u/Em_222

FIRST OFF. thank u so fucking much. omg. u have no idea how much that means to hear. i went a long time being scared my poetry wasn’t good enough to make an impact, but i learned that skill isn’t always impactful. i truly appreciate it so so much 🫂🩷
shabingus 🤓☝️ (sp link <3)

ahh okay so. it’s been 2 1/2 hrs since i’ve last used. i’m craving the FUCKKK outta it, but i can’t give up on the first day. i was able to go 14hrs (slept, woke up, then used), and then another 7hrs!! i’m pretty proud of myself :3 i’ll do the same tmrw, and then hopefully get to where i only use it once every 24hrs. i used to have that thing in my hand 24/7, so ive been carrying a water bottle instead. it also helps bc there’s a straw and it helps the oral fixation a bit. i told my therapist that i was trying to quit, and she was super duper supportive!! :D

i hope u all r doing amazing!! make sure to drink water, eat food, and be kind to urself <33

i’m just posting this so i have a reason to hold myself accountable LOLZ

exactly what the title says. i have the medication i need to take for withdrawals and everything. just need to have the self control. but, i REALLY want to prove to myself that i have the self discipline to do this :p

yall r SOSOSSOSO fuckin sweet,, thank u oml mwahmwahmwah 🥹 my birthday is in dec!! and, i’m omni!! but,, i’m not looking for a partner :pp

i’m js now getting over pneumonia, so i was looking forward to going to class!! but, it was canceled due to ac issues. :(( i had even showered, redid my nails, and laid out my outfittt. the ac in my house is also not working properly & it’s like 90°f out 😭

i’m bummed abt class, byt im also super happy because i didn’t even think abt turning to alc instead!! :3 nor did i think abt turning to sh!! i think i might go back eep for a bit, tbh. have a super big test next friday and wanna be on tiptop shape!! i also have therapy tmrw, so yippeee!!! OHHH AND I GOT A NEW MATTRESS, NEW CLOTHES, AND NEW HEADPHONES!!!! :DD

ANYWAYSSS,, i hope u all r doing awesome sauce n having an incredible day!!!! make sure to eat food, drink water, n be nice to urself :3

i have abt 9 wips, so i figured i’d post what i’ve finished up LOLZ
any and all constructive criticism is welcome!! :)

first off, yall r so kind, omfg. thank u all vv much, i appreciate it lots 🥹🫂
my freckles r actually fake LOLZZ, but thank u!! i’ve always wanted them, but was never blessed with them 💔
my past few days have been pretty good, thank u for asking!! :D

how have yall been?? :3

my scars r SOOO itchy, it’s driving me crazyyy. my mom keeps saying i have “iss”, itchy scar syndrome 😭

im so so so happy & proud

i’m em, & i’m 7teen!! i really like music, cats, horror movies, sleeping, & poetry!! the only things i don’t really like r pickles, preds, & bigots LOLZ
i’m very open to making friends, so pls don’t be shy :3

constructive criticism is more than welcome!! :)

fucked up nihilisms layout LOLZZ

holy shit?? i don’t remember the last time i have GENUINELY been clean from cutting. it has to have been about a year ago. it’s been hard, but i wanna get better

i really wanna accessorize more, but i also feel like i’m very accessorized LOLZZ

i have a fox tail that i wear occasionally, but that’s about it. i wear the same belt every day, same leg warmers, same tights. i basically wear the same thing, but just swap the pieces.

i also do the same makeup every day. i’d love to venture out again, but i have no clue what kind of stuff i wanna try :p

ALSO, i am very happy w my eyebrows 🥹 they’re the one of the only things i will not change, but i appreciate u’re opinions!!!