I feel like backing out sa board exam (IDLE 2026)
Sorry if im posting it here kase wala ako makitang subreddit for IDs sa ph.. I just want to put it out here in hopes it would reach someone who understands my situation. I graduated last yr with a degree in interior design, and i worked agad after graduation. 3 mos before the boards nagdecide ako magresign to focus on reviewing. However, now na malapit na parang gusto ko na bumackout :((
The Interior Design licensure exam runs for 3 days, may isang day na nakalaan for design subject where we will manually draw/draft technical drawings and perspectives for 8 hrs. Ever since college, I wasnt very confident with my drawing skills :(( diko ren alam pano ako nakagrdauate hahahha I feel like ung design subject ang hahatak sa grades ko sa exam, and just looking at my drawings habang nagppractice, sobrang nawawalan ako ng gana na feeling ko imposible akong makapasa.
Naaanxious din ako every time na may plates kaming gagawin sa review center, kase naccompare ko sa mga kasama ko how behind I am in terms of drawing :(( it got so bad to a point na umaabsent ako on those classes cause i felt so much pressure and anxiety.
I feel like I'm fine naman sa ibang subjects, pero once naanxious nako dahil sa design subj., hindi nako makapagaral at all and nararamdaman ko na ung pagkadrain ko.. I dont know if iccontinue ko paba kahit hindi ako confident? A lot of people are rooting for me, and I feel like I would disappoint them :(