u/Captainoats88

TWIST is that it has to be an Aimee Mann song title.

How do you feel about this song?

What are some of your favorite lyrics?

How do you feel about this song?

What are some of your favorite lyrics?

How do you feel about this song?
What are some of your favorite lyrics?

How do you feel about this song?
What are some of your favorite lyrics?

Today during work I just had a wave of sadness and despair. I might freak out if I keep thinking this recurrent thought but what am I going to do if I never find someone and what am I going to do when my sister is gone? (I'm 38 and she's 66).

I wish I could change so much in my life. I still blame myself for losing my legs. Was it really my fault? No it was the doctor's fault but I should've known SOMETHING was wrong. I was treated bad before I became disabled and worse after like a second human being. I wasn't declared disabled when I lost them by the judge and my lawyer said we couldn't appeal. I wish we read the papers we had 90 days to appeal. But again we trusted the wrong people.

Should I quit my job that hurts me mentally? I feel like all I have is stress and dark thoughts like the last two jobs. Maybe I'm weak? But I'll lose 300 every month if I quit my job and go on disability full time. But mentally I can't take it anymore. I'm scared if I try again (apply to a different job) that it'll be the same.

How do you feel about this song?
What are some of your favorite lyrics?
How would you rate it out of 10? 10 being the best.

Any places in Boston, MA.. Portland, ME or Salem, MA area that's like Meow Wolf that will be there around Sept this year?

Also I went to Meow Wolf two weeks ago in Denver for the first time and it was AMAZING. The whole trip sucked because of my cousin but being dropped off (they didn't want to go with me) was the best experience I had in a lot of years. I felt like a kid.

FOUND!!!!!

It's definitely not Rec or Diary of the Dead or 28 days but... this movie has a group of people who break into a building. I unforunately only remember they had cameras and then a group of military guys find them and then people are dying. I don't know if it's zombies at this point now or paranormal. It could be the military guys are the actual group too.

What lyrics from SOAD resonate with you?

I hate being negative all the time. I try to be positive but the moment something good happens.... bad is right there next immediately. I feel like im cursed. Maybe its the mental disorder I have. Maybe its something else. Some of my friends understand me but I think the majority dont. I want to think I deserve a soft middle at least but what if its not in my cards? Everyone seems to be content with their lives and more better at coping but I'm.... here. Stuck in this deep hole and I only have myself to get out of it. Do I continue to try or just give up?

My therapist told me the worst news today. She said her husband got a job offer in Georgia. I’m so devastated, I cried and I felt selfish. I just wish that she wouldn’t leave. It took YEARS for a great therapist. I was blessed to have my guy therapist and the one who worked at ISU but this current therapist was so different. She understood me. Got my humor.

I’m trying not to spiral about this but she’s the reason I’m so much better. I don’t want another therapist I want her to be mine. What am I going to do? Fuck I’m going to miss her so much. I’m going to cry again, shit.

She’s been with me this whole time since I’ve worked at the post office basically. Heard everything about my family, my old friends.

Was there during my ex last year. I’m just... so upset and mad. I cant do anything about it.

The one person I want to discuss this with I can’t because she’s leaving. NO AMOUNT OF COMFORTING ME THAT SHE’LL FIND SOMEONE GOOD FOR ME WILL HELP. They. Are. Not. Her.

Has anyone had to deal with this?

Anyone having issues? Ive had this chromecast since 2017. Today I watched the boys on prime but saw widows bay a few hours ago on lookmovie2.to.... any advice