I, f(19), know i'm going to sound spoiled btu hear me out. I hate studying, hate it with a passion. Hate it, i hate it more than anything in the world. Especially when studying subjects i don't like When it's comes subjects i do like, i can gritted me teeth and study. But otherwise. I can't, i hardly can't, i feel like walking around or doing anything else that f*cking study.
I(19F) am autistic college student in biology, a major I was, well, semi-forced into by my parents. The thing is, i'm no really interesting in biology. And i hate studying more than anything in this world! But, still i do study my hardest hard to get good grades, ti somehow ends up horrible and i'm burnt out. I want to cry, scream, yelling at my parents that i suck at this and no matter how much i study, i won't be good enough. What i ready like is math, coding, and writing. I already published a book and made a playable game but that isn't enough. I wish i could just lock myself in my room and writing and code. But you don't need a degree to be a writer. And the coding/IT/gaming industry is getting oversaturated especially since ai can do most of the heavy lifting. And I kind of suck at math now.....But still, i wanna does the things i love. i;m obsessed with, so what if i suck at math. I's study my ass and claw my way up to understand!! Do you know how it feels to create a game. Like hell. Image at 11 p,m., i'm typing away, coding. Only to run my program and have 17 F8ckin errors! I cried at that, i was like, why are there so many error, i fixed it like 10 times already. I typed away so badly that even my dreams i was coding, preying that my code would work. But when i finally got it to a playable level. I feel a wave of satisfaction and others things i couldn't explain!! I felt so happy, i could fly to the moon. So much i could go through that hell again and make another game!!! When writing, i feel like i'm in a trance. Typing and typing until my finger cramp, the biting pain in the tips and body of my finger, but it feels so f*cking. There my bane, obsession and mistress. but that not what my parent what, so what should i do
I (19F) am currently in college studying biology, a major I'm not passionate about and felt forced into by my parents. I’m really struggling to excel in it—it’s not that I’m not studying, it just isn't clicking for me. I am autistic and have sensory sensitivity to loud noises, which makes me feel like my career options for good-paying jobs are very limited. I actually enjoy math, coding, and writing. However, writing doesn't strictly require a degree, and no one has ever formally taught me how to code, so I feel stuck. I'm really scared about where to go from here. What should I do?
Here the synopsis , Emily Carter, a ordinary, average beautiful fifteen year old girl. She goes to school. She complains about homework. She likes food(a lot)..And.......well, she does have tendency beating the shit out of people when they piss her off.
But besides that, she completely normal.
Seriously.
Normal.
Perfectly normal.
One ordinary day, Emily and a few classmates are exploring a newly opened section of their school when they discover something they definitely weren't supposed to find.
A strange portal.
Naturally, they investigate it.
Naturally, this goes horribly.
One moment, they're wandering around their school.
The next—
Emily wakes up alone in the middle of a ruined world
Buildings everywhere were collapsed.
Roads were cracked and covered in plants.
Entire forests had grown through what used to be cities.
Something enormous is roaring somewhere in the distance.
And there isn't a single human being in sight.
Emily stares at the destruction around her.
"...Okay."
She looks around again.
She's had worse Mondays.
She have absolutely no idea where I am.
No idea where my others went.
No no idea how to get home.
She have no idea why there are things wandering around here that look like they crawled straight out of a anime.
And, how she can deal with them. I guess be freakish strong and able to bench 300 kg helps
The weirdest part?
She's not even as terrified as she should be.
There's something about this place that feels...
familiar. like home...
Which makes absolutely no fucking sense.
So now she's wandering through a world that looks like civilization got punched in the face, trying to find her classmates, figure out where the hell she is, and hopefully locate something resembling civilization.
Along the way, she start discovering that this world has a history.
A really messed-up one.
And somehow\...
Her family is part of it.
Especially her dad.
Her sweet, beautiful, loving yet stupidly weak dad.
The guy who makes dinner for her.
The guy who worries when she's five minutes late.
The guy who reminds her to bring an umbrella even when the weather forecast says it has little percentage of raining
Apparently...
he's also a **global criminal.**
...
WHAT THE FUCK?!
So forget going home for a second.
I need answers.
Why am I here?
Why am I so strong?
Why does this place feel like I've been here before?
What happened to my dad?
And, most importantly...
**WHY THE HELL IS MY DAD A GLOBAL CRIMINAL?!**
Hi, my a newly, aspiring novelist who published her first official book after a month of sleep deprivation, aching fingers and black circles...It's called Renee: Journey of Rebirth!
Here the synopsis to give you a little peak, ""What if the gods weren't the high-and-mighty omnipotent celestial-dwellers ...
...but your audience?"
After somehow dying, Renee, a ten-year-old girl awakens in a world of magic, technology and swords, only to learn a terrifying truth:
Her reincarnation wasn't an act of mercy.
It was entertainment.
Cast into this unfamiliar land and left to her own devices with a incomplete memories, she refuses to become a pawn in anyone game, divine or not.
Follow her journey as she wanders through a realm filled with elves, dragons, monsters, legendary civilizations and more. Along the way, she forges friendly bonds, dives headfirst into chaos, but one thing becomes clear: This will be one hell of an adventure. And no one will stop her.
Not even the gods.
Because they chose the wrong girl.
She died once, got reincarnated for the gods’ entertainment…ten-year-old Renee is about to turn divine entertainment into her own legendary adventure". This is a...
A coming-of-age fantasy.
Epic battles.
Dragons and monsters.
Elves and ancient races.
A vast world waiting to be explored.
I'd genuinely appreciate it if you'd give it a look. And if you end up reading it, I'd love to hear what you think—good, bad, or somewhere in between. (Please be gentle... mostly.)
I hope Renee's adventure can become part of yours. ❤️
It published on amazon kindle, here the link, https://www.amazon.com/Renee-Journey-rebirth-Yukimi-Hyacinthe-ebook/dp/B0GSHML6BS/ref=sr_1_1?crid=3D093FPBW5CHU&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.ObaBpZFwN8WGNAFBXwnsmg.7AJBQM5LrVmAffe52-FFVHDF5KvMglYdNDd6Njyd764&dib_tag=se&keywords=renee%3A+jounrey+of+rebirth&qid=1776798843&s=books&sprefix=renee+joun%2Cstripbooks%2C3575&sr=1-1 ".Please check it out!!
