u/AstramIsTheBest

I just don’t get any joy from being around other people (friends, family, etc.) in any real capacity. It always just feels more tedious than when I’m by myself. I’m not anxious or anything I just don’t want to do it.

I have a group of friends I’ve known since middle school (mid 20s now), and I do indeed see them as my friends. But I have absolutely 0 desire to see them or talk to them or hang out with them or check in on them at all.

And when they text me or check in on me it kind of just slightly annoys me. I know it’s selfish but I really would rather do my own thing at my own pace by myself all the time and anything otherwise would just be worse.

I talked to one of my friends who has to fly in to hang out with us. While riding with me we had a conversation and I told him that I don’t really hang out with the other two because I could see them any time, while he is a special event because I could only see him 2-3 times a year.

He asked me “So if I moved back here would you want to hang out often” and I said no.

The other day he was also talking about how if he moved back into the area he would try to hang out every week or so and that genuinely sounded crazy to me. I most definitely would never want to see someone every single week.

No matter how good of a time I have with them, at the end of the day I always feel way better just being on my own. It’s not anything against them specifically at all. I don’t like talking to, or hanging out with my parents either.

It’s not even a solely an “in-person” thing either. When I play video games I almost always ignore friends requests, party invites, game invites, and the option “to stay as a group” in overwatch regardless of how well we do.

I just don’t want to do anything anyone else’s way at all. I don’t want to accommodate them, I don’t want to make plans for them, I don’t want to go out of my way for them, I don’t want to restrict myself in any way and I hate doing it. So I’d rather just be on my own entirely.

Obviously for work its different, and if they need a favor, I’ll be there, but I don’t want to spend my own free time not doing what I want to do, the way I want to do it, without needing to think about someone else.

I somewhat feel bad but that never changes how I actually feel.

Is that not absurd? So because someone else gets held hostage by the sunken cost fallacy and has 0 self control, everyone else has to lose their chance to get a skin for cheaper? Seriously?

And don’t even start with “But the kids will buy into it!”

Who is letting their child spend money on micro transactions freely and without restrictions? Is that not your debit card on the account?

You’re either getting the skin for the same price or getting it for cheaper. If spending 100 units allows the devil to consume you and spend $20 on a skin you wouldn’t have bought otherwise, that is quite literally your own fault and issue and other people shouldn’t have their opportunities taken away just because of you.

And if thats your mindset when it comes to spending money then you have bigger issues to worry about. Get self control and leave other people out of it.

No fucking way people are calling for these two to get nerfed.

Yall (YALL 🫵) genuinely just hate when tanks are good even when there’s clear counterplay against them. We’re in a poke meta where majority of tanks are still brawl, so you want to nerf the few bits of counterplay tanks have against poke? When majority of the top 10 characters in the game are dps?

You have got to be fucking kidding. Next to no one plays tank as is and every 3 matches someone’s solo tanking. Yall (YALLL 🫵) literally just want to stripe every tank that isn’t a bland shield tank of any viability they have. Cap and Venom have clear counters. Literally adapt. Its not hard.

Seeing numerous posts and videos about Rocket suddenly when we’ve been doing the same shit we’ve always done 💀

The fact that we’re just now being considered a problem after all this time is annoying honestly. It’s every season there’s a bandwagon of complaints about SOMEone and I guess it’s our turn.

Absolutely ridiculous idea to have voices tied to inclinations in the first place. I don’t care if what they’re saying doesn’t match their personality or inclination, like at all.

I genuinely refuse to hear the straightforward male voice in ENG. It just sounds so terrible it annoys me to the point where I changed the language JUST so my pawn could be straightforward without me having to listen to…whatever that is.

PUHLEASEEEE just let us change the damn voices. If they let us get rid of the Wyvern pattern shit they can do this. PLEASE

Yall simply cannot do it right. I can’t even play Cap like I want to or dps like I want to because YALL (yes YALL) play egregiously bad on the SUPPOSEDLY easiest role to play.

Getting hard diffed against 1(ONE) single diver. If this is not Black Cat or Daredevil this is in excusable.

Not pushing up with the tanks whatsoever.

Hanging too far back when you KNOW you’re getting dived.

Running BACKWARDS and AWAY from the team when you’re in trouble.

Ulting IMMEDIATELY when ANYONE on the other team ults when we didn’t even need it.

Not paying attention to your surroundings at all and tunnel vision healbotting the tanks as if no one notices.

Never patty-caking with the other support in any capacity.

Just had a game where our supports were getting shut down by a SOLO DIVING Venom when we’re running WF and C&D. I had to tell them to just gtfo support and let me do it- SUDDENLY we’re able to actually fight now because I actually know how to handle a single damn diver.

I was in Diamond and I saw yall doing the this. I was in GM and I saw yall doing this. Im in Celestial and yall are doing this. I hit Eternity and yall are STILL doing this.

Just give me the goddamn support and hop on something else. Clearly it’s not for you in any capacity so go play Squirrel Girl or some shit 😒