u/Cute_but_depresso

I would like to protect the back of my flowz13 with a vinyl sticker. Would itvaffect productivity or air flow?

Gefühlt ist aktuell jeder Tag schlimmer als der davor. Sozialstaat wird systematisch auseinander genommen, dafür bleibt jedes mal weniger Geld auf dem Konto, sei es durch Steuer oder Inflation. Verschlechterte Lebensbedingungen führen zu mehr Radikalisierung, die keiner stoppen will, und eher früher als später wird es knallen. Ich leide seit mehr als 10 Jahren an Depression und früher konnte ich mir ausreden, dass ich nur alles negativ sehe und die Realität nicht so ist. Jetzt funktioniert das nicht weil Verschlechterungen offensichtlich sind. Wie kommt ihr klar?

Hi guys and gals,

I used to be free. I fled hundreds of kilometers away and built my adult life in safety and peace. But now I'm back in the same hell. My dad had cancer. I moved my parents to me, because my native country is currently war torn and has only basic healthcare. He lived for only two months and then died, so now I am stuck with her.

I know that running away and keeping my distance works. But now that she is alone, in a foreign country with a language she doesn't speak, she will never let go of me and burrows her claws deep in me like a tick. Yes, she threatens me during fights that "she will just go to the native country and get killed by bombs", but we both know she won't. And unfortunately I'm too morally good of a person to throw her out, partially because I know that without a victim and an audience she really will wither and die, and the death of my father already hurts more than I can handle. So here I am, stuck in my old hell, my anxiety and depression getting worse and I don't know if it's because of all the shit happening to me in the last six months, or just because she is living with me again, now inescapable. Nobody besides my husband sees her for what she is (and even he only does it because of trusting me, she never shows her true self in front of him). Everyone else just sees the poor victim of everything who is mistreated by everyone.

My old hell is back, but there's nowhere left to run.

Hallo zusammen,

Ich arbeite beim Landesbehörde, bin leider seit April krank und eine Verbesserung des Zustands wird wahrscheinlich erst nächstes Jahr erwartet. Da ich Hauptverdiener in meiner Familie bin und in den ÖD erst seit 2024 aus einem Privatunternehmen gewechselt bin, mach ich mir enorm Sorgen. Soll ich mich auf eine Kündigung vorbereiten?

ETA: Tarifbeschäftigte, unbefristeter Vertrag.

Hi, It's getting worse almost everywhere and every time I open any news it's only pain, inequality and unfairness. I can't take it anymore, I want to rip my skin off. How eo you manage to keep sane?

Hi guys, gals and thems,

I am new to this community, but I am going crazy and I hope to get support. I (34F) am AuDHD, and I have always known something is wrong with my mother. She would never go get diagnosed, but it's textbook borderline.

I won't go into my childhood or else I will rant endlessly. Let's just say it was emotionally and physically abusive, but on paper parents look like they were great. Father is undiagnosed AuDHD, mostlyy was working a very toxic job to take care of the family financially. Mother is a classic waif/whitch. When I was 22, I went to study and then live to another country and was finally free from the enmeshment and chaos.

I am originally from Ukraine. When the war started, parents were too far away from the good border and decided to stay in Ukraine. I worked in therapy on myself and on accepting their decision. Now father got cancer. 4th stage, extremely aggressive, in his face. You could barely see the tumor two months ago, now it ate and swole half of his face. He was hospitalized in Ukraine and spent two weeks waiting for other conditions to get better. Mother was wailing and taking care of him in the hospital, but absolutely useless on other fronts. I organized for them to get IDs. I organized medevac. I got him here to different hospitals trying to get the best treatment. It's probably for nought, but we (I and my husband) keep trying. Meanwhile the bitch (my mother) is making herself the victim, because "she will not be able to live without him", ignoring any boundaries, and when she was told to respect a "no", a giant mess followed, where she shouted that I am emotionally terrorizing her and I make life so horrible for her that she wants to go back to Ukraine and be killed by bombs. Da fuq. My father made me promise to take care of her, because he is terrified this idiot will suicide by bombs after his death. He can't process his illness because she always needs to be the victim. I will never stomach kicking her out, because I owe my father, and this bitch will just emotionally torture me until she dies or I die. I won't be able to have kids because she will fuck them up like she did me.

I was free. Life was so good. Now my dad is sying and all I can think about is how she will torturee for the rest of her life. I don't know why I am writing this.