Help understanding my scenerio

My boyfriend whom I loved for 8 years and had been verbally abusing me since 3 years.This time when I broke odd ties he came back though he never apologise but his changes were evident.He behaved nicely for one month and so on but developed a new thing of blocking me.Whenever he feels offended he blocks me out of nowhere.I will tell you a simple incident the day before tommorow we went out and had taken some pics.I shared those and jocked you should be thankful you have a beautiful girlfriend. IT WAS JUST A JOKE.But suddenly he got offended and claimed i never tell him how lucky I am to have him.I use to tell him before but what should I have been telling all these months when he was abusing me and abandoned me while I was at the treatment at a different state.And then he blocked me.I still went yesterday and he was cold and I clearly told why does he behave like that and again after 1 month he got triggered and said bad things to me and how I am a women who only want male attention and to go and have sex with other men as he does not want me.It was humiliating.I did not react much and he blocked me and I too.I am just confused.After years of tears when I finally left this one month he came back and treated me good and nicely I thought maybe he loved me but again he abused me.I am in tears while writing this .ALSO One more important thing he always keeps fake account in the name of women.So three years back I caught one and ended in a massive fight and he promised me to never do that again but I found a deactivated account which he was operating 6 months back.THIS IS A HORRIBLE PART

HE CLAIMS HE KEEPS THOSE ACCOUNTS BECAUSE HE HAS A HIGHER SEXUAL DRIVE AND HE FOLLOWS RANDOM WOMEN ( NOT RANDOM THOUGH BECAUSE THE FIRST PEOPLE COME ARE OBVIOUSLY HIS AND MY CONTACTS) AND USES THOSE TO MASTURBATE.He claimed that nothing was right between us at that time so he did this and then stopped and did nothing wrong this year.I did not have the strength to fight as I am exhausted and suffering medic issues.

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u/Coco1414_ — 2 days ago
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CDS

Is CDS cut off generally higher than BHU?I was selected for maintaining campus BHU but in the waiting list of CDS

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u/Coco1414_ — 6 days ago
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HAS anyone taken admission in IIT for Economics?

Like the classes are about to start right.Has anyone taken admission there as I see noone talking about it.

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u/Coco1414_ — 11 days ago
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I lost my dog yesterday.

I have no idea why am I writing this.I miss him.I wish he was with me.I love him.I hope he finds peace in whereever place he is in.

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u/Coco1414_ — 14 days ago
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JNU 1 year and 2 year MA

Can someone explain is it for all the subjects or some.And has the seats increased or remained same.

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u/Coco1414_ — 16 days ago
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Help for coqp10

Help

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I am general female 234 Non DU.Can anyone tell me what are my practical options now for economics?

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u/Coco1414_ — 17 days ago
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Please help me on this

My application form shows my raw cuet pg score.It does not include any deprivation points added.Will it be added later?

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u/Coco1414_ — 21 days ago
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DSE Cut off list

I personally feel the non du cut off will be around 255 in the first list.What are your opinions on this?Guys.

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u/Coco1414_ — 22 days ago
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Help for BHU

I have cleared the unreserved cut off for many colleges in BHU still I have not received any seat allotment even on the Samarth portal? Why?? Please help me

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u/Coco1414_ — 24 days ago