Things are Changing Again
I do not like big changes. I don't like deviations in my schedule. And here I am making a big change.
I totaled my car about two months ago, though I was not at fault. My roommate and several coworkers have been amazing with giving us rides to work and home, and it helps that we're so close to our job.
Three days from now, I'm going to look at a Ford ranger with my bf from marketplace. I've never bought a car like this and done plenty of research, but I'm still terrified. I hate new experiences, or at least something where I can't know what exactly will happen (which is almost everything.) We made a plan so that I won't be pulling the money before necessary, but it's just so nerve-wracking.
I'm ready to have a car again, I'm just... Scared. I always am. I needed to say something but I can't show doubt about this or my bf will change his mind, and this our chance.