
Video games addiction really turned me angrier/stupid! Idiot..
I am an addict of competitive video games mostly clash royale, valorant
i quit I come back
repeat
Yesterday i was playing clashroyale a mobile video game.. and after losing multiple times I lost it and threw my phone and it created a dent on my wooden door and I tried snapping my phone in half
I broke my keyboard and mouse when I was losing in valorant
Thing is I was never really this competitive in anything irl..
I'm more of a yea whatever guy
But video game addiction is ruining everything i regret this but my entire life is now dopamine maxxing
Chasing for that dopamine I get after winning a match but the amount of yelling I do.. when I lose outweigh the satisfaction
I'm losing sleep chasing that win
I'm unable to get my work done..
Basically failing at multiple stuff