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Does anyone know of interviews or places patty spoke about her time being homeless. Im about to read hit so hard but i watched the movie and a couple of youtube videos and its always just something mentioned briefly and pushed to the side . I mean theres probably a reason for that( she doesnt like talking about it or she just doesnt remember it) but im just really interested about her story

Hey so im sure you all have heard of melissas new substack thing , honestly im not sure what that even is.are any of you subscribing to it and can give us just a sneak peak , im unsure about getting it i just dont expect much out of the substack other than rants about astrology , the moon, and feline energy, maybe there will be an update or two about bass womb room but other than that 🤷‍♀️. Could be interesting if and when Courtney and her both go on tour. Also is it me or is the r/hole momentum slowing down? I remember it being much more active, now its all fanart, tattoos , eric dms, and about the vinyls , which is all cool dont get me wrong , there just used to be way more engagement in other (arguably more interesting)aspects

Not looking for a “ no dont do it! “ or a “ you will spend eternity in hell” sort of response , i dont care and frankly its annoying . I just havent been able to breathe right the past week and maybe if i just vent about it itll relax a bit so thats what im here for. Sure ive struggled with suicidal ideation , im fine enough most of the time where i can push through the day and either numb it down with a substance or two ( haram aswell whatever). And some other days i feel like i am in immediate danger and if i dont restrain myself or dose up on something i will 100% do it , its just a big impulsivity thing, im aware i seriously need to go get on medication ( its pretty embarassing telling everyone youre fine then calling emergency services a few hours later). I just wanted to get it off my chest that if it wasnt for my religion i would have 100% killed myself. Call me selfish i literally do not give a shit , i would stay for my family ( i love my mother dearly) but although they say that i am important to them , i cause them alot of headaches and whatever if i were to do it i would pick a petty fight and get them to hate me so they wouldnt miss me. Suicide is something i feel damages and hurts me even more each time i try and avoid it , it is going to happen im sure of it but one day at a time right. I am so tired and just so full of anger and hate I cant do this anymore but its just like i am persevering through hurt to just spend an eternity in even more hurt and pain. It just gets to me like its not like im avoiding hell i definitely am going to hell , yk i dont pray , i drink i get high i dont wear the hijab , but i really do believe in god and i know in my heart that my intentions are pure. I just want to be normal and happy and loved and even when i get that its just not enough i am a hole. I really do believe in god but this really does not seem merciful.

lol a stupid fucking question sorry but i am a sunni muslim and i moved away at 13 to the uk , im older now and i got in the habit of drinking with friends and stuff right, i know that no one drinks over there ( sunni muslim areas) since lots of gossip would go around when someone did when i used to live there and none of my family did. I dont drink when i visit lebanon because im scared of reactions . I obviously wont go out drinking all night and stinking of booze with my family but im asking if i were to go out with some friends who are muslim and i just have a few glasses of wine and small stuff like that would there be like a repulsive reaction and would they stop talking to me ? Like i have mentioned i drink and stuff but i got the sense that they just didnt think i was serious or that i had like a shot once and was overdramatic.

I thought i would share this since i have never heard of this before, she sung it for the movie adam and steve

Hey, was just wondering does anyone have the full howard stern 2010 video, yk other than the part about the britney spears conservatorship

I guess she fired that horrible ai management company that was managing her profile. Good riddance

Horrible fucking exam season , everytime i tried to study id have to pace myself from throwing myself off a fucking bridge. Anyway i think ive done absolutely horrendously, is waiting a whole year to resit worth it or is it just better to forget all about uni and get a apprenticeship somewhere . Cheers xx

Do you ever just hate someone so bad that their voice fucking repulses you . There are many people i just absolutely despise but my sister is the one i just cant handle , im 18 shes 22 and we share a room and she is just so fucking shallow and annoying and disgusting , i cant handle her voice or hearing her talk to my mom or sing anymore . I bought ear defenders recently because she doesnt shut up all day and they have helped immensely but now apparently i am being rude and hateful. I dont voice any of this to anyone because that would just reflect worse on me , i just say i had a long day . But god sometimes i hear her voice and i just feel nauseous , especially how her bed is right infront of mine shes the first thing i see when i wake up and when i go to sleep i am so sick of her . And she has no fucking life , i wake up shes there , i leave the house shes there , i come back shes there , she is always fucking there and she acts like everyone owes her . Id come back after a long day and theres no food at home , i ask her if she wants anything since im ordering , she orders half rhe motherfucking menu and starts screaming and shouting over what a selfish bitch i am for asking her to pay for her stuff in the order and starts acting like a child. One time the delivery came while i was jn the bathroom and she just refused to open the door, because i ordered it , i had to open the door , keep in mind this was one of the time i had ordered food for the both of us and have paid for both of us. And she is so micro controlling , she doesnt understand boundaries , id have a shit day and shell tell the whole world about it , maybe she just has nothing interesting to say. And when i go out she starts planting shit in my moms head about how im going to be a junkie homeless loser whose going to fuck up their life. We are a muslim household who is strictly against alcohol . I wont lie i indulge in alcohol every now and then with friends but i dont tell my family , i just happened to come home drunk once. And everytime i go out i am being called hundreds of times , it has gotten to a point where my sister stole my phone and found my friends numbers and everytime i miss a call or come home slightly late because of a concert or something stupid, she ends up calling my friends and their familys to try and get ahold of me. My best friends sister was friends with my sister years ago . One time she called my friend’s sister who wasnr even in town so she had to call her mother who called my bestfriend to tell me that my phones on dnd and to send my location. And i just cant tolerate her even id shes randomly being nice , or just breathing , she makes me sick, i plan on never seeing her again after i leave this house.

Well this certainly muddies the Nobody's Daughter waters even more!

Im not being impatient , this is just a quick little reminder or small request if you are seeing me post about this for the first time. But like previously , i was and still am wondering if anyone has the full 24 hours of the “24 hours of love” Program Courtney did with mtv and if anyone is able to post it online or send it, nick C if youre reading this i know you have it all on vhs and i will be forever grateful for you if you submit it . Its been years theres no way no one has it on a digital format , i donr even care if its a crappy recording of your tv playing it , i just want it so bad. Thank you