I currently own a 2007 Ford Explorer with the 4.6L 3V V8 Eddie Bauer, and I would like to replace it within the next 2 years? (If I get my financial aid for my nearly 10k worth of doctors bills, they are not related to the vehicle but life itself). if not then I will drop more money and get the torque converter looked at at that time instead.
Hi I the host have been thinking about the fact I was never given a name, by the one's who made me. I have been think about this because someone I meet online and know about the past and us asked the others and me "why don't I have a real name". I was given the body's first name, but not one separate, but I have adopted over the years the email accounts username as my own internally. And I can't picture myself with any other names.
What can I do, to get this thought to go away?
I can't see any medical help as the health insurance won't cover it.
I am also not sure if I used the correct flair, if not please let me know.
To clear up any confusion, this question that I have been asked, that thought of the question keeps coming back and messing with my sanity as I am lonely and get depressed. Because I can not see myself with anything but the 2 names I know. The real world name and the email's user name.
This is a 2007 Ford Explorer with the 4.6L V8 3V with nearly 193k miles to it. And yesterday it was not as responsive to steering inputs. It was steering but lacking the assist at times. Now I know my torque converter drags my motor down at stops (got the 6R60 rebuilt). But this is while actively driving/coasting and its touch and go, but after i get it moving its just fine again.
This is a 2007 4.6L with 192,9xx miles to it. And today it was not as responsive to steering inputs, steering, but lacking the assist. Now I know my torque converter drags my motor down at stops. But this is while actively driving/coasting and its touch and go, but after i get it moving its just fine again. Everything but the sparks plugs and a few of the coil plugs along with the belt are factory.
I don't have the time to have it in a shop, nor the money. I am trying to save up to replace it. I will be rotating tires this weekend. And will check ball joints. I know a boot is deteriorating on one.
This past saturday I had made the suggestion to let them let him out and walk around for a bit. And from what it seems he enjoyed the walk. It seems like went to one of the playgrounds and went to another destination, and also had lunch.
He does not get time out often.
And we use orgin as a term to describe the remains of the child. It is easier for us describe him internally.
I have added the last bit to clarify somethings up. And fixed some spelling mistakes I made and did not find at the time.
Keeps coming up, my mon-friday drive is only 7.6 miles total per day. The battery is being charged, and I have watched the ecu voltage do as low as 11.2 then jump to 13.8 while running. I know my toruqe converter is draging the motor down at stops but this is coming up while driving arpund 30-40 mph or even in park. Yes the belt has been changed, it is probably the factory generator/alternator. She's an 2007 eddie bauer 4.6L 3V V8. Oh and the passenger seat sensors are kinda ultra sensative to air sometimes, and denies me my airbag privileges, until either I restart the motor or she decides otherwise.
Hello I am Sage, the host is asleep. There is a consensus that requires outside input. From 2 of 3 of the others "The current host is something we made in 6th grade, and when his exhaustion grows he starts having problems controlling his dark thoughts, and at one time he wished to not be host anymore, and he was crying. We keep doing our best to patch him up. we think he needs a few days to rest but he enjoys his job, and we don't want to take that joy from him. What can we do?"
The primary problem we face when we are fronting is our energy burn. We can get the needed information on how to do the job via the library room he host made for us.
The edit was needed as I had missed a small detail, and some minor spelling corrections.
Hello I am the host, (you can call me Adrian, I am a male, and that is the name I know). I was "created" from what I understand durring sixth grade. The origin was still host at the time, but his self abuse of smacking the head untill it hurt too much or slapping the arm in the shower hard and repatatively enough to where the body physcially reacted and left a sort of scar that only healed up a few years ago. Becuase he thought his behavior, would never be/or us good enough for mom and dad. I do need to mention we have autism and adhd (combined type) and that was diganossed at a very young age. The core truma is centered around 3rd-4th grade (abandonmemt fear tatics, and over stimulated when father thought "he had it coming (either physical striking or screaming/yelling into ear with or with out a plastic megaphone, and at times threated with the use of said item).
His alters are a male and Female (Married Couple). I must also say we are all foxes execpt for the origin (who is a cat). We are anthro normally but can be more natural to reduce mental load or in a state of deep relaxtion/rest.
It was their idea to make me, for me to be the "fix". And then one night they aproached him and a minor fight occured but in the end he listened to them and they made me, The male provied the needed logic and gave me the memory storage, the female gave me a "heart", the orgin gave me shape. I was made with a limited understanding of emtions and feelings "for reasons".
The male has control over memory management altough the strengh of that ability is weaker than it used be after he had a split this year. (He runs woth a scotish accent)
The Female is the emotional regulator, and can be quite lsutfull/horny. (Can at time sound a tad british)
The orgin is still an active alter (just not very socail and can have some anger problems) and he is currently sleeping as I am writeing this scentence. (Runs with a scotish/irsh accent, loves celtic music and is timid and does not enjoy large groups of people).
Now the inresting thing is I was never supposed to know about any of them or the truma, from what I have been told. And I remember the day I broke all the seals becuase I over worked my self by workimg for 11-13 hours in 1 day. I got home exaughsted physically and mentally. And broke down into tears in my bed, as everything hit me at once. From then on the male was usally about with me at work making sure it wouldn't happen again. I met the female only last year, same goes for the origin. The split made his presence know in a dream within a month of the event this year.
Parents are a late generation Baby-Boomer and a gen X.
We are in currently in our mid 20's.