u/Beautiful-Law56

I am a very curious person, especially when it comes to psychology. I read everything I can about human nature and try to understand people's psychology. I constantly adapt to others, which causes me anxiety; I feel like I have to be "good" to be accepted and avoid stress. I hate conflict, though I will engage in it if necessary. I am never quite sure of my own opinions and need others to validate what I know. I believe the end justifies the means and that one must meticulously plan how to achieve goals, even if it takes years. It is also important to verify one's sources to plan effectively. I am skilled at speaking to groups as well as individuals. I enjoy talking to people and mirroring facial expressions and emotions. However, I struggle to express my own feelings to my family, though I find it easier with friends. I want to change the world and make it a better place so that everyone can have a better life. I like keeping my home tidy and organized, but I don't judge others for such things—unlike my father, who is much more blunt and less diplomatic than I am. I generally stick to my plans to the letter, but I don't mind improvising. I have sought out greatness since I was very young. I am not particularly materialistic or concerned with aesthetics; that is the area I care about least. My sister is very focused on aesthetics and constantly talks about the physical details of people and objects—criticizing whether things go together—whereas I couldn't care less. I can only really say whether I like something or not. I believe efficiency is paramount when it comes to plans and goals, though I do appreciate it if things can be fun. I love intellectual stimulation, deep thinking, and so on. I’m also a major hypochondriac; the slightest bodily reaction that seems strange to me can make me stressed.

What is your biggest fear?

I would say that my greatest fear is being all alone, of being nothing, of being of no use and of not being seen as I would like by others. I am also paradoxically afraid of my own anxiety.

What is your greatest desire?

To have power, to be admired and appreciated for my efforts but also to be seen as extraordinary, heroic and special.

What are you best at?

I would say that I am very good at understanding people, putting myself in their place, making a good impression on them. It was never particularly complicated except in periods of depression when I could be unpleasant for no reason. I often think about it afterwards but more for what I potentially lost than what I did and I'm a little ashamed of it.

How do you see yourself now?

I see myself as someone who made a lot of mistakes that cost him dearly but who evolved a lot and got what he wanted.

How do you see yourself in 5 years?

I see myself studying, having fun, having lots of friends and a girlfriend who loves me.

How do you express yourself?

I pay attention to how I express my emotions, I decide how to do it and why, I don't always find it necessary but I like doing it with my friends, I also really like simulating emotions and facial expressions. I really like humor and good atmospheres.

How do you feel about people close to you?

I like them, I get along well with them. I point out to my father that he is too direct with others and that my sister is aesthetically too demanding and too susceptible to criticism. My mother is also very emotional which I respect.

What do you think of foreigners? :

I don't have much to say, just that I don't like it when they don't smile when saying hello. I smile at them a lot but if I see that it doesn't matter I stop.

How do you make your decisions?

Based on what's useful, fun, or what other people will think. I want to have as much support and fun as possible.

How do you solve logical problems?

By deductive logic. I eliminate everything that is improbable and what remains, however improbable, is the truth.

How do you manage your emotions?

I'm pretty calm except when I can't do something which annoys me. I repress my anxiety a lot which sometimes makes me feel sick.

What moves you in life? What are you looking for?

A goal, again and again a goal. I want to change the world, make it better, fight for an ideal, be special and admirable. I also want to have fun doing it. I love intellectual stimulation.

What do you plan to accomplish in your life?

Big things. Arrest bad people and get close to powerful people to have power. Give people much more freedom and stop the contempt.

How do you want others to see you?

I want them to see me as intelligent, admirable, good and exceptional.

Describe how you experience these emotions: anger, shame and fear?

Anger. I repress it a lot, I don't particularly show it. Either I cry or I don't show anything and just smile to hide cold anger. I once coldly threatened someone.

Shame. I feel ashamed when others are embarrassed, otherwise I don't think I've ever been ashamed of any of my actions. I try as much as possible to be honest about my true motivations for something, I have always found it funny when people rationalize their actions and lie to themselves but I don't tell them.

Anxiety. The emotion to which I feel most connected since my childhood. I have always been afraid of not being liked, of not knowing how to improvise, of lacking skills, of knowledge, of knowing how to talk to people even though I am good at it, the fear of missing opportunities, of having missed something.

What is beauty? What is love?

Authenticity, good manners, knowing how to love people.

What are your most important values?

That power must be shared equitably and fairly.

Do you have any spiritual or religious beliefs? Why do you have (or don’t you have) these beliefs?

I am a deist. I believe in a being who surpasses us all and who looks at us and as I said I have always felt invested with a kind of mission, I admit that it is also an excuse to be able to have the admiration of others and to be exceptional.

What is your opinion on war and the armed forces? What does power mean to you?

I think they should be given the power to execute the most dangerous criminals, murderers of innocent people, pedophiles, etc. Wars have been happening since the dawn of time and no one can change that. They fight for power, for their pathetic egos and sometimes out of simple bloodlust or contempt for a type of individual. Power is an exciting thing when you have it, it can show itself in various ways. I think that society must benefit from this power and my talents.

What topics have you had long conversations about? What are your interests? For what ?

Society and hatred. This is a topic that comes up again and again for one reason or another.

Are you interested in topics related to health and medicine? Are you paying attention to your body?

Not really, I only care about being well perceived.

How do you feel about daily household chores?

I don't like them but when it's dirty it smells bad and I don't want to be frowned upon.

Books or films that you liked? Read/seen recently or not? What made you cry? What made you smile? For what ?

I really liked John Wick for their action scenes and the Daredevil series for its dark themes and understandable motivations.

Where do you feel harmony with the environment / a sense of belonging?

In all honesty I miss it a lot.

Assessment and behavior?

I would say I'm social but solitary, I'm not particularly shy. I like interacting with others, laughing with them, understanding them, asking them questions.

What do others think are your weak points?

Stubborn.

What do you dislike about yourself?

I am stubborn and anxious.

What do people think are your strengths?

I am charismatic, adaptable, flexible, far from rigid and I do not judge.

What do you like about yourself?

I get along with most people.

In what areas of your life would you like help?

I just wish I had more encouragement, that's all.

Have you ever felt like you're stuck in a routine? If yes, describe the causes and your reaction to this situation.

No, never I always felt like every day was different. That's the beauty of life.

What do you think about romance/sex?

I find it charming and exciting. I would love to have a partner.

What qualities do you look for in a partner?

Listening, kindness and understanding.

If you were raising a child, what would be your biggest concerns, what steps would you take and why?

I would like my child to have a better childhood than mine and for that I would simply ask him how he would describe his emotions during the day so that I can then adapt to them.

A friend makes a statement that contradicts your current beliefs. What are your reactions, internal and external?

I don't pay attention and pretend to agree. I also try to understand his point of view and not judge him.

Describe your relationship with the company.

I find it incredibly unfair and dismissive of certain groups of people because they are different. I would like to change that especially since the majority of them do it involuntarily except in a few cases.

How do you view humanity as a whole? What do you think is a widespread social problem? Name one.

Cowardly, selfish, manipulative, naive and in denial. The most common problem is seeing ourselves in others, thinking that they have a similar point of view to ours, this is not the case. To talk to someone and convince them, you have to put yourself in their shoes.

How would you describe your upbringing? Was there anything religious or a particular influence? How did you react to it?

I was quite calm with my parents despite their arguments because of my father's impulsive nature. I never had a religious education but for several years I have felt invested with a mission, perhaps by a divinity or something spiritual, I don't know if it's real either but I feel it like that.

What do you do for work or what career do you have? Do you like it? Are you proud of it?

I am currently at the end of middle school. I'm quite proud of my accomplishments, I have friends who love me, a close-knit family, I finally feel like myself. I think I'm quite proud yes.

If you spent a weekend alone, how would you feel? Alone ? GOOD ?

I would handle it well I think as I would be in my head or doing sport, although I would probably be a bit bored with no one to chat with.

What activities do you prefer? Do you like sports or something else?

I really like writing stories, watching the facial expressions of actors in films and series. I like badminton and athletics. Before I didn't like group sport, now I love it. I don't like watching sport, I prefer to play it. I don't like football and basketball.

How curious are you? Do you have more ideas than you can realize? What are your curiosities? What are your ideas? Are they environmental or conceptual? Could you explain better?

I love concepts centered on human beings, on psychology, on emotions. I have lots of ideas, those that I consider realistic enough, I execute them, the others, I write them. My ideas are quite conceptual I would say, nothing particularly concrete. I wish I was better at explaining but according to others I am, I guess that's the case.

Would you like to take a management position? Do you think you would be able to do it? What would be your leadership style?

Yes, I would really like to lead a team, I think I would be capable of it. I would be quite playful with them and I would tell them to take their time but internally I would be wary because I don't trust easily.

Are you coordinated? Why do you have this feeling or lack of empathy? Do you like working with your hands in any way? Describe your activity.

I never minded being ordered around but I admit I never particularly liked the rules because I broke them when my goals didn't allow me to follow them but I respect order and I think it's necessary but a little chaos doesn't hurt anyone, most of the time anyway.

Are you an artistic person? If so, describe your art. If you are not particularly artistic but appreciate art, describe the art forms you enjoy. Explain your answer.

I don't care much about paintings and paintings but I really like writing which is for me a very great and difficult art. I would say that I am artistic in the sense that I write a lot, I love writing and imagining. For paintings or drawing I'm very bad though.

What is your opinion on the past, present and future? How do you approach them?

I think it's good to focus on the present but the future is just as important because we have to know how to create a future where we will be peaceful and we can be happy. I don't think we should focus too much on the present, what's done is done even if I tend to think a lot about the past all the same but more out of nostalgia than guilt.

How do you react when other people ask you for help with something (anything)? If you decide to help them, why are you doing it?

I help him most of the time because I want to be seen well by this person but I will not help him if it is bad and it could reach the ears of others, in these cases I find an excuse not to do it.

Do you need logical consistency in your life?

I like to understand and know why this or that thing happened so I would say a little. I don't really know if I need it all the time though.

How important is efficiency and productivity to you?

This is what matters most when you have important goals.

Do you control others, even indirectly? How and why do you do it?

I would say that I do it indirectly by behaving the way he would want me to behave in order to have a good reputation and to gain praise.

What are your hobbies? Why do you like them?

I like writing because it allows us to imagine and think in advance, I also like reading about the human's mind because ain because it’s fun and useful.

What is your learning style? Which learning environments do you find most difficult?

I learn by making cards that explain something as simply as possible so that I understand. I don’t think I have a learning environment that particularly bothers me.

Why do you enjoy/struggle with these learning styles? Do you prefer lessons that appeal to memorization, logic, creativity or your physical sense?

I like history, English and French lessons but I also really like math because it makes you think.

Are you good at strategizing? Do you easily break down projects into manageable tasks? Or do you tend to improvise as you go along?

I would say that I am good at planning plans because it can be spread over months sometimes I even have a specific plan for years that is in progress. I don't mind improvising if in the end something doesn't appeal to me, but I won't give up if it's already too late. I'm stubborn.

What are your aspirations in life, professionally and personally?

Have lots of friends, influence, power and a girlfriend.

What are the highlights of your life like?

I am particularly euphoric, joyful and smiling.

How are the difficult times in your life going?

I'm depressed, lonely and moody.

Are you attached to reality? Do you dream often or are you attentive to your surroundings? If you dream, are you aware of what is happening around you?

I would say that I am attached to reality when I interact with others, I like to daydream but it is rare that I am detached from what I see although I miss a lot of details due to sheer lack of attention or boredom.

Imagine yourself alone in an empty room, with nothing to do and no one to talk to. What are you thinking about?

I think about life, about society, about my childhood, about what brought me here and now.

How long does it take you to make an important decision? Do you change your mind after taking it?

I pick it up pretty quickly, I generally don't come back to it unless the situation requires it.

How long does it take you to process your emotions? How important are emotions in your life?

I know them almost immediately, I ignore them if they make me look bad or I express them to my friends if it's an internal suffering.

Have you ever agreed with others just to please them and keep the conversation going? How often ? For what ?

Most of the time, but sometimes I get angry with them and unintentionally try to make them feel guilty.

Do you often break the rules?

It happens to me if I find something unfair.

Do you think authority needs to be questioned or does it know better? If you break the rules, why?

I think the current authority should be questioned because of the disregard for citizens, justice and equality. I want to destroy this society to rebuild it in a fairer way and to be appreciated for it.

I'm really torn between SO2, SO3, and SO7. I see myself at the heart of 2, 3, and 7 as well. I'm focused on being liked and making others make me feel special, but I don't feel like I'm struggling with shame. I feel anxious if others don't like me because it would close a lot of doors for me to do what I want. My biggest fear is probably missing out on all the opportunities I have and ending up disappointed. I feel like to get what I want, I need to be liked, but I think it's more about soothing my anxiety and my sense of belonging.

What is your greatest fear?

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I would say my greatest fear is being alone, being nothing, being useless, and not being seen the way I want to be by others. Paradoxically, I'm also afraid of my own anxiety.

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What is your greatest desire?

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To have power, to be admired and appreciated for my efforts, but also to be seen as extraordinary, heroic, and special.

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What are you best at?

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I would say I'm very good at understanding people, putting myself in their shoes, and making a good impression. It's never been particularly difficult, except during periods of depression when I could be unpleasant for no reason. I often think about it afterward, but more for what I potentially lost than for what I actually did, and I'm a little ashamed of it.

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How do you see yourself now?

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I see myself as someone who made a lot of mistakes that cost me dearly, but who has grown a lot and achieved what I wanted.

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How do you see yourself in 5 years?

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I see myself studying, having fun, having lots of friends, and a girlfriend who loves me.

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How do you express yourself?

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I'm careful about how I express my emotions. I decide how and why I do it. I don't always find it necessary, but I like doing it with my friends. I also really enjoy faking emotions and facial expressions. I love humor and good vibes.

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How do you feel about the people close to you?

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I like them, and I get along well with them. I sometimes point out to my father that he's too direct with others and that my sister is too demanding about her appearance and too sensitive to criticism. My mother is also very emotional, which I respect.

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What do you think of foreigners? :

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I don't have much to say, except that I don't like it when people don't smile when they say hello. I smile at them a lot, but if I see it's not working, I stop.

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How do you make decisions?

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Based on what's useful, fun, or what others will think. I want to have as much support and enjoyment as possible.

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How do you solve logical problems?

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Through deductive reasoning. I eliminate anything improbable, and whatever remains, however improbable, is the truth.

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How do you manage your emotions?

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I'm quite calm, except when I can't do something, which frustrates me. I suppress a lot of my anxiety, which sometimes makes me sick.

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What motivates you in life? What are you looking for?

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A goal, always a goal. I want to change the world, make it a better place, fight for an ideal, be special and admirable. I also want to have fun doing it. I love intellectual stimulation.

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What do you plan to accomplish in your life?

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Great things. Stop bad people and get closer to people in power to gain power. Give people much more freedom and stop contempt.

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How do you want others to see you?

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I want them to see me as intelligent, admirable, good, and exceptional.

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Describe how you experience these emotions: anger, shame, and fear?

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Anger. I suppress it a lot; I don't show it particularly. I either cry or I show nothing and just smile to hide a cold anger. I have even coldly threatened someone before.

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Shame. I feel ashamed when others are embarrassed, but otherwise, I don't think I've ever felt ashamed of any of my actions. I try my best to be honest about my true motivations for anything. I've always found it amusing when people rationalize their actions and lie to themselves, but I don't tell them.

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Anxiety. The emotion I've felt most connected to since early childhood. I've always been afraid of not being liked, of not being able to improvise, of lacking skills and knowledge, of not knowing how to talk to people even though I'm quite good at it, the fear of missing opportunities, of having failed at something.

What is beauty? What is love?

Authenticity, savoir-vivre, knowing how to love people.

What are your most important values?

That power must be shared fairly and justly.

Do you have any spiritual or religious beliefs? Why do you have (or not have) these beliefs?

I am a deist. I believe in a being who surpasses us all and who watches over us, and as I said, I have always felt invested with a kind of mission. I admit that it's also an excuse to be able to gain the admiration of others and be exceptional.

What is your opinion on war and the armed forces? What does power represent for you?

I think they should be given the power to execute the most dangerous criminals, murderers of innocents, pedophiles, etc. Wars have been happening since the dawn of time, and no one can change that. They fight for power, for their pathetic egos, and sometimes out of simple bloodlust or contempt for a certain type of person. Power is exciting when you have it; it can manifest itself in various ways. I believe society should benefit from this power and my talents.

What topics have you had long conversations about? What are your interests? Why?

Society and hatred. It's a topic that comes up again and again for one reason or another.

Are you interested in health and medicine? Do you pay attention to your body?

Not really. I only care about it to be well-regarded.

What do you think of daily household chores?

I don't like them, but when things are dirty, they smell bad, and I don't want to be judged harshly.

Any books or films you've enjoyed? Read/seen recently or not? What made you cry? What made you smile? Why?

I really enjoyed John Wick for its action scenes and the Daredevil series for its dark themes and understandable motivations.

Where do you feel a sense of harmony with your environment/a sense of belonging?

To be honest, I miss it terribly.

Self-assessment and behavior?

I would say I'm sociable but solitary; I'm not particularly shy. I like interacting with others, laughing with them, understanding them, asking them questions.

What do others consider your weaknesses?

Stubborn.

What do you dislike about yourself?

I'm stubborn and anxious.

What do people consider your strengths?

I'm charismatic, adaptable, flexible, far from rigid, and I don't judge.

What do you like about yourself?

I get along with most people. In what areas of your life would you like to receive help?

I would like more encouragement, that's all.

Have you ever felt stuck in a routine? If so, describe the causes and your reaction to this situation.

No, never. I've always felt like every day is different. That's the beauty of life.

What do you think about romance/sex?

I find it charming and exciting. I would love to have a partner.

What qualities do you look for in a partner?

Listening, kindness, and understanding.

If you were to raise a child, what would be your main concerns, what measures would you take, and why?

I would want my child to have a better childhood than mine, and to achieve this, I would simply ask them how they would describe their emotions during the day so that I could then adapt accordingly.

A friend makes a statement that contradicts your current beliefs. What are your reactions, both internal and external?

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I don't pay attention and I pretend to agree. I also try to understand their point of view and not judge them.

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Describe your relationship with society.

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I find it incredibly unfair and contemptuous towards certain groups of people because they are different. I would like to change that, especially since most of them do it unintentionally, except in a few cases.

How do you perceive humanity as a whole? What do you think is a widespread social problem? Name one.

Cowardly, selfish, easily manipulated, naive, and in denial. The most widespread problem is seeing ourselves in others, thinking they have a similar point of view to ours, which isn't the case. To talk to someone and convince them, you have to put yourself in their shoes.

How would you describe your upbringing? Was there anything religious or any particular influence? How did you react to it?

I was fairly easygoing with my parents despite their arguments due to my father's impulsive nature. I never had a religious upbringing, but for the past few years I've felt I have a mission, perhaps called by a deity or something spiritual. I don't know if it's real, but that's how I feel.

What kind of work or career do you have? Do you enjoy it? Are you proud of it?

I'm currently finishing middle school. I'm quite proud of my accomplishments. I have friends who love me, a close-knit family, and I finally feel like myself. I think I'm quite proud, yes.

If you spent a weekend alone, how would you feel? Lonely? Good?

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I think I'd manage well because I'd be either in my head or doing sports, although I'd probably get a little bored without anyone to talk to.

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What activities do you prefer? Do you like sports or something else?

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I really enjoy writing stories and watching actors' facial expressions in movies and TV series. I like badminton and track and field. I used to dislike team sports, but now I love them. I don't like watching sports; I prefer playing them. I don't like soccer or basketball.

How curious are you? Do you have more ideas than you can realize? What are your curiosities? What are your ideas? Are they environmental or conceptual? Could you elaborate?

I love concepts centered on human beings, on psychology, on emotions. I have lots of ideas; the ones I consider realistic enough, I implement, and the others, I write down. My ideas are quite conceptual, I would say, nothing particularly concrete. I wish I were better at explaining things, but according to others, I am; I suppose that's the case.

Would you like to hold a management position? Do you think you would be capable of it? What would your leadership style be?

Yes, I would love to lead a team; I think I would be capable. I would be quite playful with them and would tell them to take their time, but deep down I would be wary because I don't trust easily.

Are you coordinated? Why do you have this impression or lack of empathy? Do you enjoy working with your hands in any way? Describe your activity.

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It's never bothered me to be given orders, but I confess I've never particularly liked rules because I broke them when my goals didn't allow me to follow them. However, I respect order and I think it's necessary, but a little chaos doesn't hurt anyone, most of the time anyway.

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Are you an artistic person? If so, describe your art. If you're not particularly artistic but you appreciate art, describe the art forms you enjoy. Explain your answer.

I don't really care about paintings, but I love writing, which for me is a very high and difficult art. I would say I'm artistic in the sense that I write a lot; I love to write and imagine. However, I'm very bad at painting or drawing.

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What are your thoughts on the past, present, and future? How do you perceive them?

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I think it's good to focus on the present, but the future is just as important because we need to create a future where we'll be at peace and happy. I don't think we should dwell too much on the present; what's done is done, even though I do tend to think about the past quite a bit, more out of nostalgia than guilt.

How do you react when other people ask you for help with something (anything)? If you decide to help them, why do you do it?

I usually help them because I want to be well-regarded by that person, but I won't help if it's bad news and it might get out to others. In those cases, I find an excuse not to.

Do you need logical consistency in your life?

I like to understand and know why things happened, so I'd say a little. I don't really know if I constantly need it, though. How important is efficiency and productivity to you?

That's what matters most when you have important goals.

Do you control others, even indirectly? How and why do you do it?

I would say I do it indirectly by behaving the way he wants me to behave in order to have a good reputation and receive praise.

What are your hobbies? Why do you enjoy them?

I enjoy writing because it allows us to imagine and think ahead. I also enjoy reading about the human mind because it's fun and useful.

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What is your learning style? Which learning environments do you find most difficult?

I learn by making flashcards that explain things as simply as possible so I can understand them. I don't think I have any learning environments that I particularly dislike.

Why do you enjoy/find difficulty with these learning styles? Do you prefer courses that rely on memorization, logic, creativity, or your physical sense?

I enjoy history, English, and French classes, but I also really like math because it makes you think.

Are you good at developing strategies? Do you easily break down projects into manageable tasks? Or do you tend to improvise as you go?

I would say I'm good at planning because it can extend over months; sometimes I even have a specific plan for several years that's currently underway. I don't mind improvising if something doesn't appeal to me in the end, but I won't give up if it's already too late. I'm stubborn.

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What are your aspirations in life, both professionally and personally?

To have many friends, influence, power, and a girlfriend.

What are the highlights of your life like?

I'm particularly euphoric, joyful, and smiling.

What are the difficult moments of your life like?

I'm depressed, lonely, and in a bad mood.

Are you attached to reality? Do you daydream often, or are you attentive to your surroundings? If you daydream, are you aware of what's happening around you?

I would say I'm attached to reality when I interact with others. I like to daydream, but it's rare that I'm detached from what I see, although I miss a lot of details simply through lack of attention or boredom.

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Imagine yourself alone in an empty room, with nothing to do and no one to talk to. What are you thinking about?

I'm thinking about life, society, my childhood, what brought me to this point in time.

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How long does it take you to make an important decision? Do you change your mind after making it?

I make it fairly quickly; I generally don't go back on it unless the situation demands it.

How long does it take you to process your emotions? How important are emotions in your life?

I recognize them almost immediately. I ignore them if they make me look bad, or I express them to my friends if they cause me inner suffering.

Have you ever agreed with others' opinions simply to please them and keep the conversation going? How often? Why?

Most of the time, but sometimes I get angry with them and unintentionally try to make them feel guilty. Do you often break the rules?

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I do if I find something unfair.

Do you think authority should be questioned, or does it know better? If you break the rules, why?

I think the current authority should be questioned because of its disregard for citizens, justice, and equality. I want to destroy this society in order to rebuild it more justly and be appreciated for it.

I think a lot about my type lately and I can see myself in both core. I wrote a whole paragraph about me to help :

My behavior:

I try to be as kind and helpful to others as possible. I try to be polite and smile as much as I can to be well-regarded. I find it difficult to express my emotions to my family, but I do so easily with my friends for some reason. People often talk to me about their feelings because I can empathize with them and understand them. I can easily get angry with myself sometimes when I can't do something. People like me most of the time, except for the occasional stubborn moment. I always try to understand people's perspectives. In the past (during a difficult period), I could be intimidating and threatening towards others, but that was more because I was going through a difficult period of depression. I may seem solitary at first, but in reality, I'm very sociable, talkative, and easy to talk to.

Thoughts:

I think a lot, replaying events over and over in my head, wondering if I acted correctly, what the other person felt, and what I could do about it. I also make plans in my head to be able to change the world in the future, to figure out what words I should use to have what impact. I sincerely believe I deserve love and admiration, but I also want to give it to others simply out of principle. However, if someone is disrespectful or arrogant, I won't be with them unless we're in a group.

Fears:

I'm afraid of loneliness, of being nothing, of being powerless and unloved. I wouldn't say I'm afraid of making mistakes because I take certain risks in everyday life just to see if I'll make it. I'm quite good at adapting and improvising, although I admit it stresses me out a lot on a daily basis, but I don't show it at all.

Desires/Motivations:

I want to be loved and admired, to be seen as a good person, and to be appreciated for my efforts. I also want people to notice me, even subtly. Strangely, I think I've experienced very little jealousy in my life, although I'm not always aware of my own emotions. I also want a partner who loves and accepts me completely, but above all, understands me and shares my ambitions.

Passions:

Psychology (I want to be a criminologist, and maybe more, later)

Typology (obviously)

Badminton

Athletics (I almost went to the French National Middle School Championships, but due to health problems, I couldn't)

What I hate:

Disrespect

Hypocrisy

Denial

Provocation (I hate myself for this too, because I sometimes do it)

People who take advantage of others' emotions to manipulate them

Why I want to make the world a better place and have a big impact:

I have this goal for several reasons. The first reason is that I find the world far too unfair and cruel, and even though I know I can't undo everything, I can try my best. The second reason is that I love the idea of experiencing intense adventures where I could potentially get into trouble, because I find that exciting despite being quite an anxious person. The third reason is simply that, despite myself, I'm rather drawn to power, which fascinates me. The last reason is that I simply want to be admired and seen as a good person.

Small addition: I always need intellectual stimulation; I never stop thinking about something, and everything is constantly swirling around in my head.

 

	Socionics	Enneagram	Enneagram subtypes	Tritype	Temperament	PY	SLOAN	Classic jungian
Me	EIE	2w3	SO2	271	Melancholic-sanguine	VELF	RCOAI (some think I’m SCOAI)	EF(N)
My dad	SLE	8w7	SP8	836	Choleric	VFEL	SLOEN	ES(T)
My mom	SEI	4w3	SP4	461	Melancholic	EFVL	RLOAI	IS(F)
My sister	ESE	2w3	SP2	297	Sanguine	FEVL	SLUAN	EF(S)
My first maternal cousin	SLE	8w7	SP8	837	Sanguine	VFEL	SCUEN	ES(T)
My second maternal cousin	LSI	6w5	SX6	635	Phlegmatic-sanguine	LFEV	RCOEN (maybe SCOEN)	IT(S)

 

My maternal aunt	SEE	4w3	SX4	478	Melancholic-choleric	EFVL	SLUAI	ES(F)
My uncle (her husband)	ILE	7w8	SP7	782	Sanguine	VLEF	SCUAI	EN(T)
My maternal grand-mother	EII	4w3	SP4	461	Melancholic-phlegmatic	ELVF	RLUAI	IF(N)
My first paternal cousin	SLE	7w8	SP7	738	Sanguine	VFEL	SCOAN	ES(F)
My second paternal cousin	LSI	1w2	SP1	136	Phlegmatic-choleric	LFVE	RCOEN	IT(S)
My third paternal cousin	ESE	2w3	SX2	297	Sanguine-melancholic	FELV	SLUAN	EF(S)
My paternal aunt	SEI	6w5	SP6	641	Phlegmatic	EFVL	RCOAN	IS(F)
My uncle (her husband)	LIE	3w4	SP3	315	Choleric-phlegmatic	VLFE	RCOEI	ET(N)

 

My paternal grand-father	SLI	9w1	SP9	964	Phlegmatic	LFEV	RCOEN	IS(T)
My paternal grand-mother	LSE	1w9	SP1	136	Choleric-melancholic	VFEL	SCOEN	ET(S)

 

Je sais que j'ai développé Fi, Fe, Ni et Ne, Ti valorisé mais faible, Te valorisé (je ne sais pas si je suis bon ou non dans ce domaine) et mon Si est très fragile.

I know that I have developped Fi, Fe, Ni and Ne, valued but weak Ti, a valued Te (not sure if I am good or not at it) and my Si is very insecure

I know that Fe uses a heuristic created by Si or Ni to predict what will happen in order to adapt to collective values, and therefore suppresses its own internal logical framework (Ti). But what heuristic does Te actually use? I know that the idea that Te is oriented towards results and external logical structures is a stereotype (because Fe can do that too), but what does it actually do?

ENFJ

2w3

EIE

SO2

271 or 251

Melancholic-phlegmatic or melancholic-sanguine

VELF

RCOAI

EF(N)