I allow my boyfriend to cheat

My boyfriend of 10 months cheated on me in February. And who knows however many times else. I found texts on his PC between him and some chick from I think our city and nudes exchanged. I don't remember the texts anymore. I was really depressed and self harmed so my memory is really poor of this scenario. I was in a bad place. I have moved past his cheating to which he lies and says he never cheated and it gets to my head. It was just my birthday this month and I was really sad to think that I date a guy who wants to cheat on me and doesn't love me the way he pretends he does. It's really convincing too. So I stay with him because he is wealthy and can promise me a life of comfort and stability along with some luxuries. He has a good job. He pretends he loves me and for what it is worth I am convinced he does because no person would spend all of their free time with someone they don't love? I'm afraid he is still cheating. I saw a Bumble notification on his phone this month but he told me it was just from being inactive on the app. I'm very worried I'm going to marry someone who is going to cheat on me for my entire life and not truly love me, instead, lie to me. This sounds like the most depressing results of my future. He can promise me a nice life. Also I cannot find someone more attractive in the city than him.

I'm really sad and losing my mind because he cheated to begin with. And keeps saying he didn't. He even texted the same work selfie he sent to me as he sent to her during Valentine's Day when he was away at work. Here's the real kicker, I found out this week that his work phone password is 0214. I'm at a loss for worth.

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u/AttentionAromatic325 — 1 month ago

Sad

I'm sad today because nobody kisses my arms. My boyfriend has only done this once, and after the fact that I complained. I wish my pain meant something to someone and that they would want it to stop. I'm not fitting in this world.

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u/AttentionAromatic325 — 1 month ago
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Friends!

Hi! I'm new at Temple (second year there), I return to classes in the Fall Semester this year, and I'm really just looking to make some girl friends (or guys) who want to form a depthful friendship, along with, pursuing activities, going out this summer, and using each other for our advantages work/school wise. Leave a comment or dm me if you'd like to be friends!

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u/AttentionAromatic325 — 3 months ago