u/An_Anonymous_Anime

I wanna be looked at and people go "oh thats a dude" but like i don't really wanna completely give up on dressing feminine.

Like feminine male (Still short masc hair, face, voice etc. But can dress feminine) cause like like body of a dude but like dress femininely?

Like my ideal thing is like smol skinny dude but will kick your butt that sometimes wanna feel pretty.

Or like somewhat muscular male in a dress.

Then the other ideal gender is goblin/fae in the woods who totally not going to try and steal your bones. I like fuck it no gender.

Like those are my two moods that are on a spectrum. That why I low-key don't think genderfuild is right cause it mostly just those two on a sliding scale and I feel like genderfuild is more ya know all encompassing. More so on being looked at and going "oh thats a girl". It just idk the idea of that, makes me uncomfortable.

But at the same time I really don't care too much what you call me. But I have a heavy preference to be called he/him. Then it goes they/them. Then lastly she/her. If that makes sense?

Terms of good boy and husband make me fucking just melt. But she/her doesn't really do that at all.

Sorry for the rant just questioning gender lable so I can feel at home in my skin and knowing what to call myself and find a sense of belonging in my community. As well as finding others like me. So I don't feel my experience doesn't feel like its only me going through that.

So like I had this idea with an oc I had just made! There this shapeshifter, who grew up in Gotham city. They always admired the bat family. This oc is biologically has no gender and goes by any pronouns. Also they are Pansexual.

Basically they can shapeshift (duh) though to keep up there shifted forms they need to consume a lot of food. She has a high calorie diet to keep up with the engery he loses through the shifting.

He suffers a lot with identity issues. Sometimes forgetting who they are cause of his hero identity.

His name is Rowan Price. In a more human form he works in Wayne Enterprise just as a secretary. No one knows about his shifter abilities and he has no clue his boss is Batman.

Rowan honestly hates Bruce. She thinks Bruce is a fool of himself, some rich jerk who doesn't truly care about her and other below him. Unless you catch Bruce's attention, Bruce won't really care.

They became a hero to be like who he admires. (The bat family).

You can dm me on discord to get started! I will show you what Rowan looks like there. I prefer to ship Rowan to any member of the bat family (aka Batman Nightwing, or Redhood). When it comes to Batman it will very much be enemies to lovers when it comes to Batmans civilian side.

Also feel free to ask questions about my oc!

Here is my discord:

arandomdemi

So like I had this idea with an oc I had just made! There this shapeshifter, who grew up in Gotham city. They always admired the bat family. This oc is biologically has no gender and goes by any pronouns. Also they are Pansexual.

Basically they can shapeshift (duh) though to keep up there shifted forms they need to consume a lot of food. She has a high calorie diet to keep up with the engery he loses through the shifting.

He suffers a lot with identity issues. Sometimes forgetting who they are cause of his hero identity.

His name is Rowan Price. In a more human form he works in Wayne Enterprise just as a secretary. No one knows about his shifter abilities and he has no clue his boss is Batman.

Rowan honestly hates Bruce. She thinks Bruce is a fool of himself, some rich jerk who doesn't truly care about her and other below him. Unless you catch Bruce's attention, Bruce won't really care.

They became a hero to be like who he admires. (The bat family).

I prefer to ship Rowan to any member of the bat family (aka Batman Nightwing, or Redhood). When it comes to Batman it will very much be enemies to lovers when it comes to Batmans civilian side.

Also feel free to ask questions about my oc!

I feel like this weird shapeshifter trapped in a body that can't shapeshift. It makes me feel wrong on so many levels. The words to describe it just now came to light.

The best way to describe it i feel like a shapeshifter that base form is this sorta inhuman looking creature. Genderless in the literal sense. With strange shaped ears, solid color eyes, a long flesh tail, with an inhuman skin tone. (Keep in mind a lot of details are not spefic yet but ik these traits are there)

I wish to change the way I look to impossible normal human levels. Like adding horns sometimes. Looking like other people or something similar. Or just mashing multiple people features together into something new.

This has always appealed to me. It makes me deeply upset that I can't do this. At first I thought it was a Xenogender but in was told to look into alterhuman identity. I already identify as a therain.

I just extremely hate the fact I can't change my shape at all. I was just wondering what exactly am i?

Does this at all make any sense?

So like ok i feel like am going crazy. But like from what I noticed being mostly human really sucks. I feel really disconnected. But like wearing dog like stuff makes me feel really euphoric like both species wise and gender wise. Also I can never imagine my self looking human.

Like in the sense of shapeshifting creature with a one look being like a kemonomimi (ears and tails and some animal like accessories.) But like having the ability to change at will cause I can't make up my mind.

Also one of my characters sorta gives me gender envy but he is and looks non-human. His very much fluid in the way he looks and i envy that. More so in the sense of like skin color (being pinkish) is ear shape, horns, a long tail.

Looking somewhat inhuman makes me feel more like my self you know. It also doesn't help that I am a therian make my human identity feel wrong.

But like I said I don't really understand Xenogenders that much (mostly cause no one really told me what it is). I tried asking a friend but it left me with more questions then answers.

Like the urge to try neo-pronouns is strong rn. But I don't wanna identify as this if like I don't really understand it.

Please don't get angry with me I really just want to be educated and mabye explore a little.