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I always had insecurity about my jawline. I had Norma jawline but I wanted to look more like a male model. Well I did Mandibular angle implant. I knew it was wrong but I still did it. I’m a religious guy. I do most of my prayers at the mosque, I do the volunteer prayers, I do tahajjud prayers and so on. I don’t commit any major sins. Mostly just music. Before I got the surgery I asked for forgiveness and ever since the surgery I’ve been asking for forgiveness. I’m excited for the new look but at the same time I feel super guilty. Idk how to get over it. I thought it was easy but it isn’t. May God forgive me amen!

I got a surgery on my jaw bone and don’t eat as much or drink as much. So therefore I don’t use the bathroom a such. Maybe once a day and it’s usually at night time. Is it okay to go through the day with one or two wudu? If it’s not broken at all?.
I usually renew my his after 2 prayers if not every prayer but this time it’s a bit hard to take wudu plus I don’t use the bathroom at all. Or touch the opposite gender or anything like that.q

It as purely for look and nothing else. I’m a man. I have had an insecurity for a very long time. Before going into the surgery I prayed to God and asked for forgiveness and afterward did the same thing. And I do feel very guilty about it but my insecurity over came my disciplinary.

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I’m going from Chicago to Istanbul and arrive at 5:45 AM, then my next flight is 8:10 AM to sirnak turkey. I do have to claim my bags and re check them again. Plus we’re coming with a big plane full of people. So it’s gonna be busy. What do I do? If we miss them what’s gonna happen?
I know They can ship it to Airnak with next flight if we miss it with our flight but we’re gonna drive to Iraq so we’re not gonna stay in sirnak. What’s the best thing to do?

I was thinking maybe tell the crew in the plane to let us off first because our connected flight is too tight. But I don’t know if they would allow that.

I arrive at Istanbul airport at 5:45 am from Chicago and then my next flight to sirnak is 8:10 am. We also have to get our bags re checked, is it enough time? If we miss the bags I know they’ll ship them to sirnak but I don’t live in isirnak I live in Iraq I have to drive to Iraq.

I’ve always been insecure about my jawline and I’m a man. I’m secretly doing it. I need some work done on my teeth and planning on telling everyone the bruises on my face are from my teeth work. I have a long beard rn so that way they don’t notice the change. And idk I’m just nervous