u/CubedDog

I used to be in the main fairy server but I'm not in it anymore! Im pretty sure its because I was inactive on discord for 2 months :P

Hi!! Im currently debating on either hospitalization (NOT my first choice lol) or intensive outpatient treatment for my mental health. im actually in arlington but i figured this is the best place to ask and im totally willing to travel and commute a bit! I know some are better than others so i was wondering which are the best! I do work most days (mainly 4pm and later though) and want to be able to continue working :) apologies for the serious topic! (also would REALLY prefer somewhere that accepts either UHC or Premera!)

I noticed a coolant leak in my 2013 about a month and a half ago, got it diagnosed at audi and they said its coming from the water pump/thermostat and those needed to be replaced. They gave me a hefty estimate of 4200... frankly i just dont have that kind of money lying around and im wondering if ill possibly have any luck just going to a different mechanic or is it worth it to save up and get it done at audi? (i am very unknowledgeable about this car and most cars in general so please bear with my stupid question!) This is the car that gets me to my job so i can't put getting this replaced much longer :( but also i don't want to spend too much of my college savings on this car!

This is just a full vent btw.

My life has just gone to shit and the only stability I have is my job. Im almost 20. I have no friends anymore and have a horrible personality and body. I didnt think i would get to this point again. I should probably get a psych and get on meds again but thats so much work. Im so used to this feeling that id rather stay and drown in it. I cant believe im still this old and doing this shit, even if it does get better it just gets worse again and im starting to see things and think the same thoughts i had when i was in depressive psychosis and had to be hospitalized. I dont know how to handle this and now ive hit rock bottom again.