u/Different_Initial968

I do not like calling my drawings art.

I do not like when artists look at me with pity.

I hate watching people trying to tell me to "keep going!" or some corny stuff like that.

I just want the truth.

Am i gonna be enough to people? Are my drawings always shitty?

I struggle to draw nd just seeing the slightest things just bother me. I think there wouldnt be much difference if i ever get replaced, its SO easy for better artist to talk about this "oh youl get better" when its just so horrible.

I just do not feel like i deserve space to be called artist.

And i hate that excuse of a reasoning of "dw they could NEVER replicate your style it ur masterpuece" BLAH BLAH BLAH the worrld would be better if i never discovered drawing.

Hello! So i have tried to stop posting ln reddit but it seems to be the only place where i can ask about this so here it goes.

I really have NO idea how to fix crooked ddawing in traditional, i never have this issue in digital honestly, its just ONLY in traditional.

Ive tried flipping the drawing with a flipped image on the phone so i can always check how krooked it is but it doesnt seem to work

Any tips and tricks?

RANT I only draw in flat poses and ive again relapsed in just horrible thoughts. Everytime i draw i have to 1 throw down the trash or even delete my other drawings with it, again therapy is doing its job but i just hate the fundamentals and the videos i watch give the same Godamn results figure drawing, studying etc ani do them but its just never EVER enough i really just feel like if i leave art (mind all i have just wasted my life to this i just cannot do this anymore

Every SINGLE Godamn time i see these artists that are so much better than me draw without effort at all and every time i get ssked to be or participate even in the slightest things possible I CANT i cannot look at my drawings i cant call them art i sometimes even question how can people like ANY thing i like.

This is just getting tired, i used to be so excited by drawing but fundamentals, practice and even things like entering a lil art study program just ruined it all, im just so scared in the future ill abandon drawing because if i ever do that it will be like i wasted my time, like every single thing ive done just was for nothing.

Hello!

After my last post here i have been in therapy.

So lately after some time of staying away from art i have talked and hung out with other artists.

Theyre very talented! And their pieces are more towards a more realistsic style. I on the other hand am more inclined to a cartoony styles so are goals and skills are very much evidently different..

They have so much taalent and honestly i could never reach the amazing way they can draw.

I have this sort of little thought that the artists i hang out with might be pitying me and im not sure if this is narcisistic but i kinda like when artist pity me (if the theory is true) it just sadly feel like its the only way my drawings serve a purpose

Im scared to ask them like im TERRIFIED. And YES im working on it dw...

I just wanted to get this off my chest.

I HATE anatomy, i have studied it for years, ive lost motivation with everything art relted and honestly i just cannot look at other peoples work without looking at every drawing of mine new and old and feeling this seense of disgust and envy.

I just even completely abandoned instagram and even traditional drawing from stress. I just CANNOT for the life of me stop comparing to people, i even stopped going to art raffles, art fights even stopped competing in art contests. I even CHOSE another career to not face this.

Every DAMN time i try to get better it never EVER works.

The thought of seeing artists (who even if they struggle or not) have much better art just makes me think IM replacable. That i will never be as good as them

Slmetimes thay have pity and compliment my art but I KNOW thats pity. And ive felt it. i have felt fake pity.

How can someone who seeped so low can recover from this?

How can one find motivation to continue drawing knowing SO many artist have much talent?

How does one remove this sense of pity from other much better artist?

Not only that but that same feeling of disgust makes me so afraid to quit art. Its something that slowly makes me ashamed. I even am afraid of what that can do to me in the future.

Any tips to fix these?

Pvz heroes artstyle to me is the most fun out of all in pvz.

I decided to play the game and honestly it wasnt for me (im not good at the game at all, i didnt have good decks and it wasnt fun to me :( just wasnt my cup of tea)

But i really REALLY love the artsyle of the cards, both zombies and plants, maybe its because of the angle theyre supposed to be in or maybe its the animations, maybe even the fact that it adds so many more plants and zombies that arent part of the tower defense games.

Anyways i just wanted to get this off my chest.

I really want to see the 3rd and 4th movie be connected in someway to the 7th movie since literally these 2 movies feel like so hollow compared to fd 1 2 5 and 7

We really need to have a reason what happened after. Like maybe the next movie a person from the same high school as the fd 3 cast gets into an accident (premonition) and from There we need to connect it to bloodlines.

My theory (although im not educated enough) is that stephanies dad or brenda work in thhat same high or smthn after the loss of his/her own family they warn the visionary about what stephanie endured or smthn (im not sure if the book is destroyed during the collition with the cabin) but they pass the Book to the new visionary or smthn.

(i feel like both or 1 of them should appear in the next movie since they SAW what happened.

yes

how much lost media does this franchise have?

https://preview.redd.it/nlw9ptwqpj6h1.jpg?width=868&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=8912883ba5b4acf23c7bb8f2898f334a46488964

https://preview.redd.it/hbir6ynspj6h1.jpg?width=870&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=3b1d2d660c7e1d428dfb8ff18262c7d2f700921a

https://preview.redd.it/0jgnfw9upj6h1.jpg?width=818&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=2bd9d8eeb67f1f948f5b412eee7d3a1abf7c6f0e

FINALLY finished the drawing ,based on the comicz. i am thinking on making a lil ( UNOFICIAL fan) project called ”ztudent art ztudiez” but idk.

what do you all think? ( i drew ztudent cuz i think thiz could be where he keepz zome Plants)