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Ruin was not expected Astarion to confront her for sex… flag out tells her. She agreed but she isn’t stupid, her mind maybe lost but she can tell he is doing this to secure himself… she knows if she is patient and kind she will help him see the light within the darkness. She is scared though, with no memory of her past other then the obsession of killing is concerning her and fear of hurting any of her friends is jn her mind… but for now, one night to jusy have pleasure is something she needed. Pain was becoming go much.

I added nsfw jusy cause I mention sex and it is the first sex scene lol

Meeting him was epic! I know many would appreciate this here. I got a chance to meet him at fan expo this year and it was amazing! I told him he was my first Dr who and I am a huge fan of Good Omens. It was just a nice conversation and after the picture I told it was an honor to meet him. I try going out with respect. It was just a nice memory for me and my son.

At 43 I had the best experience at Fan expo and I am new to this group, but I figured fans would really get excited more so then people who are not fans!

I legit met James Marsters but what made it extra special was I was first in line AND I helped his assistant which gave me extra props. When I talked to him, I felt like I was talking to like a customer or friend (I guess best way to put it). Had an entire conversation about how he should have been with Buffy! lol we had a great laugh. He spoke about how Hollywood takes pictures, cause I told him I was taking a picture with him. My son came and he was so kind and gave my son a handshake and remembered me hours latter. I almost cried! I was so proud of myself for just being myself and just talking to someone who I had a major crush on as a child. What made it special was I talk to him like I would anyone else. I think he loved that. Anyway here is some pictures! I figured fans of Buffy would appreciate this story the most!

Ruin is an odd ball. Even when she had her memories attached, she was for the lack of a better term to kind for everyone’s liking… but she did her job well and helped Gortash design the plan for the absolute. Gortash and her could have fallen in love if it wasn’t for Orins betrayal of her and her fall from grace. But for some reason losing her memory sparked her kinder side, which led her to new friendships and lovers. Just started her.

Her build is a half Tiefling, half Dragonborn sorceress. I figured that kind of fits Bhaals concept. He legit just steals women’s dna and produces his own children. No love involved lol

Ruin is a confused girl… She lived her life under Bhaal’s rule. In fact she rarely, if ever disappointed her father. Her coming up with the idea of the absolute with Gortash and Thorm was something that made her father feel like his future was looking red. Bhaal insist she take control of the brain and end it all… but she felt differently.

Working with Gortash slightly changed her. She wanted to live but her father insisted on everyone including her sacrificing in the end. He wanted her to betray them for her father’s will… she couldn’t.

She was going to run off but Orin got to her. We all know that story.

Now she is on the opposite side and even though she forgotten a part of her knows what is happening. She now became a leader of her small tribe. She hopes that all these negative evil thoughts fade and she can finally remember and become the person she wants and maybe sometimes a little naughty.

I was playing as a character named Lunara but I felt drawn back to the dark side of the resist urge… so I made her dark twin Ruin… a bhaal spawn tiefling/ Dragonborn sorcerer. I called her Ruin cause I was looking for a good name meaning Blood Moon and found Ruin just worked. She will be a Dragonborn soon once I level.

Haha he said the line and kissed him. lol he just is so funny. He is my priority to help and heal him as a Druid… hehe she loves helping those who want it or need it. She protects this man like it was her job. Haha

Everyone is now in my party for act 2 and Kethric fight. I did things slightly differently and ended up getting a different Balthazar location lol it was first for me. So that was cool. Same with an area in the shadow fell that had me down a different path for the Gauntlet of Shar. Enjoy. Mods used primarily on ps5. Mostly bhaal clothing, clothing for the water people (I forgot their name but their style was great for my tabs second look in fighting… she had two looks and post them here)… she also has her camp
Look. I didn’t really change anyone else camp gear other than Minthara for some reason. You can see a few screen shots from my romances lol I am poly.

Last night I got him and Gales love story… it’s so cute! I did poly. But here is a few pictures from that night. Thought I took more. His confession is so cute. I want to say let’s just be friends, simply cause reality is he really needs to heal first but then I thought I can still love and help him as a lover, cause you do. It’s funny how I agree to him ascending only to stop him last minute. Once I hit the wrong dialog chooses and he got mad at me and ran away lol I was like opppppsss but restart. Also some older photos from last time.

She is into fashion sort of… she loves greys and pastels but she also loves the nature and the colors of nature. She combines them with her outfits. The pictures are not the best but I am trying.

Small backstory: Her mother and father are tieflings, or well her father is a cambion who betrayed his devil hood and ran away with her mother. They ended up apart only to find themselves in two circles, him in the circle of hhe stars and her circle of moon, becoming Druids and worshiping the oak father, however her mother found love in Selune. They eventually found each other again and married, bringing in their daughter who was blessed by both Salvanus and Selune… it’s why she looks the way she looks. She has wings like her father, but her horns and her eyes are different.

She is old too… close to 500. Her father still lives but her mother sadly passed on when she was in her 40. She was in Baldurs Gate researching Balduran and just kind of experiencing city life when she was taken.

I post a lot on this character and trying to get a good back story. I have another back story character but she is too complicated to play and I added so many new scene in my head cannon that playing a character born of both Selunas blood line and Jergals blood line. She is the mother of revenge, her name still working on it. Lunara is part of her storyline and decided her storyline is simple. When I play certain games I created entire head cannon and make the game in story mode and easy for me to play to keep my imagination going. I am a story teller but I don’t write, I dream. I can write, but I am overly critical of myself.

Anyway here is Lunara story. Born to a chthonic tiefling and her father is a Cambion similar to Raphael in some ways… but he rejected it and took his love out of the hells. Her mother was named Luna after the moon because her mother worshiped Selune… Her father’s name is Dorian. Anyway, they ended up separating sadly after a fight and he ended up in the circle of the stars, a Druid clan who helped him see nature and truth within the stars. He grew to be a leader… while Luna ended up with Druids of the circle of the moon. They both ended up finding each other again and falling in love all over again. Because of the good deeds and contribution, Selene and oak father blessed them with a beautiful girl named Lunara. She is different, looks more like fairy than a demon. Though her wings are like her father, she appears more like a wood nymph. Her horns are decorated with stars and protections. She loves wearing shiny things and pastels. She is obsessed with silver. She is cute and sweet. She is older, almost 500 years old. She was granted immortality. Her father still lives and works in the hells as a spy… her mother sadly passed a way from old age. She was sadly never granted immortality… but her life was good and they miss her a lot.

How she was raised as under Druid beliefs specifically from the Moon and stars circle. She also honors Seluna and the oak father. When she was young, Thanniel also played with her and she sworn to protect him. And like Halsin she spent years studying the curse. She wished she teamed up with him sooner. She knows Isobel and hates Kethric. She knows him before he fell. He was a jerk then too but he hide it well. One thing she will say is he loved and loved hard that it corrupted him. He couldn’t accept failure or death well.

Lunara spent most of her time studying and also becoming a sage. She is very well read and Gale loves that about her. She is just as talkative and crazy as he is with history and learning lol… but that also gets her called cute Astarion a lot. lol

Lunara is poly, like Halsin… she is obsessed with nature and is best friends with Thannial as well. Her and Halsin crossed past but never befriended each other until now. They will love each other eventually. They have a connection with each other more than any other.

She also found herself loving both Gale and Astarion. She gives them space to decide if a poly life is for them. They may or may not agree but of course in game I sort of have control of that. I will see what I will do.

With Astarion she understands him, like her father she gets being trapped between darkness and light… trapped between slavery or some freedom. She protects him, agrees with him when she really doesn’t… she just wants him to know she is there for him and in his need she will help make the true decision, a good decision.

Gale sort of the same. She senses his ambition can change him and she is trying to make him see that he is good as he is. He is powerful for a human mortal wizard and being an ex lover of mystra is well amazing. So she respects that and is trying to make him see the gods maybe good in some ways but they forget how powerful they are and how their words can affect someone. She knew Gale did what he did to become equal to her and power dynamics like that hurts people. It’s why being with someone equal to you is far better than trying to be something you are not.

Wyll is someone she sees as a friend but she is attracted to him. And even though I did pursue him, I am sending him with Karlach. I consider them two just having fun and he knows it in my head cannon.

Karlach is her best friend, the one she can trust in everything. She loves her bestie and wants to save her.

Shadow heart is her female lover and she loves her lol she never thought she would but she does and she wants to help her see the light. She knows her story like Alyn does but she doesn’t want to intervene. She needs to find herself. She doesn’t know everything or details but she know shar did something awful.

Lazeal is her first friend in this and she does have a fling. She wants to help free her people but her loyalty and love for the Emperor is conflicting. It will become a problem latter. You know you know.

The Emperor she knows who he is cause she know his story. She had a conversation with Ansur when he was trying to save him. You know you know… but she couldn’t help him and she left not knowing the outcome. She doesn’t blame neither one but she cares for him. She knows his manipulation and tactics is for survival and not to truly harm anyone. Yes, he isn’t actually good but he isn’t evil either. He is a survivalist and is scared and that can make you do things you never would before. It’s sad but she will protect him. She doesn’t tell what she knows to no one.

Everyone else she hasn’t met yet.

She also loves her owl bear she named Una like Luna. She is not creative with names lol and Scratch of course. She loves her new pets and friends.

And some pictures new and old. This is Lunara.

I love this girl and made a backstory for her.

Name: Lunara
Age: 489 years old (give or take)
Gender: female

Born and raised all over the nine hells, she moved to Baldurs Gate at the age
Of 300 and spent most of her days researching in libraries and spending most of her time away in nature. She always admired Halsin and wanted to meet him (which she does). She is poly like him and found herself wondering who will be with her and who will just be a fling in her long life. She is older than any of her kind because of a curse that led her down a very strange path. A story for another time. She seems naive but is not… she seems young but is not. She is pure light and even though she pretends to be naughty, it always ends up cute (like Astarion would say about her). Her parents have been long dead but they were Druids themselves and the reason she became one. She follows Selune but also favors the oak father. She worships both with pure and utter respect. She is a beacon of hope for many.

One cool thing about her is she grows wings and can fly. It’s something that came from her father who happens to be a cambion. He hide that well from others. Raphael can sense that in her and why he kind of favors her.

Her opinion of each companion so far (at the crèche)

Gale: in love with him but hope he doesn’t mind company in the end. She does respect him and picks his brain a lot. They are a lot a like in the knowledge bin and loves research.

Astarion: she never thought much of vampires and knew he was one from the first meeting. She is never one to spill secrets, so she doesn’t and let him come to her, which he did. She helped him and she is slowly falling for him.

Wyll: she is falling for this man but she knows she can not be with him without breaking his heart… she will keep him close as a friend. She just falls over for knights in shinning armor types but he would be heart broken with her. She is too wild for him and she respects him too much.

Shadowheart: she hopes she will see the light but she never forces it. They have a fling and she hopes their closeness will bring her back to Selune. She knows shar is lying to her.

Laezel: she hated her at first not because she is a Gith, but she was too over the top for her and she felt threaten but once she got to know her, she loved her. She wants to save her but she doesn’t know from what yet. It’s her magic that is telling her something is wrong.

Karlach: Her best friend of all time and someone she can tell anything too. They love talking about random stuff and boys… always boy talk with her girl lol or well girls cause they gossip a lot. Lol

The Emperor: she likes him and may side with him. She believes she knows who he maybe but isn’t sure. She is slowly liking him but senses his fear… she has a feeling he isn’t what he seems.

Halsin: though not part of the party, she likes him and of course will help him.

Lunara or Luna for short is a Druid tiefling who is both a member of the circle of the stars and moon. Her mother worshiped selune and her father Salvanus as well as the Druid way of life. She is obsessed with Halsin, the first Druid but she isn’t young, she is actually pretty old but she refuses to acknowledge it and likes making people think she is only in her 20s. Halsin maybe the only one who may know her real age do go their run ins over the years. She is poly fyi… so yeah she will date everyone if she could. She does love Astarion, even though she never thought of being with a vampire. She never really cared or really thought of them before. She also admired Gale too. It’s funny cause Astarion calls her cute and treats her like she is young and naive but she is older then him and Gale treats her more like she is a grown women. The 2 of them make her happy. She tehcinically loves everyone. She chaotically good but pretends to be naughty. She can’t be bad no matter how hard she tries and she always agrees with Astarion on ascension but you know she will stop him.

Here is a few pictures of her.

This is Lunara, A Druid from both the circle of the stars and circle of the moon… Her mother worshiped selune but still kept her Druid faith as a member of the circle of the moon, while her father remained a great devotee to Salvanus and the circle of the stars. She also devoted herself to being a sage and learning what she can. She enjoys using her spells to save people and is inherently chaotically good… though she loves thinking of herself as naughty… she is poly and doesn’t like being tied down. She is a free bird. She ends up falling in love with almost everyone in her camp, she is kind of naive like that but her biggest surprise is how much she cares for Astarion. She never liked or well I should say never thought much of vampires until he came into her life. They have more than a fling but they respect each other. Halsin and her also have a fling and had flings many times in the past. This time they decided to stick with each other but for now he isn’t in my party yet… but yeah, you get the idea. She also adore Wyll and Gale… and love having girl time.

She admire Balduran and does support the Emperor because she had to have a slight “I can fix him” moment… even though she hates the thiught but she hates the thiught of losing him more. So yeah, she does pick him and goods Laezeal will come around. (I know if you keep her in faeruin, it’s possible etx.. if not all well)… anyway she knows she can’t save everyone but she is trying… but doesn’t always make everyone happy. Thats how chaos comes in.

Anyway a few pictures of her and the gang.

I truly do. I am almost lost him one play through and forgot to save for a good hour lol yeah lost an hours worth for him. lol anyway here is another photo of when I read the infernal because I am a tiefling

Here cannon story is simple… she is a unique tiefling raised by a Druid mother of both the moon and the stars aka (circle of the moon and circle of the stars) and a father who was just a normal tiefling finding his identity. He was unique looking. Anyway Lunara was born and she both worships salvanus and selune equally. She loves the Druid way of life but has a dark side to her. She empathize with Astarion but is poly. Astarion at first was kind of taken back but accepts her poly behavior. He knows at the end she will desire him above all. She is dating shadowheart, eventually Halsin (she is obsessed with the first Druid), a little fling with the emperor and Lazeal, wyll, Karlach and she loves Gale too. Everyone is more so or less charmed by her but she doesn’t tie anyone down and no one seems to be against it.

Anyway she is keen on allowing Astarion just to be himself and he constantly cause her cute because well she tries to be dark and scary like him lol even though she is from the hells, she surely doesn’t act like it.

Had my night. I remember it felt like forever to figure out how to make each romance work, now it feels easy but still great all the same. Astarion is the reason I ever played the game. I romance him, Gale, Halsin, Karlach and Wyll… also the emperor. Yeah but never get his romance ending cause yeah…. Of happening.

She is a tiefling with a unique look… born to Druids of the circle of moon and of the stars, she dedicated herself to nature and salune as well. She is obsessed with knowledge and also became a sage. She is just a normal tav really who just so happens to be a little more powerful than most and got herself caught up in this mess. Of course moving to Baldurs Gate didn’t help but she is a huge admire of Balduran. lol

Anyway I designed her two ways. I just so love this look. I went with the second look. Just spent hours on just getting to the story and living using the mods to get new content.

Messed up first post. Anyway this is my kissing Durge lol with all of her loves and boo. Show me some of your kissing photos