u/Bush_420

I was peeing and holding my stick i noticed that there was something off, a small bump on the lower part of the Branch near the nuts, it was like a Zit, a bit yellow on the tip, and pink red on the bottom, when touched it hurt just like a pinch. I was scared, i never had this thing and i don't know what to do. I am 14, never had sex, just Master baited sometimes, how could this happen? I had some Aloe vera cream to calm down rashes, i used some on the zone, and it doesn't hurt even if touched, but now? I am still confused on what happened and what should i do and how do i tell my parents? I am screwed…

I made myself a character back in the day, people know me and my personality, they know what kind of person i am, and some love it, others don't.

I was energic, always with something in mind, sometimes reclkess, Always in mood for a joke, but get easily angry.

In these days instead i feel like i don't want to be like this any longer, like it tired my mind too much. For example i kinda ran over of topics to speak with my friends, and am really quiet. I post more rarely on reddit because i don't have any idea for any post.

I feel like i want to talk, but at the same time i don't want too. I feel like i need some rest, but at the same time i did nothing too tiring.

I want to first know what exactly happened, then I want some advice to try and solve this, so that I can finally get in a better shape to stay around people.

I am a person that doesn't manage emotions really well, sometimes i can get really angry at people for the stupidest reasons, even people who i love, and this makes me feel bad.

Sometimes i just wat to delete all the hatred stored inside of me, so i decided that it was worth to replace it with some love for others.

Even if people make me mad, i still love them, and want to see everyone happy.

Even if someone has a different view of the world than me, and sometimes this view goes against mine, i still love them.

I am happy to be in this world, even if sometimes is hard and painful, but if i know something, is that in the end, there is some love for everyone, you just need to find it…

Esprimi un'opinione leggermente controversa, ma la esprimi educatamente, dicendo anche che è solo una PROPRIA opinione, senza volerla imporre agli altri.

-15 upvotes.

"Ma allora vaffanculo!" -Renato Pozzetto

Se tu esprimi un'opinione che non concorda verso la maggioranza, anche se la esprimi come Dio comanda, senza essere sgarbato, la maggioranza di rottinculo non la vede come un opinione ma un'attacco alla propria persona.

Peraltro era un'opinione su una cosa STUPIDA! Eppure le persone si sono arrabbiate come se avessi pisciato nei loro giardini.

Ma soprattutto, mi va bene i downvotes, ma risposte che mi spiegano perché apparentemente la mia opinione è sbagliata? Zero. Nessuno col buon costume di dirmi nemmeno cosa ho esattamente ciccato. Grazie, bella lezione che mi date così.

Non dovrebbe importarmi tanto, ma volevo lo stesso condividere la mia frustrazione. Sono esausto.

So, I was wondering this because I am too scared that if I do baiting too often, my balls will eventually empty and it will take a lot for them to refill. I bait almost everyday (making 1 day or 2 days pauses sometimes) 1 time, sometimes 2.

And I was starting to question wether or not I had to worry, if one day I will regret wasting all my "cream" and it will damage my body.

If you have any answer, I would be happy

I suffer from paranoia and anxiety, People's opinion crushes me, everyday I constantly feel watched, every move I do, like there is someone waiting for me to make a misstep and enjoys watching me suffer.

Somehow I have friends, I can't understand how, but a few people seem to like me, and somehow I have a girlfriend. I am too scared to tell them that I am not ok, they aren't my therapists, I can't waste their time with my issues, I can't look weak, they wouldn't recognize me.

I admit it many times, I hate myself and my condition, it's not hard for me to say it, people tell me I am too harsh with myself, but I think I deserve it.

When I was a kid my father was and still is now that I am a teen, really strict, many times he called me "selfish asshole" or "ret*rd", my mother instead, was soft with me, she is the only person I fully trust and the one I love the most in the world. But what if my father is actually right?

So I became so scared to make mistakes, even small ones, like saying something stupid on internet, because I am scared that people will remember it and my image will forever be stained, and whenever I make mistakes, I want to cry, I feel a failure, it doesn't matter what mistake. My friends tell me I am being overly dramatic, world doesn't fall for a mistake. Their world doesn't fall, but mine yes. Someone told me this is called main character syndrome

I just want to lower my stress, I want a solution to this, I hate having a crisis after the smallest thing, but I can't control it, I need advice