Im back and done repping despite not going to make it, but fuck my leg is sore and my hips haven't grown yet, neither did my tits, after a day, this shit is sounding like a scam made by big pharma ngl. Also, how can i maximize hip growth despite usual shit like sleeping and eating decently?
Just got into E recently after repping since 14, i convinced myself i could live as a man and didn't want to disapoint my family, but i was almost considering ropping, and i don't think i could manage living like that forever, idk if i will ever pass and be able to live fully as a woman but at least i can try. Not out to anyone irl yet, and i don't really plan to do it soon.
I just fucking wish i knew about DIY earlier and knew how much transition age matters, i could have been at least a midshit or even youngshit, even considering how upset my parents would be if they found out. But im a big retard and doing it as a lateshit now
Thinking about doing that, idk, it just wont do nothing anyways
I swear, specially r/ MTF is full of delusion like "women comes in all shapes and sizes" or something on those lines. Men tend to be more sincere at least in my epxerience, so i suppose FTM spaces aren't that bad, unless they are really populated with theyfabs
So, like, im (natal-male) almost turning 20 and i haven't still transitioned yet. I've felt dysphoria since i was 12 but i wasn't able to transition during the time because i didn't know DIY was a thing up until recently. But now it just feels like it's too late, i know i can still get some minimal changes from HRT but i will probably never pass and seeing other people transitioning during their 14-16s just makes me want to reppress even more.
I know repping is not ideal, but so is transitioning at an advanced age, so im just in this limbo, because, what i really care the most about transitioning are looks. You can call me cis or whatever but i think i could manage reppressing and living as an okayish looking cis man better than living as an ugly and clocky trans woman. I know i would always feel envy of other women for living the life i could never live if i don't transition but i would feel the same amount of envy directed at women who look better than i will ever do if i transition. I've had really bad moments in my life mentally due to dysphoria, but my dysphoria would never get cured if i don't pass and would still get treated as a man.
I know for aesthetics there are surgeries, and if i really transition i would make at least 8-10 of them, but even then it won't undo the harm puberty did to my body or my mind and i would have to work a lot because im not rich. Also, my family would never accept, so i would pretty much ruin my relationship with them. I just don't really know what to do. Im just posting here bcs, other trans subreddits are a little too hugboxxy and not really grounded in reality. Srry if this post is too dumb
Will estrogen really make anything at this point?
Since the requirements for passing are higher than ever now and with people transitioning at 14-16 becoming something normal nowadays, how would these classifications change now?
Edit: ranges* , im retarded my bad
Can't they just realize some (most) people won't benefit from transition at all? If you are not a youngshit, if you don't have people to support you, if you don't have money for surgeries, if you don't have a decent body to start, you are just fucked and transitioning can make your life worse. Transitioning only truly benefits a small percentage of people. It would be far more effective if we found alternatives that can actually work and make people with dysphoria that wouldn't benefit from transitioning at all, to be actually happy and satisfied with their AGAB
Idk, im just introverted and really like being at home and cooking for people and if i were a mother i would want to spend most of my day with my children. Maybe i could even get a remote job, or something just to help my family
Am i the only delusional retard who is thinks we might get artifical wombs in our lifetime? Idk, i just want it so much, but even then if we were able to get one there would be tons of risks.
But at least i would be happy if i could transform one of my cells into an egg and then fertilize it with someone elses sperm and then create an embryo that would develop trough surrogacy
Like, years ago if you trooned out at 18 years or shortly after, you would be considered youngshit, nowadays it's not. And also, with how shitty our reputation has gotten and being visibly trans something really really bad and also, with the paranoia cissoids have with troons, checking for every bit of indicative of you being trans in your appearance, the requirements for passing have gotten way higher.
So like, would anything after puberty be considered lateshit nowadays due to how unlikely it's to have minimal changes that could help you pass? For more details, search "Boymoder inflation" on Google.
-Age: 19 ½ (no HRT yet)
-Height: 5'7
-Shoulder Width: 42 cm
-Feet: 10,5 female US shoe size/ 8 male US shoe size
-Hips: Non-existent
-Face: midface feels too long, kinda round overall, some noticeable brow ridge, kinda masculine nose and my chin has some small to medium projection. (Maybe i could show it to any of you in DMs if you could tell if i even have any potential to pass with FFS)
-Country: Brazil (💀)
-Parents (not out to them): my dad would be ok but disapointed and my mother would try to detroon me
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Boa noite!! Então, é verdade que FFS pode ser coberta por plano de saúde dado o diagnóstico de disforia de gênero? Ainda mais caso a pessoa leve o caso pra justiça? E além disso, que clínicas e profissionais seriam os melhores do país? Alguém tem alguma experiência com a cirurgia?
Trooning out at almost 20 with a moided body is harsh ✌️💔
In what cases do yall think repping is the only choice?
So, im planning on running my first campaingn on this system, set during the dark times where the PCs are mercenaries/bounty hunters/smugglers/fugitives from the Empire and so on. I was wondering if there are any homebrew rules that could make the game more enjoyable for the players but nothing that changes the game too much
Im not on HRT yet but like, whenever i think about getting into it, i feel so unmotivated and hopeless, like, firstly my bone structure is pretty masculine and my height is kinda bad 171 cm, and my face is pretty masculine, and im really afraid of looking like a man with tits, if they grow a lot it will be even fucking worse because where i live is hot as hell so i can't even wear a hoodie or someshit without melting.
Secondly, im really fucking late to do it, bcs im 19 and my fucking bone plates are closed so my disgusting male hips can't grow, since i was like, 8 years old i dreamed of waking up as a girl, and fuck my life, i should've discovered DIY earlier, maybe i would have a chance to pass without the 8+ surgeries i plan to do, but also, like, thirdly my parents would fucking hate me, i love them, but like, they would totally not accept me being a troon, i would still be able to live with them, i have a good relationship with them so they wouldn't kick me out and i would try to hide everything as much as possible, but they would be upset and sad about me and they would tell me IWNBAW (they are right) and blah blah blah.
And for last, im really scared of the permanent effects of HRT, like, tits and infertility and shit like that, bcs what if i decide to detroon and live as normal dude who is miserable but at least is treated like a human being and not like a freak by everyone around me? Would i still want to die if i ever saw a pretty and happy woman? Yeah!! But at least i could be somewhat normal and live an average stupid life. I just wish conversion therapy worked so i could stop being a troon after getting brainwashed
Firstly, im not on HRT yet, but i plan to get it soon, from the cases on my family i can say that i have good genetics for breast growth, and also not rlly related but i have a more feminine fat distribution around my thighs naturally so i think it could be a sign to having some potential for breast growth idk.
The thing is, my family would be higlhy unsupportive (im not out to them yet), i don't think they would kick me out of the house because i have a very good relationship with them and they are somewhat tolerable with some things, BUT, i really want to hide my transition at all costs just to avoid unnecessary drama and harming my relationship with them.
So, how can i hide breast growth? Considering that i live in a hot climate, so i can't wear a hoodie all day, during winter it's not so bad tho. Also, how can i hide the pills somewhere safe? Im 19 btw