u/DifficultMedicine116

Girlies, am I weird?

Whenever I get my period I get really bloodthirsty. The only thing that truly satisfies my hunger at those times is the bleeding pulsing heart of a man freshly ripped from his chest. If I try to eat anything that isn’t that feel sick, weak and constantly hungry. And the pain feels a lot worse. But whenever my assistant fetches me a fresh hot heart with some testes on the side, my voracious womanly hunger is finally sated.

I told this to a friend and they claimed I was weird for preferring men’s hearts rather than a severed peen steak. It’s is just not my taste personally, but her comment made me anxious 😥

I turned to my auntie who’s a nurse and she explained that my body is most likely craving (or needs more) iron and protein. And how other girls do experience it as well, but I just crave it more often probably because I have low iron and low protein.

Does anyone else who experiences periods go through this? Am I weird?

P.S my assistant got upset that I tore into the meat and basically shoved it down my throat since he said there’s a specific way to eat a man’s heart for enhanced flavor. I feel bad and I had to explain to him that I don’t care about the flavor, I was just hungry for that thick juicy heart. 🥲 when I get hungry girls, I tend to turn into Godzilla istg.

Quick edit: I’m asking if I’m weird because yes my friend made me insecure!

Had some chocolate donuts, and then I had his chocolate donut

Found this in a sun butter cup. I don’t usually eat them and I got it randomly for free. My house is pretty warm I don’t have central ac just box unit in one room so I guess the general room temp indoors could get higher on some days. I had this in my pantry, it’s not expired but I opened it up and saw this and it grossed me out. What is it???

I finally got prescribed 0.05% tretinoin cream for acne. Any tips to use it safely and not burn my skin accidentally? My doctor said to use it 3 times a week in the evenings to start and gradually increase to daily. I have oily acne prone skin. I also know I need to use sunscreen and moisturize. Please share any helpful tips 🙏🏾 thanks in advance

This is my big beautiful boy Steve. I thought the was a tuxedo, I didn’t know about cow cats! He is so sleepy and cuddly and bossy. I love him dearly.

I posted earlier about my struggles with my space and mental health. Proud to say I have cleared my room up a bit today! I need to downsize majorly this summer because I’m moving into a 2bed sublet w family. Cleaning and decluttering has felt a lot more emotionally difficult than I expected. There’s a lot of shame, guilt, and grief wrapped up in everything. My parents struggle with clutter and it always bothered me as a kid. I looked forward to moving out and having my own space and maintaining it. I wasn’t aware of my neurodivergence and how depression affects adult life. It has been so overwhelming. I have a lot of interests and depression has me hoarding craft supplies with a lot of dreams but no motivation to start. I am going to have to get rid of 80% of my things and it feels like breaking up with all these dreams and ideas. It is hard. I know the creativity lies with me and not these things, and they can be replaced in the future, but it sucks to be leaving a space I thought was my dream and feeling like I didn’t make the most of things. I’m trying to give myself some grace though. If y’all have any tips on how to work through these things, feel free to share. Thank you for all the encouragement in my last post, I have been struggling to keep up with communication so apologies I haven’t responded. I have read all the comments and I really appreciate it.

Sorry in advance this is a rambling post but I just want to get it out. I hate that my space is such a mess. I have been barely holding myself together for the past few years. I’m 24. I struggle with depression. I want my place to be clean but I am so overwhelmed by basic life things, eating, sleeping, routines. Things pile up so easily even though I know logically how keeping a space clear works. I am ashamed of how things are and it’s so disturbing to me everyday but I feel helpless. I am a full time student and I’m unemployed. I have to move out by end of august when my lease ends, and I’m moving in w a relative in a 2bd from my 1bd to be in a more supportive environment to help me stick to healthy habits. I have to face all my clutter and I’m going to be in summer classes starting in June so I want to get a head start while I have a month off but I’m finding myself frozen, sleeping poorly and barely eating. I’ve been taking lexapro for a week slowly returning after a few months off it since I forgot. Idk if it’s making things feel heightened, but I’ve been crying every day and feeling horrible. Wish me luck and share some encouragement please.

My skin looks horrible. I have oily, acne prone skin. I’m neurodivergent and I struggle with skin picking when anxious. I am also struggling with depression, anxiety and overwhelm. What would you do if you were me and you couldn’t afford much skincare? Trying to focus on eating better at least. I drink a lot of water. I have a few things in my toiletries I could use but it’s lacking. I know I just need a gentle cleanser, moisturizer and sunscreen, but I ran out of everything I was using. Now that it’s time to get more I’m trying to think about what to consider investing in. I am so tired of having such bad skin, I’ve struggled like this for 10 years. Sorry this post is all over the place I’m not well