u/Damagedbob12

I was thinking maybe planets but I want to know yalls opinions

I've noticed he's the only one with ears. The other parents/adults and kids don't.

Made a spread,Rice on the side with cheese puff powder and beef flavor powder with salsbarry steak

My baby momma left me and took my son.

I was the happiest with my little family

This medication I'm on doesn't make me feel anything like remorse or empathy. I've always lacked that.

I found my grandpa dead. I didn't cry or when my grandma died also.

No one will hire me I haven't worked in two years and it's so much weight barring on me having my mom and dad pay for everything.

I feel like something is stopping me from reaching my potential and I think I know that it's my drug that I use but I can't break away from. I wanna make my parents proud. I feel lost and alone without my boy. It's been months since I've seen him. I'm afraid he's gonna think I'm a strange man instead of his dad. I always buy stuff for my son too when I make money from babysitting but I don't get to see him I drop it off at his grandma's.

I used too much and I can't stop until my brain is satisfied and dead. I need constant stimulation my tv, radio and phone on playing stories or videos. If I don't I get angry. But what gets me mad more is when I don't have alcohol tabacco or spice. I need to be constantly stimulating myself with drugs and alcohol to feel something. Not even happiness. I just want to live a normal life with work and a wife. But since I been diagnosed with schizophrenia and bipolar I don't even know what to do with myself besides take medication that takes my sex drive away.

I sleep on a mattress I've pissed on, threw up on, spilled liquor and blood. I live in my filth and I can't fix it. I feel so lost and gone with my son and in general.

I love my son so much