I am angry
Today, some silly stuff happened (one of my friends cancelled a hangout at his house), and a huge arguement started, usually most of these arguements end off safely and happily, but today one of my friends keeps insulting me and it escalated until someone left and rejoined to fix the situation, the friend (who attacked me) remembered some stuff that happened back then, I joked one time anout his dad and everyone laughed, HIM INCLUDED HE HAD NO DISCOMFORT IN HIS FACE AND HE LAUGHED TWICE!!!
So he brought it up like “oh but you said this” and then I said something like “no correlation whatsoever to the arguement” cause we were talking about his flaws (egotistical, victim mentality that I really don’t wanna talk about but most of my friends talk about it, he’s also huge and strong), so he brought uo a very traumatic memory where my mother fainted, I vented to the group about it and now he uses it as a weapon (incident happened 2-1 year(s) ago, family problems lot of screaming and stuff but thankfully everything is good now), it was like “Hey remember when your mom fainted? That was pretty F’ing funny.”
I was so angry I called him a SOB (son of a y’know), and he acts like the victim threatening to end my life (he won’t, even if he does I will fight to the death so that I can be considered a martyr, I don’t wanna make this a religion thingy), he will probably be tried as an adult if he even does, my friends are trying to fix it and thsi has been going on for 3 hours, most of them say he insulted my mom and I believe that too, considering the delivery, the intention, and the weaponizing of my trauma, one of my friends doesnt believe it’s an insult and says his was more traumatic (it wasn’t, he’s huge and he just had a guitar broken on his back, at that time, he said he felt no pain and that it was light), and said that my mom fainting was “just a faint”, I want reassurance and I want Justice from god, I also wanna know if it is indeed considered an insult, 9/10 friends consider it an insult, I just wanna vent and be reassured cause it’s 11:31AM and none of my friends can call me, so I resort to Allah and random people online and my friends who can’t call me