u/Beginning_Bag2568

This post contains content not supported on old Reddit. Click here to view the full post

This post contains content not supported on old Reddit. Click here to view the full post

So ive been struggling with my mental health alot recently and ive been thinking ab trying to figure out whats wrong w me but im really not sure. Like I want to have a name for what im experiencing because I kinda feel like it'd help me find people with actual advice but im also worried about possibly being prescribed meds since addiction runs in my family. My parents also arent keen, my father dosent believe in mental health and thinks most things come from vaccines and my mom dosent think I need to "worry myself with labels". I dont really know what im looking for advice wise but any thoughts are accepted.

This post contains content not supported on old Reddit. Click here to view the full post

Im trying to find a baby i can take out more comfortably. I've been looking for babies with full vinyl limbs and a cloth body that can take an actual pacifier but I havent had any luck. Does anyone have recommendations?

I recently got my current dream doll, Charlie from Ashton Drake, off of ebay. We knew he was a full vinyl but we didnt realize he had a very hard plastic body, does anybody know what i maybe weapon around him to make him more cuddly?

Does anyone else ever realize they kin a character from a media and then start kinsidering a weird amount of characters from the same media? For example, i kin Ruffnut from httyd but ive been getting alot of memories and just instinctively know things about the other characters and their experiences that I wouldn't know and its confusing :/

For the longest time I have been extremely violent, I dont remember exactly when it started but im pretty sure it stemmed from my father. I grew up with him hitting my dogs and at certain points throwing them when he got frustrated and at some point I just accepted that it was normal. I had started to do it aswell since I couldn't tell it was bad initially and it got worse when my dad started shaming me for being so violent like the hypocrite he is. Now my problem is that i respond to every situation with violence, both verbally and physically, and I genuinely cannot stop. With all the hypocrisy in my house its also led be to be incredibly hateful of everything and in/directly led to a very strong hate and distrust of men. I cant afford therapy and my insurance dosent cover it but ive been trying with an online Artificial therapist but it never helps. Its been getting worse the older I get and the guilt that ive been getting after I have a violent outburst is worse to, to the point that I often indulge in sh after being violent. Ive always wanted to be a mother and be better with my current pets and livestock but i feel like i cant trust myself with how violent and hateful i am, and its impossible to get reborn dolls or any other stress toy that keeps my hands occupied. Does anybody know what I can do to keep myself calm and non violent?

I have a slate tom that we believe is 3 years old, we got him for free at an ffa fair. When he was handed off to my ag teacher he was in a crate so small that he couldn't move at all and could barely take a full breath. After we got him to our barn and into his own enclosure he spent the next full calender year in a state of constant panic. After looking at his situation and the fact that I was the only person he wouldn't attack we decided to bring him home. Our current problem is the fact that unless I am hugging him or sitting down with him he is panicking and trying to spur the fence to escape, it has got to the point that he has rubbed off his chest feathers from rubbing along the fence. We are almost certain that he was abused at his original school and its caused his current state. Is there a way to calm him down or would it be more humane to put him down?

Edit: by "constant state of panic" I mean he rarely eats or drinks, pants constantly despite having a fan, and paces black and forth in a three foor line hes dug along the fence

Ive had this kin floating around for the last year. I can't tell its gender and honestly feel like its Agender or genderless. I thought for the longest time that it was an angel kin because I can feel three sets of wings on my temples, back, and hips and the overall light feel, I feel horns and spines and something thats almost halo like but I dont feel angelic. I feel scales and feathers at the same time and every time I shift I get this inexplicable anger and aggressiveness and almost prissy feel. I had thought that maybe I was some sort of fallen angel or like revenge angel but the term "angel" just feels wrong. I can feel a third eye and long talons on my fingers too which just confuses me even more. Does anyone know something that might fit?

So we have a one year old Katahdin ram named Cocoa, we've had him since he was born. He started to develop food aggressiveness around 6 months old. For roughly two weeks when he was around one month old we had a friend, who had bought his twin brother Valentine, taking care of him. After finding out that he had the twins eating out of the same trough and essentially fighting eachother for food we moved him into a pen with different lambs and gave him his own trough. Ever since then he has had his own food trough and plenty of hay in a communal area, he never showed signs of food aggression after until he hit puberty. Cocoa had eventually gotten so aggressive that we moved him into a solitary pen next to our other lambs. We recently bought Valentine and brought him to the pen with our other lambs. Despite being castrated and having lived in a solo pen for most of his life he is also showing food aggression. About a week after bringing home Valentine we watched him try to eat some of Cocoa's hay through the fence, and we watched Cocoa almost break the fence to get Valentine away. Less than an hour later we watched his half brother Bean, who had been living in the same pen as Cocoa for his whole life and refused to leave the fence despite how Cocoa threw him when they were together, eat from Cocoa's hay with no problem. Our two ewes can also eat from his hay with no problem. We want to eventually reintroduced Cocoa into the large pen but don't want him fighting with Valentine, we also dont know if he will redevelop his food aggressiveness since he's still possessive of his trough even when its empty. Does anyone know how to break food aggressiveness in lambs?

Also sorry if this isn't the best place to ask for this kind of advice.

So we've been getting really violent and graphic "visions" during our daily life. We could be sitting at home and one of our parents go to leave and we'll suddenly get pictures in our head of them dying in graphic ways and its starting to effect us. We've seen ourself, our parents, our friends, and our pets dying in dozens of ways daily. When thinking back on it, it started happening after we were hit by a car (they said we had no brain bleeds so our parents don't think we have any brain damage despite the 180 out personality and preferences did) but idk if it has any connection, it also seems to increase with our anxiety which is an issue due to our chronic (and undiagnosed) anxiety attacks and various (kinda ridiculous) phobias we've been developing. Does anyone know how we can stop these pictures or atleast how to lessen them?

Kinda weird question to the people with a lot of kinfirms, but how does it work?

We've been slowly kinfirming more characters, only 3 overall but still, we've seen people that have over thirty and we just get confused when we think about it.

So ive had sheep for two years and have been awakened as a sheep therian for three. Recently the way I feel and see myself during shifts has been changing tho, its now to the point that if I see myself during a shift I look identical to my ram. Is this normal? None of my other theriotypes resemble my pets but at this point my theriotype is my pet.

Over the last few weeks ive been getting edits on my fyp of my home universe (idk the proper term) and it feels so weird. Im seeing my own life from third person when I cant even remember it properly, my brain blocks out all of those traumatic memories but seeing them in media brings back such a strong feeling of nostalgia and loss. And seeing people argue about whats "canon" and what the creators confirmed compared to what I can remember physically living pains me so much, I can only watch TikTok edits of my final moments with my late lover because my brain deems it too traumatic of a memory to keep, and people are arguing that we were just friends because the writer of our story didnt confirm it.

Does anyone know how to deal with this?

So we have a one year old Katahdin ram named Cocoa, we've had him since he was born. He started to develop food aggressiveness around 6 months old. For roughly two weeks when he was around one month old we had a friend, who had bought his twin brother Valentine, taking care of him. After finding out that he had the twins eating out of the same trough and essentially fighting eachother for food we moved him into a pen with different lambs and gave him his own trough. Ever since then he has had his own food trough and plenty of hay in a communal area, he never showed signs of food aggression after until he hit puberty. Cocoa had eventually gotten so aggressive that we moved him into a solitary pen next to our other lambs. We recently bought Valentine and brought him to the pen with our other lambs. Despite being castrated and having lived in a solo pen for most of his life he is also showing food aggression. About a week after bringing home Valentine we watched him try to eat some of Cocoa's hay through the fence, and we watched Cocoa almost break the fence to get Valentine away. Less than an hour later we watched his half brother Bean, who had been living in the same pen as Cocoa for his whole life and refused to leave the fence despite how Cocoa threw him when they were together, eat from Cocoa's hay with no problem. Our two ewes can also eat from his hay with no problem. We want to eventually reintroduced Cocoa into the large pen but don't want him fighting with Valentine, we also dont know if he will redevelop his food aggressiveness since he's still possessive of his trough even when its empty. Does anyone know how to break food aggressiveness in lambs?

So im decently stereotypical high-schooler, I have no motivation to do anything not even personal hygiene, I can't keep up with assignments, and I have a lot of suicidal/mental episodes. But recently ive been having these weirdly happy/energetic episodes. I usually cant find anything that makes me really excited but now I get super excited over random videos and events and gives me the motivation to do things. Usually I'd be happy but everytime I have these episodes I cant control myself, I keep getting the urge to wave my hands around and most of the times it leads to me scratching really bad, sometimes when they end they also leave me feeling pretty drained and it gets hard to do anything. Does anyone know whats happening or how I can stop it?

So recently since shool is ending all of the teachers have been putting on movies. One of my teachers decided to play Avatars of Pandora. I have always loved the series and games, but this time when I watched the movie I felt this strong feeling of familiarity and calling. Its stronger than any of my other kins and ive honestly never felt something like this, I cant tell if its a new kin or something more. Is there something stringer than kinning?