

I don't want to suffer anymore, but I want them to suffer.
I am a devotee of Maa Kali, and yes, I know I should let go of feelings of revenge because they are full of tamas and are the fastest path to self-destruction, but I can't.
– During my sadhana and devotional rites, the suffering they cause me is inhumane and full of cruelty. I know their karma has been paid, but I want to see them suffer. My pain is legitimate.
Not that revenge blinds/poisons, but I want my justice. I've been a victim my whole life, I can't take this suffering anymore.