u/Busy_Switch9797

An aberrant story

I was groomed very early in life, which turned me from a child prodigy (so everyone says) into a lunatic. My parents are human cases, they still don’t believe my story and made a mess of everything. 20 years ago they decided to move to a cesspool town, which has made my life difficult to this day. At a certain point, the targeting became extreme: first extreme V2K and character assassination, then gangstalking for two years.

I suffer from the great ambitions I once had, from dealing with the grooming, and from the trauma of the aberrant daily events that keep happening; I’ve even been doxxed ect. The story is too long.

The best thing would be to leave and start over, but it’s extremely difficult also given my mental state.

I am apparently attractive, intelligent person with an extreme imagination, my desires have been denied; I could become a great writer. I also have a certain energy due to my past passion for Eastern philosophies before these seven hellish years.

I definitely have concussions such as memory loss ( I had a photographic memory), anhedonia, etc.

My previous psychiatrist even wrote that I used heroin—a completely untrue claim that I found out by chance... There have been many events.

I’d at least I would like to leave this run-down area, which has become half fucking cult.

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u/Busy_Switch9797 — 3 days ago
▲ 5 r/CPTSD

I’m 34, and 22 of those years have been hell. Hi have a disordered psyche, and I think it’s too late to make my dreams come true.

I’m sure I could be a good writer—I’ve got the imagination—but socially, I’m a lost cause.

I’m so awkward and clueless about what people are like—in short, I don’t have much real-world experience beyond the horrible, surreal life I’ve lived.

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u/Busy_Switch9797 — 24 days ago