u/Comfortable-Tea-6975

I am so so so so so so sad. My anxiety is awful I’ve been off work for a year and have left my house a handful of times in that year. Mainly just to go buy cigarettes all I do is smoke and eat and feel sad for eating…

I’ve been suicidal since I was 7 and I’m turning 29 in 2 months. I have always said that I will kill myself when I’m 30 if I am still depressed and it’s getting closer

I feel sorry for my parents and brother and that’s why I haven’t done it yet I wanted to wait until everyone kinda has there own life and support network because I don’t want them to be sad when I do it. I say I feel sad and not depressed, I just think this world is so fucked and I honestly hate most people and I just don’t want to be apart of anything.

If I could just live in my flat playing animal crossing and eating yummy food I would be so so so happy that’s all I want. Not to see anyone not to do anything just to eat sleep smoke and play cosy games. That’s honestly the only thing keeping me alive.

I am so so so so so so sad. My anxiety is awful I’ve been off work for a year and have left my house a handful of times in that year. Mainly just to go buy cigarettes all I do is smoke and eat and feel sad for eating…

I’ve been suicidal since I was 7 and I’m turning 29 in 2 months. I have always said that I will kill myself when I’m 30 if I am still depressed and it’s getting closer.

I feel sorry for my parents and brother and that’s why I haven’t done it yet I wanted to wait until everyone kinda has there own life and support network because I don’t want them to be sad when I do it. I say I feel sad and not depressed, I just think this world is so fucked and I honestly hate most people and I just don’t want to be apart of anything.

If I could just live in my flat playing animal crossing and eating yummy food I would be so so so happy that’s all I want. Not to see anyone not to do anything just to eat sleep smoke and play cosy games. That’s honestly the only thing keeping me alive.

I am so so so so so so sad. My anxiety is awful I’ve been off work for a year and have left my house a handful of times in that year. Mainly just to go buy cigarettes. all I do is smoke and eat and feel sad for eating… I don’t like leaving my flat because I don’t like people looking at me I feel so self conscious all the time and think people look at me because I’m so fat and ugly.

The world is burning the animals are dying there’s so much war and famine so much death everywhere and yet I’m here complaining I’m fat when people done even have access to clean water or food. I live such a privileged life in comparison but I don’t understand how people can be happy? What’s the secret I haven’t found.

I’ve been suicidal since I was 7 and I’m turning 29 in 2 months. I have always said that I will kill myself when I’m 30 if I am still depressed and it’s getting closer. I feel sorry for my parents and brother and that’s why I haven’t done it yet I wanted to wait until everyone kinda has there own life and support network because I don’t want them to be sad when I do it. I say I feel sad and not depressed, I just think this world is so fucked and I honestly hate most people and I just don’t want to be apart of anything. If I could just live in my flat playing animal crossing and eating yummy food I would be so so so happy that’s all I want. Not to see anyone not to do anything just to eat sleep smoke and play cosy games. That’s honestly the only thing keeping me alive.

I am so so so so so so sad. My anxiety is awful I’ve been off work for a year and have left my house a handful of times in that year. Mainly just to go buy cigarettes all I do is smoke and eat and feel sad for eating… I’ve been suicidal since I was 7 and I’m turning 29 in 2 months. I have always said that I will kill myself when I’m 30 if I am still depressed and it’s getting closer. I feel sorry for my parents and brother and that’s why I haven’t done it yet I wanted to wait until everyone kinda has there own life and support network because I don’t want them to be sad when I do it. I say I feel sad and not depressed, I just think this world is so fucked and I honestly hate most people and I just don’t want to be apart of anything. If I could just live in my flat playing animal crossing and eating yummy food I would be so so so happy that’s all I want. Not to see anyone not to do anything just to eat sleep smoke and play cosy games. That’s honestly the only thing keeping me alive.

Please can someone offer some advice. Unfortunately my two male guinea pigs (under 6 months) have had a 3rd fight in 3 days this one resulting in some hair being ripped out. I have now set up two cages in separate rooms to give them space.

I recently saw one of the vets that mentioned castration because bread was constantly rumbling and having a go at ginger. I’ve had them 3 months now and they have always not got on perfectly but no actual fights just rumbling and chatting…

I’ve actually noticed such a difference in ginger in just half a day he lets me touch his head when he would let me get close before

Any advice? Shall I go to the vets for castration for bread? And should I try and introduce them again? How long should they be separate.

I feel really sad