I can't seem to quit.
I keep falling into lust.
I am under 18, started porn a couple years ago, only my mom knows, but she thinks I quit. I can't bear to tell her the truth that I'm still struggling. The most I've made it without porn is maybe a week? I can't even recall. I hate it so much and I want to return to Jesus. My mom is christian and so am I, and I want to quit porn before I get baptized. Ive tried the methods people recommended, asking God to take the lust away, using app blockers, nothing works reliably.
I want so badly to quit but im entirely lost on where to start, so if any of you can help, please do 🙏
I just can't seem to end the cycle