Depression vs cataplexy
I have Dx’d type 2, but I was thinking today and I’m curious if it’s something weird enough I should bring it up to my MD.
I can’t express anger physically. If I make a fist really tight (only when angry) I physically can’t make it tight. My fingers “spasm”. I can’t punch, hit, kick, or even scream tbh. When I’m really upset I just kinda sit there. My body does feel really heavy in these moments, but I always attributed it to mental exhaustion/dissociation.
This only happens when I’m really really upset, which is rare but it’s always been annoying because I physically can’t express anger physically, even if in a safe way or environment. Instead I just kinda sit there and cry.
Is this possibly cataplexy? It is technically my strongest emotion but I always thought it was just a psychological block.