u/DerrickS12

I (M20) just came about a month ago to my parents to tell them i lost my scholarship in college after hiding it for a year and a half. As parents do they took everything away and i also had to quit both my jobs in Fast food and in Motorsports where i was a mechanic. I only get my phone back every day for about 30 minutes. Well i went out of the house today for the first time since i told them to get crickets for my leopard gecko. They usually do it because they took my truck keys as well. Anyway i was driving on the road and i just didn’t feel right. I have been feeling alone for a while since i don’t have a girlfriend and all i see is pictures of my friends, sister, and former co workers with relationships. I feel like i had pressure on my chest like a burden. Granted its been like this for a while even before the incident where i told them. But i dont have any joy anymore. I dont smile at all. My mom told me that 3 days ago was the first time she seen me smile on my own in months. I am not the same as i was but i try to find stuff to make me happy and its like a part of me is just gone. I tried to get back into Pokemon TCG, didn’t make me happy. Tried to watch Motorsports, nothing. I just dont feel the same as i used to and when i try and fill that gap it just gets larger.

I am 20 years old, seeking refuge from the Sheika and wanting revenge on Link. I am exceptionally skilled in Bow combat. I love to eat Mighty Bananas. I have obtained the full set of armor. What else shall i need to do?