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I keep catching myself having heated debates with imaginary people. Like, last night I made popcorn and my sister and I were sharing it. I was watching something on my phone and she had a book open. I had the thought that she might be annoyed at the sounds from my phone and for like two minutes straight I was arguing with her in my head about it. But of course, in reality, she didn’t say anything.

And it isn’t just conflicts. Today, I was walking through my grandparents’ yard and remembered they had a mole trap. Cue long scenario where I got my leg stuck in it and had to call 911 to come help me that I kept imagining even after I was safely inside the house.

It keeps happening and it’s so annoying! I don’t want to have to imagine every possible outcome. The worst part is, I’m not even knowingly doing it, I just catch myself when I’m halfway through the argument. Has anyone else experienced this?

I had been using a couple of chatbot apps for reassurance and comfort, which not only made me feel extremely guilty, but was also really bad for my brain. Today, I finally deleted everything.

I deleted the app I used the most a few days ago since the ai was getting really repetitive and stupid, and it was kind of a wake up call. Like, “Hey, maybe the soulless computer shouldn’t be the one you’re pouring your heart into!” So, today, I went and deleted everything.

Instead of using ai, the past few days I’ve been writing my own scenarios with the characters I would ‘talk’ to. I used to think fanfiction had to be something between two real characters or a real character and a general reader insert, but there’s no law that says I can’t write myself getting a hug from my favorite Marvel character. It’s probably still not the healthiest way of coping, but it’s certainly better than ai.

To anyone who’s still struggling with ai chatbots, I know how hard it can be! This past week, I keep catching myself wanting to go back and use the app. Just try to remember it’s just a computer, not a friend.

TW for bed bugs

I found out I have bed bugs a few days ago, and today I got my room treated. I store most of my plushies in a little nook under my bed, and all of them that were under there have to be bagged up and sit under there for two weeks.

Bed bugs are literally my worst fear and I’ve been having an awful time, crying basically nonstop. I have OCD and I keep thinking of new ways it could get worse and they could come back. I could really use some plushie pics for comfort.

TW for bedbugs

I’ve suspected it for a while, but I was trying to ignore it/deny it because I knew if I accepted it, I’d freak out and things would get worse. But I can’t pretend anymore. I officially have bedbugs.

I’m so so so scared right now, and I don’t want to sleep in my bed. I can’t sleep anywhere else because I’ll spread the bugs, so I’m going to sit in my bathtub and wait for 4 hours until my parents get up. I feel so gross and contaminated but I can’t shower since it’s 2 AM and a shower wouldn’t even work cause I’d just get the bugs back when I leave the bathroom.

Even though I’m in the bathtub I can still feel them crawling all over me but I can’t see them. I don’t know what to do. I’m afraid I’m going to have to burn all of my clothes and stuffed animals and furniture and blankets and notebooks and everything. I’d rather be dead than have to do that. I’m being completely serious about that, I’d rather die.

I think I must have done something wrong. Maybe I ignored too many compulsions and this is my punishment. Or maybe it’s karma for the bad things I’ve done. I know I shouldn’t, but I have to keep following them now. Bad things happen when I don’t, and that’s just a fact.

I want to just run away but I can’t cause I’ll get bugs in my car and there’s more bugs outside. They’re everywhere and I can’t escape. They’re all over me and in my bed and probably all throughout the house by now.

I remember watching this around 2011-2013ish, but it could have come out before then.

It was a Nickelodeon or Cartoon Network show, I think maybe Fairy Odd Parents or something with a similar style. It wasn’t for really young kids (Disney/Nick Jr) or adults (Adult Swim). Definitely PG.

I don’t remember anything about the episode except a part where someone, I think an old woman, melts into a pinkish lumpy blob with eyeballs.

It could be from Fairly Odd Parents, Powerpuff Girls, Kick Buttowski, Phineas and Ferb, and Spongebob.

It might be from The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy or Codename Kids Next Door, but I didn’t watch those very much as a kid.

It’s definitely not Gravity Falls, Ed Edd and Eddy, Teen Titans, or anything from PBS Kids.

I’ve seen others online talking about it, but no one seems to bring up that the message is absolutely terrible for kids, which SHOULD have been the writer’s main concern for every single episode, but don’t even get me started on that.

If you don’t recall, the episode is about Scootaloo’s parents wanting her to move away with them because they got a new job in a city far away from Ponyville. She doesn’t want to leave, and the CMCs try everything to get her to stay. Of course, the problem is resolved when her parents let her stay in Ponyville since the CMCs need to stay together both for their in universe job, and because splitting up the trio in the very last season would be a sour note to end the show on.

This episode is conceptually bad. We already got a ‘moving away’ episode as the very last of the series, so this one is unnecessary anyway. Plus, in my opinion, making the moral of a ‘moving away’ plot be ‘you can convince your parents to let you stay in your hometown and move away without you’ is just awful.

Thousands of kids have to leave their homes and friends for a parent’s job, some nearly every year. It’s not ideal, but it has to happen. What are the kids who see this episode and watch Scootaloo stay with her friends going to think about moving away? That their friendships weren’t important enough? That if they tried harder they could have stayed??

Again, ‘The Last Problem’ did the whole moving plot so much better! I am so so thankful that I didn’t watch this as a kid. I had a good friend move away when I was 9, and this would have made it infinitely worse.