u/ArtsyBunny3

-Preferably a girl idk I'm bi

-I don't really care about height

-My age or really really close

-LGBTQ+ (bc I'm also a girl)

-Not homophobic, transphobic, or racist

-Either nerdy, artsy, or does theatre (like me)

-Humorous?

-Doesn't think I'm insane?

-Not overly chubby or super skinny to the point where it's a medical concern

-Neurodivergent or okay with the fact that I am

-An empathetic and kind person

-Won't make fun of me

-Doesn't hate pets

-A little bit crazy : )

-Not suicidal? They don't have to have perfect mental health or anything but my mental health is already bad enough

-Respectful

-Preferably is okay with physical contact

-Can communicate

TW: NUMBERS

I'm not diagnosed with anything, but I've been slightly overweight pretty much my entire life >!BMI of 30 !<and I've always been on the heavier side. I don't exercise almost ever, which is also probably not great for my health but I digress. I've been trying to lose weight with a calorie deficit >!around 500-700 calories a day!<, since I absolutely hate my body. I don't even know if I have an eating disorder, but I know that even if I did it wouldn't be taken seriously since even now I have a BMI of around >!24 !<. I just don't know what to do anymore and I hate myself so much

I've been on Focalin XR (15mg) for a little bit now (started out with 5mg and slowly increasing) and recently got put on Prozac (10mg) as well. I haven't had a hyperfixation or obsession in months, and as of late I can't get myself to do anything. Nothing seems of interest and I can't get myself to focus on or actually do any of the things that I actually need to do. How do I get myself out of this mess???

I don't know I don't know what I'm doing but I'm 13F, 5 foot, and a bit overweight (>!130lbs!<) and I eat around >!700!< calories a day. I don't work out or anything, or get any physical activity really, but is this too low or something? I don't know what I'm doing anymore I hate my body so much.

I don't know where you're from or how you identify, but it's rough out there, so how are y'all doing?

I have anxiety and depression, as does one of my closest friends, and we've been trying to help each other since we both struggle with very similar things (suicidal ideation, self harm, and probably an ED) but it's gotten to a point where school staff had to intervene and I'm really worried about them and they emailed my parents but it all seems so pointless and I don't know what to do to help my friend when I can't even help myself. I've been in therapy for about a month and a half but nothing's really worked yet and idk I'm so tired of all of this and I want it to stop but I don't know how except for killing myself which I can't even do.

I've been crying on and off for the past 3 hours and it has just ocurred to me that I haven't had water or anything of the sort since last night. I'm fucked.

Sorry if this is a stupid question. I'm definitely more on the round/chubby side, and have a relatively feminine figure (I wear a size 32 DD 😭) except I'm non-binary and I hate it so much. How do you guys look less feminine?