u/AnxiousSir9957

This one has had me curious for quite some time now. While I’m wondering whether there’s a connection between TIs and NOT having gotten the vaccine. However asking that question would likely result in a fair bit of confirmation bias.

Side note: it’s incredibly important to take special care to avoid confirmation bias. Check your own logic. Question your own observations. That way, when the time comes to make certain assertions, you can maintain the fact that you’ve been diligent to ensure that you “know” the things you will claim to know.

Like the title says, I believe that I’m in some way marked. I’m more or less stalked to a degree where I question the origin and reason behind the activity. I experience a lot of orb like craft similar to the orbs released in one of the recent disclosures the government released. I’ve recorded a great deal of visual phenomena occurring (static, other strange things similar but slightly different than static). I’ve recorded audio of a strange moist clicking sounds with an unidentified source, mostly present at times that I’m sleeping.

Is there any way to prove this? It’s not like my evidence is likely to be taken seriously when presented as such. Are there any legitimate organizations or agencies that aren’t likely to be directly tied to it?

I’ve also noticed strand bodily changes, but I can say with 80% certainty that the imaging I’ve had done was not done in good faith. I’ve requested personal copies of the imaging, but am yet to receive them.

Like the title says, I believe that I’m in some way marked. I’m more or less stalked to a degree where I question the origin and reason behind the activity. I experience a lot of orb like craft similar to the orbs released in one of the recent disclosures the government released. I’ve recorded a great deal of visual phenomena occurring (static, other strange things similar but slightly different than static). I’ve recorded audio of a strange moist clicking sounds with an unidentified source, mostly present at times that I’m sleeping.

Is there any way to prove this? It’s not like my evidence is likely to be taken seriously when presented as such. Are there any legitimate organizations or agencies that aren’t likely to be directly tied to it?

I’ve been a TI for the last two years (at the very least). I believe much of the initial phases have been aimed solely to distract and try and condition through manipulation tactics like ergo by proxy. However in the more recent times, I’ve noticed that they have a direct, undeniable interest in my bodily fluids as a whole. They’ve generally shifted away from their coughing, but have began utilizing hand gestures as a signal. Likely so that they’re more visible by a co conspirator positioned elsewhere.

The reason I suspect the investment into my bodily fluids is due to the timing of their signal. They begin signaling rapidly at moments like when my mouth has produced an excess of saliva that I haven’t spit or swallowed quite yet. Consistently, without fail, they will always begin signaling without actually having any real indication that my mouth has produced excess saliva. They become interested and really start showing out at times where I have to take a shit. They begin swarming whenever I have a runny nose. They seem to have been trying to condition me to relieving myself to reduce stress. I can even point to multiple instances where they have tried to manipulate me into buying laxatives. Does anybody know why they’d be so invested in bodily fluids like this? I mean we’re ranging from bowel movements to the mere spit in my mouth. It’s straight up weird, but an undeniable interest nonetheless.

Another observation is that there are two starlings that have been following me for months now. They’re always in a pair, but have followed me on multiple road trips, one of which even crossed state lines. (Fun fact: birds like starlings are federally protected and it is a federal crime to shoot one, regardless of where). It seems that these laws have been strategically placed in order to protect these creatures that are seemingly also obsessed with spit, poop, and snot.

Has anybody else been able to discern this investment as well? Anybody have an explanation or theories?

Are there any areas of spellwork that revolve around questions and targets answering them?

What are the rules behind this? How does it translate over text and web? Can answering stating I don’t answer questions constitute as a response to a question?

Edit: I apologize, I don’t answer any questions. Hopefully this overall distinction adds context to my post.

I’ve unfortunately locked my keys in my car. I also rely on my car for shelter, so this leaves me in a pretty tight spot. Would anybody in the Crestwood Area have any tools that could help me out as I’m currently indigent? Or any other recommendations for how to approach it are welcome. Rather not break out a window.

Update: Thank you for the responses. I was able to get help and regain access to my car.

Has anybody had any experience in contacting/dealing with The National Domestic Violence Hotline? I’ve tried reaching out for help many times but have not been able to get ahold of a single representative. I’ve tried using their chat feature, calling the hotline, and texting their listed text option. I’ve tried all of these multiple times over a number of days, also at various times of the day/night. Every single time I reach out, the immediate response I receive is “Currently, we are experiencing unusually high wait times and have limited availability for live services. To ensure safety, this interaction will be disconnected, we apologize for this. We encourage you to visit thehotline.org for more information and resources and to try reaching us again later”. This is followed by the instant shutting down of whatever means I was attempting to reach out with. The chat gets closed. The phone hangs up. And the text resets.

Due to the ongoing abuse I’m subjected to, I question the validity of this automated response. Does anybody else consistently receive this response when they reach out? Seems quite ridiculous that a national service focused on assisting those experiencing violence and abuse are repeatedly just hung up on. Is this a complete failure of the national hotline itself? Or could this actually be some form of tampering that prevents me from receiving the help that I need?

I’ll avoid details and will keep this short. I’ve found myself fearing for my safety, but have had no luck in receiving any protection from police. I’m looking to leave basically all I own behind and prioritize getting out of state. I have extremely limited funds, which I’ll be needing to stretch out as far as I possibly could. Anybody have any recommendations on how to best go about this?

Recently after beginning to compile and extensive and detailed compilation of supporting evidence/documents, the targeting has began to worsen dramatically. I can only make the assumption that they are becoming increasingly desperate. This is particularly true in their repeated attempts to frame me, despite having been exposed extensively throughout my logs. Thing is, I’ve cleared myself medically sound, I’m law abiding, I’ve preemptively got ahead of their intent to frame me. I’ve sort of cut off any potential means of truly silencing me. Their spike in desperation reflects this directly. In the case that I experience an unfortunate accident, I’d like to ensure the probability that my compilation of documents remain to be in existence.

So that all being said, if anybody wants an invite to my drive, please send me a dm.

I’ll preface my post by stating that the experienced events that are to follow will sound rather absurd or hard to believe. That being said, I’m not here to convince. Only to shed light and expose the pathetic behavior.

I’ve refrained from openly naming the facilities, so I will continue to simply generalize it as STL County and no single location. But I’m also just tired of the nonsense and simply won’t remain quiet any more. The Saint Louis County online materials shows that patrons have the ability to checkout a wide range of different video games. They have public WiFi and outlets available, all of which are nice amenities that I would otherwise show nothing but gratitude to them for providing to the public.

However, it seems that this acceptance to video games and open to the public simply does not apply to me. In my free time, I enjoy playing my gaming console through my laptop (remote play) and use the controller to play. I will always settle in with an attempt to try and be tucked away, typically in a back corner away from other visitors. I’ll typically use my Bluetooth headphones connected to my phone to listen to music. Essentially I’ll simply be out of the way of being a potential disruption, minding my own business, quietly listening to music, and innocently playing video games. These simple and innocent actions are always met with extremely ridiculous behavior. Every. Single. Time. A number of other patrons will cough loudly the moment I enter, sit, open my laptop, and connect my headphones. Every time. Every action is received by another visitor coughing loudly. That’s 4 coughs that are timed perfectly with my behavior, every single time I’m in the library, consistent with different locations. I’ll hear the audio of my Bluetooth headphone have interruption, synced with the arrival of a staff member approaching to linger behind me. Every single time. Soon after I’m in the swing of things, they will start having other visitors begin to pretend to be looking at the shelves, but in the aisle that the back of my laptop is facing. Numerous times each visit, but also with every visit. I’ve tried to ignore it and convince myself that it’s just my anxiety playing tricks on me. But it’s become too relentless to continue explaining it away. Staff is always nice to me, I will add. But I’m sure they’re aware that other patrons are consistently harassing me whenever I’m there as well as attempt to frame the act of me playing on my laptop as me recording people in the isles. While these claims are inherently anecdotal, I can assure you that they are still factual. And while I cannot say for certain, I have a strong suspicion that the lingering staff member actually connected to my headphones, causing the pause in audio synced with their arrival. All of which I have been able to basically ignore. If I’m doing nothing wrong, then I have no reason to be fearful of their absurd behavior. Except today, as I headed out to my car, I found that my headlights had drained my battery. It’s a sunny day, I got there at 3 PM. My headlights weren’t on when I entered the library. While I sat trying to start my dead battery, the entire facility cleared out and I was simply made to be stuck in their lot, void of any assistance.

Due to the nature of this behavior, it’s simply difficult for me to actually document to provide. If they’re attempting to frame my behavior, then actually recording the public space will only strengthen and validate all previous attempts they’ve made. It’s methodical and calculated, but also unjust. The facility itself is great. They do a lot of good. But I won’t sit silently while I’m bombarded and made to be felt unwelcomed by people who are too afraid to simply identify that I’m not welcome. Again, I don’t care if anybody believes me. I don’t need any diagnosis made by strangers on the internet (although I’m guaranteed to receive them). I just want STL County Libraries to know that I’m fully aware of their actions, their attempts, and their intent; as well as not being hesitant to expose it openly. I’m just an innocent gamer.

I’m currently stuck in my car that’s run out of oil. I’ve started a new job recently but haven’t received my first paycheck yet, so unfortunately I’m without the required funds to purchase oil quite yet. My car is currently positioned in a rather unfortunate location and would really appreciate any assistance with getting it drivable. I’m not asking for money, but simply 05-W20 oil. I’ve tried contacting family in the area, but haven’t received any responses yet. I’ve also posted on local neighbor apps as well seeing if anybody has extra laying around. While I’m actively checking both for responses, I really hate to just sit here waiting, inconveniencing others. Not sure how I’d be able to receive oil directly, but that’s really all I’m asking assistance with acquiring.

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Sorry for the long post. But I wanted to share my story. I’ll note that there is a lot of elements at play. Some statements are confirmed, some suspected but unconfirmed or fully understood, and some entirely unknown. There are countless details to this, but there is just too much for me to feasibly provide to you here. All of this takes place in Saint Louis region.

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It started off with me living in my mother’s basement. I had developed a number of physical difficulties that made it difficult to work. Shortly after living here, I began to experience the sensation of bugs crawling over my scalp. I was immediately dismissed and accused of being on drugs. These symptoms continued to worsen and also change, eventually becoming a wide range of symptoms that were all seemingly too spread out to be attributed to one cause. That being said, I could always tell there was a connection between them all. I sought medical help many times, but my concerns were always disregarded. It became so blatant that I could only assume that their inability to diagnose was actually intentional.

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Soon after, I became homeless. My mother kicked me out as she “believed” my symptoms were all drug induced. While I was homeless, I became what is commonly referred to as a targeted individual. I began experience constant community stalking and harassment. I’ve found and documented numerous instances of physical tampering. But I also highly suspect that all of my devices (and subsequently accounts) have also been compromised and tampered with. I had began to collect evidence, but my phone suddenly stopped working. I had to replace it and when transferring my data, the documented evidence disappeared. During this transfer, I also became locked out of my Discord account.

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Over the course of two years, I would basically live in my car during spring/summer and with my mother during fall/winter. Whenever I lived in my car, I would have the constant stalking and harassment. When with my mother, she would often initiate or cause interactions that would victimize herself, following up by lashing out or punishing me in strange ways. For one she wouldn’t let me do laundry or shower, both of which contributed to my symptoms worsening. At the time, I thought these were all the result of misunderstandings. But I now see that they were all likely intentionally caused in order to keep me in a state of constant fear, stress, and anxiety.

I would experience interference with any attempts I made to contact a lawyer as well as any jobs I pursued. Over the last 6 months though, everything has ramped up in severity exponentially. I’ve began to experience the formation of clusters beneath my skin. The stalkers have increased their efforts. They’ve made it clear that they’re watching me at all times, even while showering at the gym. At peak times of these symptoms and experiences, I would also begin to experience what came off as an invisible presence. My environment would make a popping sound. My vision would turn to flashing lights and I could feel something seemingly leeching off of me.

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I’ll jump to today and what I now understand. The physical element, to my understanding, seems to be caused my a sort of dust. There exists a biofilm layer on the exterior of my skin. Once this layer is disrupted, I can then flick my skin which releases plumes of dust. This is most intense in the places these clusters are formed as well as swollen areas across my body. While extracting these particles, the swelling is dramatically decreased. I’ve also started a new job where I help service and open pool. I believe that there are additives being put into the pools. I believe my food and drink are being tampered with, as well as my laundry. I’m also confirmed to be being followed by birds everywhere I go. Even after traveling for hour long stretches multiple times In one day. They follow and watch me while I work in backyards as well. The stalkers have now shifted to trying to frame me. They’ll try and stage scenarios to tempt me to commit a crime, but also try and misconstrue certain contexts in order to misrepresent the actuality of the events. The dust and the stalkers have a direct connection. It’s likely being introduced to my body through a variety of means. But they definitely begin to respond dramatically whenever I begin extracting these particles. I’ve unfortunately confirmed the Involvement of both my mother and sister. It’s likely that my mother was involved since the start, possibly even longer. Many of the items that were tampered with were actually given to me from her. She had a key to me car and the password to my email. She got me the new phone. She also seemed pretty concerned about me trying to regain access to my discord. I am highly suspicious that my discord was likely hijacked and used to engage in illegal activities while posing as me. The reason I question the length of her involvement is because as a child, I was constantly sick and doctors could never explain why. This was so severe that my mother actually became investigated for inducing illnesses. While it wasn’t confirmed to be true, the current events make me wonder. I’ll also add that the invisible presence and symptoms all worsen directly following her absence. The moment she walks out the front door or goes to her room for the night, everything flares up simultaneously. I’ve had both her and local police provide false statements on my behalf to illegally place me into a psychiatric hold. Medical staff denied my requests for patient advocacy. Stalking feels so widespread that it feels like literally everybody is involved. I’m sure that the constant attacks have left me in a state of high stress, but I assure you these events are as I’ve presented. I don’t know what the dust is, but I know it’s a key element. I don’t know how the harassment is so widespread. It seems like everyone is compromised. I literally have helicopters that follow me throughout the night. All of the evidence of tampering of my mother’s house, she simply dismisses and says it’s always been like that.

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I just can’t tell what is truly going on here. Am I dealing with a cult? Am I being sacrificed or used for some “greater” purpose? Have I been being prepped for this since birth? Is my mother even the same person she was 5 years ago? Are these people even human? They act as if they’re NPCs in a simulation or a sort of hive mind that can’t break me.

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I’ll answer any more questions if asked. I’ll also add that no, I can say with absolute certainty that this is not the effects of a psychological issue. It sounds absolutely crazy, which I agree with. It would most easily be explained by being drug induced or of a psychological issue. But I assure you, that I’ve taken numerous steps to ensure, validate, and verify that what I claim to know are based on the actuality of reality. But I’m also not here to convince anybody. I’m simply sharing in order to expose and shine a light on these criminal actions taking place here while I still can. The corruption is so deep and convicting that those coordinating the assaults really can’t afford to be revealed. I fear that they will go to any length to prevent being held accountable. I assume their attempts to frame me are attempts to incarcerate me, even if they need to simply frame me. The other possibility is that they will try to institutionalize me into a psych ward. This is the ideal environment for surveillance, effectively controlling every aspect of my day to day life (while also forever discrediting anything I claim). Unfortunately, I’ve gathered quite the arsenal of irrefutable evidence and documentation of these various crimes. This makes those possible ways to prevent being charged increasingly difficult. The only other option I can think of them having would be to unalive me. Either by driving me to doing it myself, by arranging an “accident” for me to experience, or by simply doing it slowly through poison. So I’m scared for my life. Fleeing would be difficult (and possibly pointless anyway). All of the police seem to be aware and involved. Medical staff at numerous hospitals are all seemingly coordinated In the prevention of me healing. Lawyers all dismiss it.