So, I impulse bought a bunch of vinyl sticker paper to print a bunch of stickers and i’ve printed some but I now realize that they are not waterproof so i can’t do my original idea of a stickerbomb water bottle…..any ideas of what to do with a bunch of MCR stickers and sticker paper?
I‘d really appreciate any ideas given
thanks!!
It was my first time embroidering anything so that's why it is a little sloppy lol. I hand embroidered it with a needle and thread directly onto the jeans after drawing the outline with a white eyeliner pencil lol and at one point I accidentally broke the needle, so I had to try to work with only half of the needle until another came in the mail. I also stabbed myself way too many times with it. BUT ANYWAYS here it is!!! The spider is neon green but looks a little yellow in the pic lol. I'm going to wear the jeans to the NY show!! I might do some more designs like on the front pockets and other back pocket. What do ya'll think I should do for the other pockets?
Thanks!
SO! I had worked to earn money for a lonnnng time and FINALLY had enough and FINALLY got my mom's approval for us to go to the NY show!!!!!!!!!! Well, I thought I would just be going with her or my dad (since I'm the only MCR fan in my family), but apparently not. My mom bought tickets for me, my older sister (who LOVES to tease me about MCR), both my parents, and my 8 year old brother and sister. WELL I didn't think it was gonna be a problem that all of us were going UNTIL I was talking to my mom randomly one day and mentioned something about there might be a mock execution or something (my mistake guys...) and she was like WHAT?? And then I like backtracked a lot and was like well I don't know if they do it for every show you know and it's just acting and stuff but she did NOT seem ok with that at all. Then, later today I was just thinking like oh shit, because I remembered about the scene during Blood. She is against anything like violent you know like even nails I designed for the concert if they had any red on them she would say that it looks like blood and is violent and that I couldnt do that. Same with any of the merch I buy. Sooooooo I have a feeling after this show I'm never going to be allowed to go to anything ever again. What do ya'll think? Do you have any ideas of like what I should do when that scene comes on......or during the entirety of Mama....?(my family raised christian conservative but I'm not but they dont know HAHAHHA YOU HEARD NOTHING) So yeah, to sum it up, am I totally screwed???
Here they areeee!!! I'm going to make more later but this is all for today lol
Also do ya'll know if they still do bracelet trading and freebies if you're in a seated section? 😭 I think it's one of the seated rows closest to the pit if that gives any context.
Hey guys not my first time on here but I've been struggling a lot recently. Like all of the sudden I got really really depressed. I think it's some due to sleep deprivation because I haven't been able to sleep great at all. Like I'll be so so tired but for the life of me can't go to sleep but when I wake up I'm just so so exhausted I can't even get up. It's been 3 weeks of that now. But just recently I found out so I have this "friend" (not anymoreeee) who's just been so mean lately like I'm not even going to get into it but some really nasty stuff. And any time I try to ask her if I did something wrong for her to treat me this way she just says like No! Of course not! And then she says stuff like how I always assume the worst about her but honestly I dont and Ive told her that like and I've never said anything about her to anyone else so I dont know where thats coming from. (She's also been on some drugs lately so I don't know if that's partially why?) but yeah recently we got in a big fight and weren't talking but we recently "made up" only for a few days later she added me to some group chat for her birthday party soon and gave out all the info and stuff but then specifically removed me and when my sister contacted her she said "oh sorry yeah you can't come because I invited someone else and it would be too many people". OK WHATEVER LOL. Like I didn't even want to go anyways because I don't think I want to be friends at all anymore. But yeah and she proceeded to show me the list of people she invited that were "more important". She did not know half of them as long as she's known me but whatever lol. She has just been really hurtful lately with different things she'll randomly text me so I've just blocked her. I've been in a pretty bad headspace recently and in my mind I'm trying to stay clean but I think I was also just looking for a reason to relapse. Well, last night at like 2am when I still couldn't sleep, I relapsed. I assumed it would be fine because no one really cares anyways but legit only 5 mins after I walked out of my room that morning my mom was like why are you wearing long sleeves?? You have basketball today. And I was like idk (bc I did not have the energy to think of an excuse at the time) and then she got really mad and made me show her my arms and legs and stomach and she got really mad and yelled at me for like 30 minutes straight about how it isn't good and that I'm "mutilating" my body and I'm going to hate myself on my wedding day when I have to wear a long sleeve dress because scars are permanent and I'm giving her no choice but to have me committed somewhere. I was so so tired like I honestly can't take it like I know she's just worried but lately it seems like anything I do wrong at all I get a long tongue lashing and shamed for it. Like I don't know what to say even, it's not like I WANT to relapse or WANT to want to hurt myself, I can't help it. Being clean is like the hardest thing because any time I see something remotely sharp, my mind immediately starts tempting me to relapse. And I hate how much stress and worry and fighting I cause but I genuinely like I'm trying not to relapse... but I just like sometimes it gets too much. She apparently sh'ed a little when she was my age so I guess she just assumes its the same as it was with her so she keeps saying I'm just doing it for attention and its so desperate and that she knows I don't get anything out of it. Maybe that was the case for her, but it's not the same. Idk I'm just exhausted all the time I dont even know why I still try anymore, idk why I'm even posting this bc no one really cares or is gonna want to read something this long. Wish I could leave sometimes but that would just further hurt and burden my family, so I guess I'm just stuck being a burden 😞.
So I have been listening to TPK a lot lately and I just love it so much like I almost cry every time Paper Swords plays 😭 But yeah, I had some extra time today, so I decided to make a TPK necklace!!! What do ya'll think?
I made a Pansy necklace!! Inspired by Frank's guitar lol
What do ya'll think???
Does anyone have the link to the audio for the following songs?:
Into Your Arms
Watching the world
Gaway Song
Batman map
I have listened to all the other songs probably a million times over today, and I am IN LOVE!!! I'd really appreciate if someone could share the link for the last few!
So I know the baseline concept of this album and stuff and that the children all died different ways. Listening to high hopes and reading the lyrics I just made this connection to what it could be about. I think it's about the kid who ran away. They ran away from a bad home situation, despite the struggle of having to leave behind their brothers and sisters and all the things there they love. The child pushes through and finds the courage to run away in hopes that they could forge a better future for themself because they know they won't be able to do so if they stay. They leave with high hopes that this hard, dangerous, risky decision is their chance to make a brighter future for themself, leaving behind their bad situation and past life. These hopes are soon crushed when the child leaves home and is soon abducted, tortured, and later murdered. All those hopes and dreams about the future, the freedom to escape their past, were stolen when they were violently taken to face a worse fate than before...
Again, sorry if this interoperation was a little dark, I just wanted to share and see what ya'lls thoughts were?
Also sorry if the paragraph is badly written, I was in a hurry
So I just listened to TPK demos for the first time and I read about the storyline behind it as well and I don't know why, but I feel like the darker moody aesthetics of it are exactly what would be perfect for their 5th album. I know they said it was too dark and I respect their decision to not release it, but for me, I really love the heavier theme because I have been struggling a lot mentally lately and I'm really trying to get better because I just see the toll and emotional weight it puts on my parents, especially my mom... like I keep just reflecting and reliving the moment when she found a blade in my bag and I had just gotten back from a summer camp (It did not go well for me I just my mental health had really declined and I had tried to take my life (she didnt know that)) And I remember she looked me in the eyes and said "What, they were just going to call me and say that you cut your wrist and bled to death?? Do you even know what giant hole that would create in this family?" That was when I just broke down and I'm still processing that like because I remember my exact thoughts in the moment and how I hoped and prayed I would pass out from blood loss and not wake up...But I have just really been needing TPK like its been my lifeline lately...sorry I dont know why I even posted this
(Title basically explains it) So I have a scar on my arm kinda mid between should er and elbow, and I was wondering what the best excuses or covers ya'll have used when asked about it. I am a teen and have a small group of friends that I do basically everything with(I've known most of them since in diapers), sports and stuff included, and I know that they would definitely ask what happened because it is pretty noticeable. (little more than an inch long, a centimeter or two wide.) Also one on my wrist which is also noticeable but I feel like less so bc why would people be randomly looking at my wrists lol.
Also, celebrating being a few weeks clean now!
A huge thank you to anyone who can help!
do you guys think it’s fine to show out in public like a play basketball and none of my friends know and they always ask what happened if I have even so much as a band aid on 😭😔🫣. Also happy 4th!!
I think it may have been deepish but it has healed now. Hard to hide it bc sports and my friends keep asking why I have bandaids on my arms and shoulders. Just want it to go away....
I think it may have been deepish but it has healed now.
Hey guys!! This is my first post, I am a huge fan of all of BMTH's songs. I had some extra time on my hands recently so I decided to make some That's The Spirit nails!! What do yall think? Also, I'm not sure how I feel about the accent nail. Should I redo it or keep it?
I got a nail kit recently so I have more tools to work with!! What do yall think? I also am thinking about redoing the last two nails on the second set because I don't really like them so any ideas?(also the second nail on the first set says "Return") Sorry for blurry pics!!
