You Broke Me
I wish you would’ve just trusted I was sincere from the beginning. I left behind everything and everyone for a chance to be happy with you. I waited my whole life for this chance again. I love you beyond words and all time. I never would’ve hurt you. I wanted to protect you while you were healing and show you a loving embrace without judgement or fear of rejection. I welcomed you with open arms and a loving heart open to whatever you had to fill it with. I tried in every way to show you kindness and compassion but you kept crossing boundaries and showing me that my loyalty meant nothing while you questioned my every move. I repeatedly showed you time and again I was not doing those things but you were. You cannot live a certain way and expect the exact opposite from your partner. I will never understand it. Every time I tried to discuss how you were hurting me you just got mad and left you never saw your actions were slowly killing me and I kept filling you up and trying to be patient but you were never there to see the damage you were causing. You were always with her allowing her to feed you lies and deception while using it against me even when you knew deep down it was lies. You know all of the things you put me thru and all of the horrible evil words and names I was served almost every other day. I still love you with every piece of me and wish you would change. I know that will never actually happen so I can’t ever send this to you. I just want you to see me. I know because of the pain in your past you can’t until you’ve healed. Please my love heal your heart and soul and come home. 😞 ride until we die, then we’re ghosts………. Love you always. Please be safe 🙏🏼