u/Brilliant-Tax-2798

By simply being on the internet it's already enough to come across with people online that straigh cannot be normal around children, no matter fictional or not and i'm not gonna discuss that part IT STILL IS A PROBLEM. They're that ill on the head to the point they should be gone if not found de#d but instead all i got left is just blocking them knowing they're still out there and this mf pocd. The fck u mean the first though i'm going to have after seeing a toddler is "aww she's so cute, how could there be people that would fck this thing?" if not something worse and graphically detailed, if the day comes when i got tired enough of my thoughs to the point of end it all i'm taking with me one of those fcking lolicons

Some people gets me on my nerves i just want to jump on them and tear their faces apart with my teeths but not really anyone, anger comes from people that's unpleasant to have around and or would be better if they're gone, idc if it sounds weird thats how much anger makes me feel but i adknowledge at least it is unhealthy and hey it's not that i'll do it because i know it's illegal. Just found this subreddit and i need to vent pls leave me the hell alone

Some horror movies i saw showed that human teeths are able to tear up some skin, togues, even a whole finger if u bite hard enough, but since ofc thats fiction i wanna know really how much are the limits when it comes to bite someone else, are u able to tear their skin and go deeper than that? u could tear up bland parts of the body like an eye, nose or fingers?

If someone manages to hunt someone, they're allowed to display its head as a hunting trophy.

If the end was going to be so fucked up for reall nikki nowadays now that she probably has to go to prision for life and everyone will see her as crazy and bear as the innocent, bear ahould have suffered a lot more and straigh up not his friends idc, like, wish nikki should have forced bear to eat the whole corpse of his cat or depriving him of leaving his own house for days, things like that, i mean, since Nikki now has an 'obsession' with him (heh), why don't we double down on him?. If u read this leave another suggestion of how could wish nikki make bear suffer or dont, i dont mind it

I'll be honest i recognize i'm a person with rage, so that's why part of my intrusive thoughs consequently can be abt hurting pple, but i genuily wanna know if those can stay just like thoughs or is it just smth that could turn into a perverse need? So far whenever i get pretty mad because of objectively horrid people (like criminals/p#dos and stuff like that, to give context of what kind of people i'd hurt) i get mad enough and i have thoughs of hrting that people as if i were a zombie from the 28 weeks later movie and the rest of the movies of that saga or even smth more ruthless. i'm that much desesperate of giving some people what they deserve. I dont really see myself doing that but can it get worse?

Smth funny came out of a time i talked abt my sexuality with my family is a familiar of mine saying that it was kind of obvious i liked girls for many reasons but beetwen their arguments they mentioned i've been doing embroidering for a while, saying that it was just unique my decision for choosing a hobbie like that and smth it just 'showed' that i was a lesbian lol.

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That silly thing got me thinking what are u all hobbies that could 'show that too'?, if u want instead consider this chance to just talking abt what makes u happy, i'd like to hear it regardless ♡

Now i'm not saying this because i hate someone in general, objectively talking they're people that could or straigh up deserves it, people that is the devil incarnated, that makes other lifes miserable and/or puts them in danger. My brain just cannot stop thinking of another way to bring up justice in a way it'd be worthy, yknow the good old an eye for an eye, i'm so mad there're pple like that alive n feel like i wouldnt fell bad if they got an inhumane trait and pain before being dead but am i going to far or nah? I'd not genuily mind talking abt a better method of justice, i may just be blinded by anger

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Small confession that only those girls (if any here) that talks spanish are gonna get but because of the whole he-man in fortnite thing made me remember how funny "Ivan el trolazo" and the Bananero was so i rewatched his video and now i got a new goal, i want to date a red ginger woman so once we both gain trust and get our intimate moments i could tell her "COLORADA TE DOY MEDIA HORA PARA SOLTARME". It's just that fuuuck thats genius, i just hope she also gets the reference otherwise I'd look likeapervert.

I'm surrounded by so horrible thoughs and things outside of my thoughs that makes me grab am iron hammer an end it all or worse, and atm it's just the consrant though abt it that gets me so mad, i know i' never gonna do it but i want to stop these thoughs before i end up paying attention to my intrusive thoughs

Fuck this app man, if i were to express violence in the literal subreddit for INTRUSIVE THOUGHS it's because i'm not actually gonna do it it's a v e n t. I'm not bothering in typing all that shi again, or maybe i will just not now

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I cannot remember the last time i could be in peace abt this, i consider myself as a sesitive person, someone who worries abt people and wanting justice at all costs no matter how. So it's not to be expected that i would develop trauma or deep sadness knowing that there were (and there will still be) rape and murder victims who went through hell and back before leaving this world. It doesnt even matter talking abt what cases do i think of, ot's always the same, people who died and i'm sad they died

It doesnt even help how there are and always will be people mocking their deaths by using documented photos of those victims before their death, always a smiling face of a person that deserved so much more, they even use photos of those who are responsible of those crimes.

My brain etched those photos into my retinas, photos that are acting as my eternal reminder of how this world will never be perfect because there are people who deserve to be skinned alive and to die and not those that arent in this world anymore, and yet, they all suffered those painful deaths and in some cases their perpretators didnt. I can't even start my day without thinking of their photos.

As worrisome as I am, i'm also naive as hell so i've been trying to ignore it. But no matter how much i try to i still think of it and even worse i'm starting to mix their faces with my intrusive thoughts, this is a plead for help because I genuinely cant keep living like this.

I've seen so many tragic and disturbing cases of child abuse/pedophilia that I've reached a point where my only way to cope with this need for pedophiles and rapists to die is by wanting to make a game where the main focus is torturing pedophiles, that's it

The worst part is that i genuily believe is a good idea: a morbid game where u'd be able to hurt very explicitly pedophiles and rapists, if there're people who made a dating sim with kids that are based of real life victims of csa why cant i?. The worst u could think of you can do to a human being will definitely be smth you'd be allowed to do to them in the idea of game i have in my head (i'm dying to leave details of how they'd be hurt in game because i've though of it but I'd go off topic so bad and quickly) Its gameplay would be like those flash games for girls where it would take u complete different tasks to reach the end of the game, for example a barbie game where barbie has a date with ken and u need to dress her, style her hair and give her some make up, games of that style. My point is the process of torturing ur victims would be segmented in phases where the more you advance the worse it'll get till u have to "finish" ur victim

At least i'm merciful enough to also consider the game so explicit by having the people you torture represented by those corny and ugly todays of these days that brands think are "cute" for children just because they have big eyes and garish colors to soften the whole atmosphere, although the game game would leave clues letting u realize you actually torture people, horrid people, people who deserve it.

do i even know how to make games? no, but that's definitely an idea i'd keep in mind if i were to make a game. I'm tired of knowing they live among us, they're still breathing and living their lifes no facing consequences, despite they damage they make i dunno man