Don't get me wrong tho he's my favorite boy out of everyone and I've done his route multiple times but now that I'm older and decided to play the game again I realize how they portrayed so good the rich kid persona who lack empathy and it actually pisses me off some times lmao am I alone on this one?
Am i cooked?? I would like to get advice without spoilers.
It looks like i might get the good ending 😭 I've been getting less than 30% of chats after reaching the 7th's day branch and my replies were a bit in the middle between wanting to go away and being okay with staying at Jumin's apartment. Should i do the story mode at 19:58 again maybe?? Y'all I'm so confused.
Yo, I'm trying to get Jumin's Normal ending but i recently read that you need less than 9 guests to get it and I already got 11 confirmed and it's not even the 5th day yet 😭 Will I get the good ending anyway or I still got the chance to get the normal ending if i stop accepting invitations?
Yo dude. You prolly know who is this bc it would be too much of a coincidence that you cut off yo hg and then there's some random ass bih talkm bout sum "i miss my hb who's name just CASUALLY also starts with a K" lol
I did put the nsfw tag bc it would be too embarrassing for me to be read js like that idk
I don't need you to talk to me again ofc that was your decision and I respect it, that's why I haven't reached out, even when I'm dying for it. I know we couldn't have a last conversation but every day I wish we did. I think the outcome was pretty much just awaiting to happen but I made it so I could prolonge my time with you, always a bit more and a bit more and some little more. We don't need to go back to talking again I just wanted to put out there how much I miss you.
Every time I see someone on this app talking about some friend they don't talk to anymore I'm scared that it's you flaming my ass again lmao.
I see a lot of stuff that reminds me of you every day. Man, recently i saw a dude who looked a lot like you in my university without my glasses on ofc and shit was crazy. I wonder often if you see me too in small things. I got no one to send those gay Naruto clips anymore or those fuckass Ashley memes 😭.
I hope you're doing alright man. Take care.
Goodnight. Sleep well.
I would go through all the pain you caused me again just to get the chance to talk to you like the first time.
So my best friend asked me to stop talking to him and told me to not contact him. I didn't get the chance to have a conversation because any message I sent after that got completely ignored. I was so deeply hurt but I can't keep chasing him at this point, I know better and I should respect his space.
Dude, I assumed that you blocked me everywhere or something. I really was wondering if i had to try and reach out in other ways like What's App or discord but you said this was over. So WHY do I see you have me unblocked on discord and STILL added as your friend??
I don't even know if you have me blocked on instagram for starters because I was so hurt that I didn't wanted to check, the chance of going into your profile and seeing "User not found" would've destroyed me so I avoided checking but something tells me you haven't done that. I'm still not powerful enough to see tbh but today I was searching for some advice on the music production discord I told you about and I saw YOU still having me NOT BLOCKED??? Man I was like "should I text him?" but I'm lowk fighting demons to avoid it. I don't know if you forgot to block me there which I doubt bc the time you blocked me everywhere it was EVERYWHERE. I don't even know if you blocked me on instagram anymore and I'm scared as fuck to check, because that means you receive all my texts and you just decided to not respond ugghhhh ts killing me 😭
Are you playing or you just thought it wasn't necessary to block me? are you testing me? like trying to see how much I take to text you again searching for you? I doubt on doing anything atp. Like I yearn so bad for a last conversation, SO BAD to talk to you one last time to say my goodbyes and end it in good terms, I just wanna see you be my friend one last time I really miss you man. Somehow not blocking me everywhere exactly when you asked me to not contact you again feels so you (in a bad and good way) it's kind of funny, as if we were still joking around.
Am I not blocked because you trust me to respect your request? I hope that's the case bc the last things you told me were so bad like you saw me in such a negative way I wondered if you respected me anymore. It would be lowk comforting to know you still trust me in that aspect idk. I be holding on to any thing to avoid accepting we're most likely not talking again.
Maybe we're both waiting for a text by the other but our pride is bigger than that and I don't want to be the one to fold first.
I miss you
goodnight, sleep well
edit: forgot to add the fact that all ts is lowk overthinking asf but idk dude. the last time i asked if everything was alright and it wasn't you said I was just paranoid so idk what to believe anymore. Honestly I'm just really searching for a trace of hope in this friendship when is not even there, so I'll just pretend you care with my fake expectations for a ehiley so I don't go insane 😭 I MISS YOUUUUU BRO
Like megumi lol get it? wtv
Put the title kinda hoping you get it but I doubt you're continuously checking subreddits like my chud ass. To be honest, I'm kind of going through a whole mourning process without you here so sending this anonymous letters just helps me alleviate the feeling a bit.
Honestly I think you're great. I'm still hurt with the last things you told me but idk i saw a video of a guy saying something like "if i knew what was going to happen the moment we met, I wouldn't even have said hello" and the only thing i was thinking is that if i knew how this was going to end I would've still talk to you, knowing everything. Which sounds crazy and lowk a bit self hate but I don't regret you. I think you need a lot of healing tho and I hope you get to search for it soon, remember the contacts i gave you man.
There were a lot of times when I thought that this was so bad for me but I never fully gave up on you because for me you needed someone to stay even when you were an asshole.
I told you I watched The Drama remember? What I think is so interesting about Emma (Zendaya's character) is that her beliefs are that it doesn't matter what a person's past is, what matters is what they learn and their actions in the present, and if they mess up, they still deserve a second chance. For me you always deserved that second chance, even if it was consuming me soooo bad. Tbf you never asked me to stay, so I just swallowed w lot of complaints because i knew i could just walk away but i didn't want to. I was just certain that every time you hurt me you still had the chance to be better. I always believed that you were better than that and I still do. I think you are a good person dude but I wish you believed it too because you were so conformist with the way you saw life that it felt you just didn't gaf in changing, like you were doomed anyway and that's not true. I stayed so long because I wanted to witness your growth and see you make peace with life.
You do you but i sincerely hope my mark on your life was mostly positive.
Take care, man. I love you
It's crazy, every where I look there are traces of you and it's like they got maximized the moment you left, like the universe is trying to give me signs or maybe I'm just trying too hard to find you around me because is now the only way I can still have you in my life.