of building an empire.

Even part time work in a capitalistic system for most is exhausting.

Lovers are too exhausted to meet, connect, embrace, or live a romantic fulfilling life.

It literally murders people’s dreams “doing the right thing” trying to feed their families.

This world is sick. Capitalism with a survival requirement is horse shit.

Governments don’t love people: they want to control people.

“You are ‘free’ to start a business or work for one. If your business fails, and statistically 90% do, and no one hires you, you will be homeless your children will suffer and starve. Welcome to our country!” What kind of sick system even is that?

If God was such a great effective caring God who would want to “bless and put money” in a few of his stressed out exhausted struggling rat race children’s pockets (meanwhile 200,000 die of starvation statistically in other societies), wouldn’t it make sense this God would actually abolish the slavery capitalistic system and replace it with something much, much, much, much, much better and greater that flourishes and liberates every single human man, woman, and child?

Then they could love, create, support, rest, have peace, fluorish. Life would be beautiful for everyone.

Nope. God doesn’t care about that. Just putting an extra $500/mo in little Timmy’s pocket from the “blessing” of his new job or “blessed” him with the idea for his new Etsy devotional scripture coloring daily journal PDF business.

It’s honestly ridiculous that any Omnipotent Omniscient being would allow such a horrific suppressive sickening system to exist. Let alone “help” people trapped dying in it globally.

God didn’t free the slaves in America. Abraham Lincoln and a few others who had a heart and Deist views, did.

Unfortunately, the modern governments are so suppressive, corrupt, horrible, and gross, and God doesn’t lift a finger to help relieve it.

I digress.

I’ve gone through countless notes and journal entries spanning like 5 years. Pages and pages and pages of talking about the same shit.

It’s so horrific how you just go in circles and it keeps beating you up again and again and again.

It’s just so stupid. Person + Tech + Hand.

We either evolve past it, raise our standards to become better to get better in life, or we don’t.

So so so so so sick of it.

I’ve decided to take the hard path of abstinence.

It honestly sucks so bad in the beginning I just feel like shit constantly.

But I have this deep satisfaction knowing I’m never going to wreck my future spouse’s soul bringing this toxic shitty thing into our marriage.

I’m guaranteeing that by putting in the hard, clean, enduring abstinent work and transformation in the forge of withdrawals, NOW, not later.

I don’t know…. I guess you just reach a point where you get fed up.

Fed up with the cold screen.

Fed up with the fatigue.

Fed up with the blackhole.

Fed up with how it cripples you.

Fed up with running from all the pain.

It’s time to face and deal with ALL that shit, directly.

Some wise guy was asked, “What do you do when you are stuck in life?”

His answer: “Ask yourself what is it that you’re avoiding? Go and do that. Directly.”

For me, I’m avoiding deep pain.

Porn became my way to numb, soothe, temporarily escape hell, pretend I’m in heaven when I look around and I’m in hell.

No more though.

I decided to walk clean, dignity in tact, and pull myself up out of my bootstraps.

Who’s with me?
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