u/Dark_Triad_Queen

Since the women’s M top I bought had a slight relaxed fit on me I ordered a S in women’s last night and it guess what ? The top fit

It’s not vanity sized either I checked the size chart it’s normal ass measurements

So I went from nearly a Mens L pre transition , to a women’s L around 3 years in then slowly down all the way to a woman’s S in the last 6-8 months

Anamaxxing isn’t healthy but if you still have a moid body after 2 years HRT you should try catabolic weight cycling 💅 def helps

I Have porch pirates in my neighborhood which is pretty common nowadays so I started getting things sent to lockers in my area

I got something sent to the 7-11 locker on my block and when I went to pick it up tonight the locker was empty

What I bought was pretty small (and cheap) but I thought lockers had sensors on them ? Could a driver override not putting anything in it ?

Tbh I suspect the local aggressive homeless before a driver though because I’ve gotten stuff at that same locker before

Are there hacks or ways to open lockers to steal things ? Asking for pure speculation on how someone stole my PPG Bubbles keychain 😂

Thanks

Ordered a good quality band shirt from amazon because I’m overhauling my wardrobe and the last shirt I ordered was a women’s L but it is starting to get much looser especially when it’s not fresh out of the dryer

I guess you guys are right and my mind wasn’t playing tricks on me…. I might be a mental BDD passiod after all

A literal women’s size type ( not unisex) Medium shirt fits me great for a normal fit now

It’s a tad snug in the arms but more so in the way a women’s shirt is supposed to fit anyway and not uncomfortably so 🤷🏻‍♀️ if it wasn’t for my large bosom I might even be able to fit a woman’s small if I wanted a tight slim fit to show off my shape more

It’s crazy because I thought I had plateaud with my auschwitz diet and chad muscle loss but I guess not

No way could I have fit a women’s medium just 6-8 months ago

I fit into normal sized women’s tops now ☺️ so happy

I have my own schizo theory on why trans people often hugbox … it’s because they do it without realizing it

The average autistic tran will see someone who transitioned well , is pretty or fem and say they should be able to cis pass despite them not passing at all

They can’t genuinely can’t see it

imo it’s been way easier to genuinely pass to trans people than cis people

1. You’re not dealing with a population that is like 80% autistic and has a serious lack of self awareness ( regarding their own passing)

2. They’re desensitized due to being around other trans people especially the semi passiod level of uncanny valley androgyny that scares most cissies

3. A lot of them fetishize other trans people especially MTFs and someone being attracted to you helps people see your real sex/gender ( I believe this affects how cis people see you too btw )

4. Sometimes they live such a sheltered life and assume since they pass ( IE they don’t… sometimes not at all) and you look better than them and they’re jealous …then surely you do ?

This is just what I’ve observed trooning for close to 4 years and after a few surgeries

Thanx bye

Imagine your work doing remodeling and the single use locked bathroom being out of order while the construction guys work.

A sweet old lady female coworker told me i can just run in there or kick the guy out if he’s working in that area. No “it’s okay just use the ladies if you have to” and being the first thing she told me when she saw me again after my two nights off.

It was a Brootal way of saying “ you’ll make everyone uncomfortable using either of the other bathrooms so just run in there anyway troon”. I was also the only one she told that too.

Later when I was using the bathroom I heard the foreman yelling at the guy to sweep the floor in that area with the little vacuum machine and he said “ the white boy is in there” so I don’t even pass at a distance to dumb conservative macho tradies. Broootal.

What I thought would happen happened.

It’s not that I’m not happy with my transition but i dont pass consistently and it’s really destroying my mental health.

This is the reason I wanted to get FFS before my BA but due to kaisers shitty scheduling for surgery I got my BA first.

I first started presenting to practice for if I ever do actually pass but then it felt so freeing , natural , and like the real me. the added progesterone at the two year mark 6 months prior to this damn near compelled me to as well.

Im now almost 4 years HRT , post surgeries (except for SRS ) , weight cycling , VTing , etc and everyone keeps telling me I’m like the best possible outcome for transitioning in your 20s , one of the best they’ve seen body and face, etc but…

The further and further in transition I get the worse treatment I get. I still get a lot of evil looks , outright staring , people and service staff very uncomfortable , rude , laughing or scared of me ( won’t look me in the eye and tension you could cut with a knife) , very polarizing interactions with people.

Don’t get me started on using public bathrooms , the daily giggles , laugh or snicker just within earshot, locker rooms ( thank god for anytime fitness single use showers ) , traveling through the local hoods and heavy minority areas ( sorry but it’s true) , etc

Maybe it’s because I live in the San Diego area but not only are people really good at clocking now but even the parts of the trans community that think they’re more honest are kinda delulu about passing.

You have to be unusually androgynous in both size , height and face to transition well MTF as an adult. Falling in the upper end of the female range after won’t cut it in today’s climate.

I’m really considering detransitioning or desisting and getting my breasts removed to live as a fem GNC looking dude on hrt and Manmoding. Even hateful People treated me alot better then.

Has anyone done the same ? Did it work out well for you ? Do you not stand out anymore ? Every time i leave the house i get passive aggressive treatment and treated like a monster.

I just want to live again without constantly being on edge and lose the extreme agrophobia 😭 like a normal human being not a feral animal

I’ve had alot of close calls and threats of violence to my face but those happen a little less now

The funny thing is you could tell little napoleon was angry he had to let me out of the building 😂

“I HAVE TO LET YOU OUT AT THE OTHER DOOR SIRRRRRRRR” he screamed at me lol

Don’t pass but I think the fact my existence made this 4’9 dude meltdown was hilarious he was like a little angry chihuahua

Do any of you ladies know of any injection guides for things like traps , delts , biceps , etc for aesthetic slimming ? Or does it not matter how many spots you inject in ?

Would 100mg per side per muscle group be enough for aesthetic slimming ? I have really gross manly looking arms (you can see them in my post history) ) that won’t slim down even with unhealthy dieting and weight loss. I think it’s because I have an active job with a lot of light lifting and the occasional 30-40 lb box or two that I try to get the men to do 😇.

Thank you 🙏

He’s a adorable little dood 😂😭

I couldn’t tell if he was a young kid (like barely 18) or just a super short baby faced Hispanic guy

He was nice and introduced himself but if it wasn’t for me being told about him prior ( I just transferred at work and was friends with the current manager at my old store) I probably wouldn’t have clocked him

I’m sure he clocked the fuck out of me 😔

So cool I’ve finally met one of you guys in the wild though 😊

Have no idea how long he’s been on T but even if your tiny there’s still hope for you guys