u/Beginning-Estimate95

Oh and I forgot to say that but Gattouz is also a rapist and sexual offender, idk why no one talks abt this background

Basically I have like thousands of videos on my phone of me speaking about anything that goes in my head kinda like an influencer, for example I would talk about religion and my opinion on it, or I can just talk about the last artist and music I listened to and about how much I love them or talk about politics or conspiracy theories blah blah. It would just be a lot of random stuff and the video would last like 10mins (R.I.P my phone storage).

I feel like its just because im always thinking and always talking so much when im alone, but when im with my friends or a stranger or even with my family I dont really want to talk or I just dont feel the need to compared to when im alone ,cause well idk I just dont think they would care or even listen to me.

Its just that I always have an opinion on something and that I always feel the need to record me talking about it cause idk I need the get it out my chest.

Am I weird or not😭?
(English is not my first language btw sorry if I did any mistakes)

I just met this guy who added me on discord after a video that I posted on TikTok, he added me and we were flirting yk we laughed and he called me "ma'am" (word that I REALLY like) and I told him that I liked when he called me like that like yk basic flirt, and so we continued talking normally, and to a certain point I thought about how I didn't know his age yet, so I asked him and he told me he was 19😭😭, I said to him that he was older than me, and after I told him that I was 15 he said "SHIT, sorry for the teasing I didn't know😭😭" and I told him that its okay and that he didnt know anyway, and after he told me bye and we blocked each other

Anyway now at least I know that I should ask the person age before talking to them💔

Idk if I formulated that sentence right, but personally its Oh Ana by mother mother and Your new cuckoo by The Cardigans !

I see that theres a beef between Enrique sub, Caldruki and Teenagers sub💔
I need some explanation guys

So im going in 10th grade (In france Highschool is 3yrs so 10-11 and 12th grade), and uhh idk how to make friends with people im kind of awkward and weird sooo yeah if u have any rec of how to make friends then I'll listen ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

Well basically I broke up with now my ex-bf last week. Normally i forgot abt my relationship really easily but I loved him so so fucking much. I never put so much into a relationship just to learn at the end that I was a bet. I hate him for that too because ,all the moment we had together were probably fake and I was there smiling and laughing and acting all lovely. I just love him so fucking much I cant stop loving him im so fucking dumb. I dont know what to do it hurts so fucking much to be alone again with in my head a relationship that was maybe entirely false. Plus I cant even do anything, im a fucking loner who doesnt even have any real friends and I dont go out. All day im in my room just doing a bunch of nothing. I feel like im starting to get depressed not only because of my ex but cause of the loneliness. If this post gets some attention please someone hear me and become my friend...

I think I posted a lot about how I loved my bf (now ex) for like 3months, but two days ago I broke up with him because he genuinely didnt look like he liked me.
Before breaking up I asked him if he really liked me (a question that I never asked because im scared that i might be perceived as childish), and he told me 50/50. I was first so shocked because I put my all in this relationship, I genuinely loved him and he told me that he didn’t fully love me ?
Whatever, then when I told him that I wanted to break up he told me that he understood cause he plays a lot and he didn’t give me attention (??) I didn’t get that part as first, because you already know that but you still do it ?
And then I told him that we got tg after 2weeks anyway like it was too fast to tell if we were really made for each other and he told me “tbh my friend told me that I should do it as a joke so yeah.”. When I heard that I was heartbroken im not even gonna lie. I cant believe that I loved a guy so much but he didn’t care about me at all. Im so disgusted I dont think I want to love any guys now they’re so selfish and all. Plus I was cheated on two times with two of my exes so I thought that it was the one but apparently no.
I dont know what I should do I think im gonna stop relationships and guys for a while because im genuinely disgusted and so exhausted.

So im a teenager, and im an alcoholic, hyper-sexual and dumb woman.
Basically when I drink I cant stop (pretty common) and i end up wasted frequently. Problem is that when I end up wasted im overly freaked out which make me say things that makes people uncomfortable most of the time but I dont even realize it (because im drunk obvi) which make me loose a lot of friends and make people perceive me as someone “weird”. Plus me being in a private school where everyone is obsessed about their notes pisses me off, in my class im like the dumbest one, not because I dont try but because Im just way too dumb. The fact that through the whole year I never had a discussion with someone in my class without bringing out grades makes me fucking mad and makes me sad about how my level is lower than all of them. Because of that I started to self harm. I cut my entire thigh and it felt painfully good but I told myself that I wont do it again because its really annoying to hide. Now im at the end of the year and classes are still not finished. I got 3days of final exams, and last week my mom and my stepdad got mad at me about how I do nothing and about how I dont try, im lazy, im useless blah blah.. and because of that I cut myself again on my other thigh ,my wrist and my shoulders. You can easily guess that I hate school. I also keep biting my hand, weirdly these weeks i kept biting my fingers which led them to bleed and all. I really dont know what to do I really just want to jump but im saying to myself that “people suffers way more than what u’re enduring rn and blah blah”. Anyway, please help.

I genuinely need recommandations of args right now!!
Ive been in this for like two weeks now and im obsessed i fricking love these things ! I basically watched the most popular ones but I need something reaaallly interesting with a plot twist or some shit..
And I want to talk with arg’s enjoyers too !! Please dont mind my stupidity tho im a lil dumb ngl💔

Currently going out with a 16yr old (gonna turn 17) and im 15, we’ve been going out for a MONTH only ik its not that long and worst part is that its an online and long distance relationship. Thats shit is definitely not for me im an over-thinker and I feel like whatever I do is maybe too childish for him since yk theres like 2yrs difference and I already talked to him abt it and he told me that no I legit act better than the girls his age so that reassured me, but again I AM an over-thinker so lately I’ve been overthinking that maybe he doesn’t really like me ,cause I have this obsession of thinking that whenever Im in a relationship with someone, the person im going out with doesn’t like me AS MUCH as I like them. And so I’ve been overthinking abt whether he really likes me or idk he’s just acting. He plays his games whole day and calls me only at night, he plays with his friends and blah blah. I really love him but he doesnt give me as much attention that I give him and I hate that. I feel like im the only one in love in this relationship and it makes me look like a clown. Anyway if yall have any advice for ts please tell me abt it !!