u/Cultural-Ice8361

Ancient civilisations believed the earth was flat. Most flat earth models are ancient maps.

So they believe the idea of the globe model was to limit the knowledge about the world like the 'gates of the ice walls' by introducing a globe model.

But the thing is the globe model existed even before NASA.

And how does that work?

If you have a ship and sail just beside the ice walls will you just be going in a circle and you will come back to the same place where you started if you sail just 10 feets from the ice walls?

Like the other side where the sun doesn't reach?

And also does that mean that the sun has two paths? For the 6 months of daylight and the other 6 of darkness alternatively?

Even if its 40 billion years to come, 10x more time it took since its formation. If not,does that mean that an object can spin to infinite number of times in vacuum with the same rpm without the momentum ever getting depleted.

Does the wall continue infinitely in whole directions or it's the indestructible firmanent? Even so,if it's clear does that mean one can see what's beyond?

If we are not in a spherical globe in space,middle of nowhere then how does being in a firmanent surrounded by water makes sense?

Or non-left handed people are just pure evil.

Everytime i experienced a low the shaking would get really violent.

Earlier with the symptoms,i frequently had to be asked if i take any drugs,and even though i said no they gave me the look. Things like this made me angry and also not comfortable to share my symptoms with everyone.

Today i just opened a window and a lizard fell on my hand,my body reacted but i didn't feel the fear like the emotion. When bad things happen to me i don't really feel the sadness and also good things i don't feel the joy. But sometimes i have periods of feeling intense of everything. I don't know if i have a relaxed nervous system or just numb. I don't know if this is my base self or mild depression.

My worst depressive episode lasted at least 2 months, i was eating one meal a day,sleeping for 12 hours and also the majority of the day,i felt weak,i couldn't get myself out of the bed to even go pee and would only do it if i couldn't hold it any longer or when I'm also hungry to the point i was shaking,could go for days without even saying a word and no matter how funny something was i couldn't even smirk and i can't rem certain things. Darkest days of my life.

Edit: forgot the seeing shadow people and hearing conversations in my head that weren't mine and feeling as if bugs were crawling on my skin.