u/DreamySakuraTwilight

So a few months back, I reached out to Pan, to help me with reconnecting to my wild self. I got signs that this particular thing could be aided with, however, any time I tried to actively connect and do tarot readings with Pan, I was met with static. Nothing made sense. Over all it just felt like an unusual wall despite the positive initial yes. I also had a dream that I was trying to connect with Pan, but for some reason the Pan statue was plastic. Fake. I didn’t even connect the dots until now. It’s not Pan. Eventually, I just stopped trying to connect with Pan at all and resumed with my usual spiritual court. It wasn’t until now, nearly 3 months later today that I was like wait a minute… so I asked Loki, if he was stepping in instead.

7 of wands
7 of swords
The world

I felt like he was saying, yes. He was saying he was more than adequate to the task, and answered my call instead. I feel like he wants me to see he is more multidimensional than I was giving him credit for. He knows me very well, and didn’t even try to hold up the facade, and just met me with silence because I’m not very good at picking up on energy signatures in particular. That combined with if he had actively provided connection, I probably would have spent a LOT of unnecessary money on Pan then been very upset. The few things I did get for Pan though, I had the thought Loki would like this too.

Now those items are Loki’s altar. Took me long enough to figure it out 🫠

Hail Loki!

It was interesting. I didn’t even get that deep in because my upstairs neighbors kid sounded like they were doing barrel rolls across the floor right over my bedroom, but I still had a thought that definitely didn’t feel like me. It said something like “we’re cutting off the beast from the chicken”.

I believe he meant that we are separating me from what keeps me small and prevents me from being my fully authentic self. It was accompanied by that vanilla scent again, though I didn’t smell the pine this time. It was instead followed up by a delicious blood orange type of scent. Like damn, why he smell so damn good! 🫩 but anyway! Lol.

I’m open to other potential interpretations from anyone that has more experience with him. I feel like we have a strong tie somehow already. I’ve smelled Asmodeus once before, but not that strongly and it was only once. This has happened now 3 different times since Azazel stepped in a few nights ago.

I’m not sure what’s going on but I’m rolling with it.

Ave Azazel!

So last night, I woke up briefly in the middle of the night. It was around 3:40AM when I checked my phone. I laid back down to go back to sleep and suddenly get a very potent scent of a very sweet vanilla mixed with a woodsy pine smell. Very odd, as I have no candles or anything that smells like either of those things, and my roommate was asleep. There are no pine trees in my apartment complex, no recent baking etc, and I highly doubt it had anything to do with my upstairs neighbors as again it was 3:40AM.

So, I went to bed and had a very odd and intense dream. In the dream I was more like an observer of sorts. There were people that got murdered by an unseen force, decapitated and with their hands severed, though there was no blood and the severed hand/wrist was hidden underneath a white sheet. It cuts then to just being outside in front of a tall building, and a narrator type voice comes, saying “Lord Azazel was the killer.” And then Azazel walks out with a very large black bird on his shoulder. Very tall and sort of slender. He was wearing an all white suit, with long white hair, and had something like a lightning bolt shaped scar under his eye. As soon as he came out, the people also standing outside of the building began to follow their deepest urges, uncaring of where they were or who would see. I won’t go into details, but it was definitely sexual in nature. He said to some of those people “I’m going to fuck you both.” Very much like it was just what was happening and that was that.

I woke up then.

Note that I have never touched base with Azazel, and know fuck all about him really. Does anyone that works with Azazel have any insight on this? Does this track with his energy? TIA!

So I am completely new to this. I have no idea where to start. I don’t yet have any subs or anything. Is there a community I can join? So far I’ve created an X, a ko-fi, and a throne. I’m feeling a little lost from here though. Help a fellow goddess out please! Thanks a bunch!

Edit to add that the link posted by the auto moderator didn’t work.?

I live in a place that is very humid and hot, and the Neutrogena just doesn’t quite cut it as it gets closer to summer time. I like that it is fragrance free though because I am sensitive to fragrances. Has anyone tried this soap and know how it compares? Thank you in advance!🫶🏻