Always used it in my baking to make more high protein stuff at home and then I tried it like a spoonful without putting it in anything. And now um....I went through two containers yesterday so I had to restock. Almost took the whole stock at stop and shop(TдT)
I am not sorry and I will not stop( ・ω・)
Hi everyone calls me aven ( ・ω・)
Just moved back to Brooklyn, NY and im looking to go out on a date or two, find friends or just hangout.
I date for marriage and would like to have 1-2 kids in the future. Maybe even move out of the country but thats debatable!
Some about me. Im a little introverted, INFP, I love gaming, anime, cute things, horror media of any kind, collecting merch, cosplay, true crime, writing, metal music, baking & cooking !
Im not religious and I prefer my partner not to be either since I would like our children raised under one roof when it comes to those things so we dont fight(・・;)
Im currently on a weightloss journey started at 233lbs and now around the 140s and hopefully in the 120s by the end of this year or the start of the next one. Always up for cooking up high protein and lowcalorie meals and sweets! So if youre someone who goes and works out a lot and likes someone cooking for you i dont mind ( ≧∀≦)ノ
I dont have any real preferences for height, im 5'6 myself. But I do prefer my partner be into a few of the things I am, and someone who's able to be more forward since i know I can be a bit shy in the beginning.
Dms open! Prefer to chat on ig or smth tho since im not on reddit much. Cant wait to talk.:D
Buldak cheese Ramen - Second time trying buldak didn't really taste the cheese all spice with no other flavour didn't really like it but I have a carbona cup so ill see if that changes my mind(-_—;)
Strawberry halo top - nothing to say(• V. ) heavenly as always
Shameless snacks green apple blast - fiber ive been fiber maxing recently didn't get any from a protein bar today so I have these on the side just incase (/ ^w^)/
Primebites birthday cake brownie - good excellent give me 14 of them rn (/ /) I gotta stop listening to people talk about not liking certain products cause I was scared to try these awhile ago but now I really like majority of the flavors
Overall 8/10 buldak was a waste for me personally but its wtv
*Second repost because we're not allowed to have arms or anything so sorry for the agressive scratching
Hi so after a few things have happened in my life (my mom litterally lying to me about important stuff.) And me needing to take care of my dad. Im moving in with my father. I currently live in Vegas and he lives in brooklyn.
Im googling to hell and back but I just needed help with a few things?
1.)It says I have to have a piece of mail with my name on it at the new address. Like offical mail. I think my bank statements would work? I use navy federal. But it says I need to registrar a NY state ID within 30 days of moving. Is there gonna be any complications moving my address from one place to another on my card and would I get a penalty for being late on getting my ID if my bank statement doesnt get there in time?
2.) My mom is kinda vindictive and I know the moment I try to move shes going to cut my phone line and such. Is it possible to before I move to like transfer my phone line to another state? If not im not above making another phone line.
3.) I have around half a bedroom full of stuff. Is pirate ship my best option? I don't have much stuff i just think I would need like two big boxes. Not including my pc which i know how to ship.
I am open to answering any clarifying questions im sorry if this post wasn't super clear.:/
I also have an asian snack box being delivered today so( ・∇・) I am hoarding again LMAO
Why does every fucking date need to involve food? Im so tired. I like baking and cooking for other people but almost every date im getting asked out to eat.
Ive had a bunch of different phases in my disorder is dont have a diagnosis but when you're binge, purging and then heavily restricting you kinda dont need to.
I wont go into detail but I have well obviously odd eating habits but I do wanna date and get working on the family and kids I want but its so hard. If you dont wanna go out on a first date people are asking you to go over their house first date which I don't wanna do either.
Its just so annoying im constantly anxious about calories anytime I go anywhere and especially when they havent been clearly displayed on the menu it makes it worse. I wanna go to therapy but im scared of whats honestly gonna happen. Im not even thin my ed started when I was morbidly obese and now im barely >!(around 5 pounds off)!< from being a normal weight so I know not a lot of people would even believe me if I came out about my ednos
I just I feel so alone and im usually fine with being alone but I wanna go out and have fun and find someone to cuddle without the expectation of eating all the time or sleeping with them. I want someone to be understanding about my disorder and not pity me and know that im not trying to be bitchy with my eating times.
No one should have to baby me or put up with this but im so tired I wish I could look at food normally.
Brownies wirh raisin brand crunch ontop
Idk like the title says I went to a dudes house who ive been vibing with we met on a dating app and such. Like we were really vibing and stuff. He likes all the things I do, hes very pro black and he's really nice to me.
Ive been tryna meet up and hang for awhile but he never really initiated except once I have to almost always initiate any possible plan. I did this one.
He was complaining on how his roommate burned some cookies and ive told him I like baking and that I bake and cook almost everyday. Hes been begging to try my sweets so I told him I'd make some for him and come over if he wanted. He said yea and that he'll pay for my uber there since its halfway across the city.
We were chilling, I brought food, all my baking stuff etc etc like we planned and he was going in and out of his room. He just moved in a few weeks ago or recently so I didnt think anythin of it.
Then he starts getting on the phone and staying in the room. The entire time I was baking except for a couple of times he popped in to say something.
He was on the phone for awhile with a co worker in his room for literal hours. I told him I didnt want him helping in the kitchen but apparently he was just smoking weed while I baked. I thought we could still talk or wtv but I guess not.
I feel so unwanted and awkward and like a hypocrite I tell my friends to stop hanging out with dudes who do less or wtv but I felt ignored. He apologized saying he didnt wanna get smoke around me but he knows ive been wanting to like smoke weed for awhile or maybe he just was never listening to me.
Currently waiting for my uber home as hes still in his room on the phone with his friend( who im pretty sure is a girl), Im not a jealous person I really dont usually care but it stings a bit honestly regardless of who hes calling.
Idk I feel it's so weird to be on the phone with people when you invited someone over to hang.
I was seriously thinking hes boyfriend material but i dont wanna feel like I have to beg for attention or be needy. Ig im fine wirh staying friends he offered to see a movie soon but I dont even know if I wanna go later this week.
Edit; these brownies are from weeks ago I made him fresh tiny cookies LMAO I just didnt take any pics because I was frustrated
Edit 2; Sorry a lot of people are confused. So we're both black i dont know what like specific ethnicity he is im personally Jamaican, African and native american. What i meant about being pro black can vary from person to person but im really bad at explaining things but I found a definition from google that sums up what It means to me "having an unapologetic, positive focus on the empowerment, agency, culture, and well-being of Black people." Which for me makes it feel like im able to talk to another black person about black issues and have them be class conscious. Ive been in a few situations where other black dudes have been really weird about my race and saying theyre glad im not to dark or anything.
Side note; didnt text him back I got busy when I got home and I woke up in a groupchat with him and his roommate and im confused its just like reels and a few vms. Like I met his roommate while I was there he was packing to stay at his grandparents house or smth
5'6¼ (167.6cm), 17yrs 233lbs(105.6kg) I ridnt take my measurements back then but the biggest i wore was a 2xl at times, bmi 37.6
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5'6(167.cm), 160lbs, almost 19yrs (turn 19 in july) (72.5kg) now I wear a size medium and sometimes a small. And my exact measurements are 36 for my bust, 30inch waist, 37 for high hip and 40 for hips bmi 25.9
Started cal counting back last year around February since I was gonna join the army weighed 160 this January 20th b4 I left for bootcamp. Got injured in bootcamp and stress ate while waiting to be discharged back to 180 and then recently just this week finally got back home around march 18th. And been battling the regain till this week ! Only 30lbs from my goal weight.
All I did was cal count, walk more (like going the 40min walk to the store or 1 hour walk further away instead of doordashing), and intermittent fasting !
Only 30lbs from my gw
My homemade tomato calzone with some sourdough and matcha spread (recipe for calzone avaliable upon request)
Lmao hi I am the girl who said she was terrified of dating and I still am but I decided to try mostly because I really do want connection despite how I feel about my body.
So putting that aside ive been trying to date recently or like idk ill take not exactly dating but connection basically I want something longterm.
But so many dudes are so boring, they barley text, they're so quick to sexualize you, they dont read bios. (I'm a satanist and ive said i dont want religious people to dm me because long term there will be conflict i dont wanna deal with and it dictates your morals. Ive also had so many right wing conserative men dm despite me clearly asking against that). They don’t know how to like not jump the gun the first date.
Was supposed to go to the movies with this dude like last monday but the friday before it he started randomly getting sexual with me which I don't mind flirting byt then he randomly sent me a dick Pic - I blocked him
Was gonna go eith a dude to popeyes tmmrw just to yap and he litterally kept trying me to have sex with him in his car. - blocked
One dude was sexualizing like the outfits of the sailor scouts from sailor moon (Outfits based off of highschool and middle school girls) - blocked
And many more
Its like they can never just get to the date and act chill for 5 seconds
No im not dtf while you're passing through my profile says long term, and no I dont wanna be your sneaky link
I literally just wanna chill, bake you a cake, maybe get high, and watch like a show together or start gaming together,
I dont even know what im doing wrong