u/Bizurels

As the most heated days are approaching, these mfs are cutting of electricity for 6-7 hours. First for 3 hours in morning, and now since 1pm, and there's no electricity yet. Sector 15 area btw, the IAS and IPS along with some politicians live just 2 mins away.

The times when someone needs electricity the most, i.e in the afternoon, they're cutting electricity at that time only, do they want us to die in this heat

I've been in relation for a month now, with a friend. But there have been things striking my mind.

I'm not a type of person who expresses his feelings, but i fell in love with her so changed myself. She's my 3rd gf in this lifetime. I'm a virgin and wanted a virgin gf. But for her I changed my mind and accepted her. She's bossy, I don't like such people but I changed myself for this too. I don't like my gf showing off herself, but for her again I changed myself. I stopped bothering about all these things and started just to focus on her as I really like and love her.

She was cheated by her ex. He took her virginity, she used to send him nudes too which he didn't leak, she used to overexplain things to him to keep the relation but he still cheated. And now she says the way she used to explain things to her ex, I am doing that so she gets my feelings and also loves me.

But she says she doesn't want to do sex with me now, as things should be done when appropriate time comes. We meet 2-3 times a month. She says she can't takes pics specially for someone too. She is comfortable in putting her pic with cleavage as a profile pic on Instagram, putting stories of her figure highlighted. But she's not comfortable in sending the same to me, I've to ask for it, but yesterday she said she won't take pics specially for anyone.

I help her whenever she needs it, in anything. And i do everything by myself so never needed her help. I express my love to her. No matter what I'm doing I text her. Make extra efforts for her here and there. But she doesn't even text sometimes when using phone as she says we don't have topics to talk on.

I don't understand when she has already done everything, then why not caring about my physical needs, and for emotional also she doesn't bother to ask anything. She just wants to be in jolly mood and joke around, and when I try to talk about these things, she says she doesn't want to be controlled and we are living separate lives so let us live our own lives. She also becomes angry easily.

The beats of all big rappers feel like they're meant to be with these lyrics.

Do they write lyrics first then make a beat around it? Or they write lyrics according to the beat?

My gf posts stories of her figure on insta private account, send snaps to everyone.

But I have to ask her to see her. Today I complimented her that she looks sexy after she sent me her outfit check after I asked, she said she looks sexy when I'm not around, I said "so you don't wanna let me see your sexiness", she said might be.
I wasn't sure if it was a joke or what but i felt bad.

She doesn't send anything herself, but when I ask, she sends normal. But when she's taking snaps and stuff for stories, it's clearly visible that she wanna display her figure more there.

Am I just being an insecure idiot or she wants attention of others but not me? As I've never had a girlfriend like her personality before, so I have no experience.

We've been in relation for a month now and I was her friend since 3 years. She got cheated upon 2 years back by her 3 year long relation with ex

Isn't this sub only for dhh discussion?

Also I can see no posts of the death of slim shady, why suddenly everyone tyna be cool and discuss ice man? Go to an international sub instead?

I made a female friend 3 years back, we used to go to college on same route. I had breakup that year after a serious 3 year relation. Her bf (now ex) cheated on her after one year.

Now coming to present. I started liking her 5 months back. Then after 2-3 months I started loving her. Then somehow we confessed. She said she likes me since 7-8 months. At that time her friends made her meet a guy in order to date, she was looking forward to him but he wasn't serious in his career so she dropped him, also she didn't like him but me.

Before she wasn't sure about dating me, she said she "likes" me but doesn't love me. She then said she needs atleast 1 year to know me fully. But even before confession she was getting gf treatment from me, and asking it too. Then I told her by observing everything that we already are in a relationship and you're confused. Then we started dating. It's going to be a month now.

I really love her that's why I get hurt more too. For her I've changed many things of me, more emotional maturity attained, trying to make her happy all the time. In start of the relation I was giving my best, but idk i never felt the same efforts from her.

She says she loves me. I'm not a person who shows his emotions to anyone, not even my parents, but to her i tried to change myself so that we communicate better and she understands me better, I tried to convey how I'm Fully involved in her, and she says she's also giving her best, but i don't feel it.

Even when she's using phone all the time, she doesn't texts and say we don't have any topics to talk about so we leave each other on seen. And says she was not using Instagram and was using another app the whole day. On the other hand i leave my everything to talk to her, no matter what I'm doing. Also she wants me to build muscles but she herself doesn't want to live healthy lifestyle, even if i care for her she just exploits her body, she can't even walk with me for 15 mins.

What should i do? Should i give her more time to adapt or what?

This is not ranveer prayagrajiya.

But seriously when i give it a thought. We spawned randomly in this timeline, and we'll go away randomly.

We're so busy in our lives that time is passing and we don't notice.

When i start thinking about getting old some day and dying, i feel excited about it as we don't know what the possibilities are after we are dead.

Like anything can happen, rebirth, or just moving in loops, forgetting our whole life and living it again on and on. Or we just move on to the dimension of dead which can't interact with any other dimension.

It's strange how we all are existing at this same time and we'll be gone like we never existed.

Edit : ik death is inevitable, but i was lost in how strange it is and not knowing what comes after

This is when the existence of the 4th dimension comes in existence.

Time travellers only exist in the 4th dimension, they can move freely in time, but such that they can't be seen by any other dimension, and they can't interfere with any other dimension.

They can just observe the universe while time travelling, as the smallest interference can rewrite the history and disturb the timeline.