u/EagleAccomplished729

I'm sorry this may sound ridiculous but i've never heard of such 'identity'. Wht does butch identity even mean, is it really that hard to say that you're a masculine woman, why do u have to mutilate your body wirh hormones just to be different. This kind of people are just using our resources to be different while some diagnosed transexuals have to wait years to get their medication, i just cant fucking understand this shit anymore.

wtf

Tips are always welcome. And yes, i'm already working on losing weight.

Hey, i just wanted to say to my moroccan ftm brothers, that everything can be possible. Even if i'm a little bit more privileged than some of y'all because i was born and raised in europe, i still think that it is possible to get where i'm at, i was still raused traditionally moroccan, was at least 5 times per year in morocco and didn't really know anything else. I was raised by moroccan & muslim parents and they taught me that being anything other than being cis and straight was wrong, but deep in my heart i always knew that that isn't the truth, my parents were extremely aggressive (physically and verbally) and because of that i developed depression and anxiety. When i turned 15 my mother went through my phone to look at my chats, and then she found out that i am not that girl that she thinks she is. That day changed my life, i've got beaten up and my parents both told me they would take me back to morocco and i would get married to my 30yo cousin (i was still 15 btw). I immediately ran out of the house and met my teacher that knew that i am trans, she helped me get on my feet on my own. Now i am 19 years old, 1,5yrs on T, post top surgery and live by my own, i still miss my family sometimes but i'm so thankfuö for choosing me first. My mental health is getting better and life is beautiful. Never give up.

i think i pass but sometimes i think i do not, i'll hit the gym as soon as im allowed to ( had top surgery 5 weeks ago) pls be honest

1,5yrs on T

idk sometimes i have the feeling that i look like a woman with beard, be honest. if not, what can i do better? 1,5 years on T

5 weeks post DI with FNG btw, be honest.

I was scared that my nipples were gonna fall off, turned out it was just a scab. Gonna keep working out as soon as i'm allowed to so i can build muscle and keep losing fat. I'd like to read what your opinion is on my results.

I know its very weird to ask something like this and noone has asked it somehow but idk my feet give me sometimes dysphoria bc i think that my feet are very "fem" ik feet are feet but idk i hope u know what i mean

As the title says, idk why the incisions in the middle are so "big" comparing them with the rest of the scar, i'm 4 weeks post op and i took the steri strips off yesterday and i could see the incisions for the first time, is this normal? will it stay like this or will the rest of the incision get as big as well?

pls be completely honest

3ish weeks post op, DI with grafts. I also have the feeling that the one graft is failing bc its still so dark.

sometimes i think i pass pretty well but often i also see just a woman with facial hair, it devastates me but i really do try my best, i also go to the gym and eat healthy to lose some weight (already lost over 20kg), i just had to stop with the calorie deficit to heal properly from top surgery (1 and a half years on T)

Hey so i'm currently 19 days post op (double incision + free nipple grafts) and my grafts are somehow healing differently. I am scared that the right one may be failing because the left one has done so much progress. I am also a little brown skinned bc i am moroccan, idk if that may also be a reason for it to look as dark as it is.