u/Expert-Key-19

I met a guy online and evrything was good we chatted almost for two months but his brother found out . We did video callings too .

Now he can't do LDR and all even tho i said i will put efforts to meet him but he wasn't ready. So i finally decided to leave him last night.

I texted him "goodbye love you tho " , and deleted my account, blocked him from everywhere.

But somewhere there is a little hope that it's not over 🙃.

Pls pray that i meet him again.

(Don't say u will find someone better because this was my last, i gave love many chances and outcomes were the same and i have no motivation restart anything with anyone).

"Par saala ab uthe kaun... Kaun phir se mehnat kare dil lagane ko, dil tudwane ko. Abe koi toh awaaz deke rok lo. Yeh ladki jo murda si aankhen liye baithi hai bagal mein... aaj bhi haan bol de toh Mahadev ki kasam waapis aa jayein. Par nahi... ab saala mood nahi. Aankhein moond lene mein hi sukh hai. So jaane mein hi bhalai hai. Par uthenge kisi roz, ussi Ganga kinaare damru bajane ko, unhi galiyon mein daud jaane ko, kisi Zoya ke ishq mein phir se pad jaane ko"

Current situation

Idhar heartbreak se deal kar rahi hun uper se mummy ne mera room le liya aur sofa main baitha diya .

Didi ki beti bhi aaj bhout zayda tang kar rahi hai 😭😭😭.

Mummy bhi kuch na kuch bol kar dimag kharab kar rahi hai..

At this point this has become a habit , can't like anyone. Idk what kind of curse I'm having but always there is another girl who they will choose or someone who can't move on from their ex .

I just wanted a happy life but i don't think so i will get cigarettes are my bestfriend now . I'm slowly letting life pass .

I don't even wanna hear "you will find someone better" i gave love 5 chances but it's always the other girl gets the guy . I do love myself but i do wanna feel how to feels to get loved romantically.

I even wanna have a daughter and name her Jasmine but maybe in another life i will have her .

Now i really never wanna hear "you will find someone better" , "you have to love yourself first " . It's just some people are unlucky in love and i gotta be one of them .

Guys pyaar ko maine last chance Diya 😭. Hogya satyanash . Bola ki usko long distance nhi ho payega maine bola ki main aajaya karungi , aur internship bhi udhar kar lungi ye sab . Phir bhi nhi maana .

Main bolti rahi ki maat jao phir bhi. Subha se usko sapno mein dekh rahi hun uthakr anxiety bhi ho rahi hai .

Sutta bhi khatam hogya hai . Aur dimaag mein hai ki agar meant to be hsi toh kaise bhi na kaise hojayega agar nhi hua toh bhi celebrate karna chahiye kya pata agar vo rehta toh shayad bhout heartbreak karta isliye vo heartbreak na ho isliye chala gya .

Thoda saa ro dho kar hojayega na thik

I m virgin and never had sex and i been talking to this one guy who said he has 4inch . Soo in social media i have seen women making fun of that size . And on the other hand some saying it's the good size . I'm really confused now.

At the same time I have seen women saying that even the size was big they never got orgasam.

Would please let me know if in a nice way please.

Maine ek baar aise hi bol diya ki "main secular vecular nhi ho sab mar gya mera" only to fall for someone from different religion 🙂

Soo i grew up in a multi religion environment my mom is hindu dad was a christian and at the same time we would go to dargha put chaadar .

Even now too at home we have lord Krishna, Jesus and mecca picture. But as growing up i started to believe it's all bullshit and i don't follow any religion at all.

But the thing is that i like guys from any religion any caste . I like a muslim guy and he too likes me back and my friends all r sending me reels like "stay away from muslim men " , "stick to ur roots" etc etc .

But the thing is that in my head all religions are shit i can't be with Hindu, christian, muslim any person who is religious af . If they r limited their belief within themselves and don't impose on me I'm ok but we know that all these religious people wanna impose shit on anyone.

I really wish I had my friends mentality sometimes but I can't. I always see if that person would make me happy or not , their personality, all the red and green flags and religion and caste I don't even bother with it .

I don't even know what wrong I'm doing when i don't have a respect for any religion

How they acted at the beginning and whatever the red flags u missed in the beginning of relationship