u/Candid-Appearance875

I'll try to keep it simple

For 5 years I had a clear goal in my mind. I knew where I wanted to be. I knew what career I wanted to pursue. I wanted to be a lawyer. I honestly felt so ahead of everyone bc no one was sure about their future career while I was sure as hell. I had unconsciously groomed my personality according to it. Now imagine shaping your personality around something and being snatched of the very thing that shaped you. That's what happened to me.

After completing my 12th I was looking for ways to tell my parents about it because they were the ones who had financial control over my life and they were going to handle my admission process. They didn't know about my plans. I tried vaguely telling them once but I faced weird remarks about lawyers so I never told them about it again. I was scared of shattering a dream that I protected inside myself for so long.

My father always wanted me to pursue pharmacy because he had a pharmacy background himself. I hated it. When the deadlines of various universities came he told me to apply while sitting w me and looking at every field I clicked on.

The time was running out. I had to talk to him about it. I had to clear my LAT before applying in universities so I did it. After filling out my LAT application, I asked him to submit my dues and told him how much I love law. Surprisingly, he agreed and told me remind him the next day. That's all that he said.

The next day when i reminded him, he snapped at me, asking me why do I want to pursue it? He told me that I'll suffer. He told me how bad the environment is for female lawyers in Pakistan (the words he was looking for were that how characterless the female lawyers are in pakistan). I honestly didn't know what to do and I started crying while arguing with him.

He tossed his phone towards me and told me to waste his money however I like. I didnt even know how to make a payment. I still figured it out while shivering.

I didnt fall in merit in any of the public universities i applied to. A few days later he told me that he got me registered in pharmacy in an affiliated college. I was so so heartbroken. I couldn't even fight.

I didnt even take my LAT because I was scared to ask him to drop me to the exam center.

1 semester in I came to know that my college is not registered with hec and now I have to go through the hell of applying for public universities again. He told me to try hard and fall in merit this time for pharmacy. He also told me to work hard for my practicals in my affiliated college because what if it gets registered because it's law department got registered a few months ago.

I told my parents that I can't do both and I probably won't fall in merit this time either and I got yelled at by my mom for making both of them stressed and depressed.

I mean what about my stress and depression. I went from a straight As student to someone who failed one of her mid term exam. They don't know about it. I submitted the fine of 2k pkr for it with my pocket money. I can't focus on anything. My mom complains that I don't talk to her now. I can't even if I want to. I start remembering all of the shi I'm going through and cry uncontrollably.

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She's so weird i don't know how to phrase it better. Like today she was delivering a lecture about physiology of sleep and she said "taking a nap during afternoon is necessary too. Boys ko to zaroor leni chahie girls ne to kam krna hota ghar ka"

The other day she was yapping and said "Aj kal larkio ko wese divorce lene ka pata ni kya shoq hai. Sab isliye horaha qk aj kal larkia zaroorat se zyada prhai krleti hain" Girl do you realize how absurd ts sounds? And you're saying it despite being an educated woman yourself!

Then she said "Jitni marzi bari post pr lgjayen aap aapne ghr k kaam hi krne hain"

Agey hi itna bura din tha madam ji ne aur bura krdia🥀🥀

Im at college rn aur manhuso ne canteen bnd ki hui bc srf hmara batch aaraha baqi sbko summer break🥀 aur meri dost jaldi ghr chli gai. What should I do? Mbs boht kam hain mere pas internet pr hone wali cheeze na btana aur bahr jaake krne wali b ni bahar aag barass rahi hai🥀

So I was curious if it's just my mom or does everyone have parents that have oversimplified weird names for the shows their kids watch.

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My mama for example calls attack on titan "nangay monsters wale cartoon"😭😭

Here's the list of animes I want to watch. I've selected them through reels and recommendations. Tell me which one will hook in the first few episodes. Add your own recommendations to this list too. Thanks

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Takopi's original sin

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The disastrous life of saiki k.

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The summer hikaru died

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My hero academia

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I want to eat your pancreas

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86

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Demon slayer

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The apothecary diaries

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Monster

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The time i got reincarnated as a slime

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Hunter x Hunter

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Fullmetal alchemist

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Witch hat atelier

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Kabaneri of the iron forest

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Cyberpunk edge runner

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Summer time rendering

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Gintama

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Code Geass

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Cowboy bebop

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Terror in resonance

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Your lie in april

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Dororo

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Stein's gate

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Gurren lagann

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Berserk

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Bleach

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Bungo stray dogs

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Plus-sized misadventures in love

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Katekyo hitman reborn!

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Gachiakuta

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March comes in like a lion

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Serial experiments lain

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Look back

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Smoking behind the supermarket with you

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The girl from the other side

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Hajime no ippo

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Summertime rendering

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Parasyte

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Legend of the galactic heroes

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Re:Zero

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Usagi drop

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Made in abyss

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Violet evergarden

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To your eternity

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I asked y'all to pray for me. What happened was that my parents got into a fight and my stupid ass brain doesn't understand the difference between my parents fighting and being mauled to death by a grizzly bear. I started having a panic attack and could barely breathe and thought i was gonna die😍