u/Fawnsie

I had jury duty get rescheduled and I was told to check today to see if I need to report. Every time I try checking the sc.pima site it keeps popping up with an "internal service error". Has anyone else run into this problem? Or is there another way for me to check?

Thanks!

Edit: Resolved! The website is down for everyone.

- Got into it with an owner, "no, I will not just apply some lidocaine while we do a laceration repair on your dog that has a six inch laceration along its body" "yes the pain medications are needed because your dog has a six inch tear along its body" and "no I cannot let this dog go without antibiotics because again, ma'am your dog has a hole in its body that's been festering for a couple days and there is pus leaking out of it"

- Spilling an entire bottle of clavamox and it fully stained my scrubs

- Biting my lip at lunch for the fifth time this week

- Running away from the autoclave while it was filling to help restrain a dog... Then coming back to the autoclave leaking all over the WOODEN cabinets (very old ass hospital) and into the ET tub organization that I had set up with cardboard separators... That is now soggy and ruined... And also several of our sterile ET tubes are soaked..

I'm over it.

Who else is over it? Vent your frustrations here.

I noticed I have this terrible habit of avoiding eating/drinking/reading/playing the last of some things. Part of it is then I won't be able to enjoy it anymore so I try to save it for as long as I can. Sometimes that means it ends up spoiling in the fridge because I forget about it. It sometimes takes YEARS to finish a book, I've been working on Mad Honey since 2022. Or sometimes if I let a drink sit too long while being opened my brain sees it as "contaminated" and then I absolutely can't drink it. The amount of TV shows I have that are almost finished are crazy, because I don't want that universe to end.

I can't be the only one who experiences this. Sometimes it drives me insane 🥲

I always take accountability for my wrongdoings, especially when I know I've messed up. I seem to have an easier time taking responsibility when I see it first. But when someone says "you hurt my feelings because you said-" I just freeze for a second and I say "okay" but inside I'm instantly annoyed and want to move on from it. I do acknowledge the change and I hardly ever make the mistake again. But at that moment I know I can react better, but I just don't.

Maybe I'm embarrassed or mad at myself for messing up? Idkkkkk. Does anyone else struggle with that?

I'm on my millionth rewatch and am I season 11. I'm just now remembering this is a generation that I love and hate. I love most of the characters. But DAMN I really, truly, could care less about Dave, Marisol, Jake, Katie, Bianca (mostly her story line before her turning her life around). I just can't get into their story or maybe their acting. I dunnooo. If you love them, what are your reasons?

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Also, who do you truly not care about?