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When should I worry about that? Currently trying to find a way to finance it because private loans are a bitch and the interest rates are driving me crazy. 17% interest rate for Sallie Mae loans is ridiculous, and my credit score is now becoming an issue for other private lenders.

When should I worry about paying the term bill or it affecting registration for the Fall?

irrelevant post tbh i usually don't really go out but after the knicks won and my mental health issues improving i felt ready to go out and do something fun for myself so im going to the event, heard brunson and hart are doing a pod w/ aaron judge too which is cool

haven't been to NY since i was a kid (live in NJ too so thats how you know its kinda wild lmao). apparently fanatics fest doesn't start till 1 PM on thursday but I plan on arriving via train at the city by around 8AM? What are cool things to do to pass the time until then? going alone btw

My first two years at college were such huge disasters that I've spent the next 2 trying to fix it and get back on track

im 22 now and i've watched all my peers graduate and party while im stuck at home, trying to work hard to not fall behind on my studies. have about 2 semesters worth of credits left to take in order to graduate but I don't feel ready for anything. my gpa is shit, i've failed to get any internships, only productive thing i do is my caretaker job and use literally all the money to help pay house bills, tasks that should take minutes take me hours to complete, I feel like I have no discipline at all.

Every time i try to develop a routine or schedule, I'm not able to follow it after like a week. My head usually just wanders around all day and it takes a while to get myself to focus on basic tasks such as studying. I can barely sit down to just lock in sometimes and i'm too lazy to keep myself disciplined to do so. even taking a summer class now and its hard to be organized and not fall behind.

i talk to people about this and they either straight up tell me that im depressed and need to get help or that i need to get over it and stop being a pussy. its hard to get advice when people are telling you two entirely different things though im inclined to believe the latter more because im self aware of my pathetic low self esteem and laziness and need to figure out how to change it

it took 40 minutes for me to take a fucking garbage bag outside and my dad straight up looked at me in disgust and told me i've failed in life. it's hard not to agree with him. barley any of my conversations with him or my mom are pleasant anymore since college. i wish it never got to this point and it's all my fault

I think the military might be the only way to fix me at this point but i'm looking for advice. i don't want to stay like this forever

My first two years at college were such huge disasters that I've spent the next 2 trying to fix it and get back on track

im 22 now and i've watched all my peers graduate and party while im stuck at home, trying to work hard to not fall behind on my studies. have about 2 semesters worth of credits left to take in order to graduate but I don't feel ready for anything. my gpa is shit, i've failed to get any internships, only productive thing i do is my caretaker job and use literally all the money to help pay house bills, tasks that should take minutes take me hours to complete, I feel like I have no discipline at all.

Every time i try to develop a routine or schedule, I'm not able to follow it after like a week. My head usually just wanders around all day and it takes a while to get myself to focus on basic tasks such as studying. I can barely sit down to just lock in sometimes and i'm too lazy to keep myself disciplined to do so. even taking a summer class now and its hard to be organized and not fall behind.

i talk to people about this and they either straight up tell me that im depressed and need to get help or that i need to get over it and stop being a pussy. its hard to get advice when people are telling you two entirely different things though im inclined to believe the latter more because im self aware of my pathetic low self esteem and laziness and need to figure out how to change it

it took 40 minutes for me to take a fucking garbage bag outside and my dad straight up looked at me in disgust and told me i've failed in life. it's hard not to agree with him. barley any of my conversations with him or my mom are pleasant anymore since college. i wish it never got to this point and it's all my fault

I think the military might be the only way to fix me at this point but i'm looking for advice. i don't want to stay like this forever

My first two years at college were such huge disasters that I've spent the next 2 trying to fix it and get back on track

im 22 now and i've watched all my peers graduate and party while im stuck at home, trying to work hard to not fall behind on my studies. have about 2 semesters worth of credits left to take in order to graduate but I don't feel ready for anything. my gpa is shit, i've failed to get any internships, only productive thing i do is my caretaker job and use literally all the money to help pay house bills, tasks that should take minutes take me hours to complete, I feel like I have no discipline at all.

Every time i try to develop a routine or schedule, I'm not able to follow it after like a week. My head usually just wanders around all day and it takes a while to get myself to focus on basic tasks such as studying. I can barely sit down to just lock in sometimes and i'm too lazy to keep myself disciplined to do so. even taking a summer class now and its hard to be organized and not fall behind.

i talk to people about this and they either straight up tell me that im depressed and need to get help or that i need to get over it and stop being a pussy. its hard to get advice when people are telling you two entirely different things though im inclined to believe the latter more because im self aware of my pathetic low self esteem and laziness and need to figure out how to change it

it took 40 minutes for me to take a fucking garbage bag outside and my dad straight up looked at me in disgust and told me i've failed in life. it's hard not to agree with him. barley any of my conversations with him or my mom are pleasant anymore since college. i wish it never got to this point and it's all my fault

I think the military might be the only way to fix me at this point but i'm looking for advice. i don't want to stay like this forever

no matter what happens, this team has made me happy. i know its bad that sports is the only thing i look forward to in life, but with me getting dismissed permanently from college in my 4th year and family issues getting worse, it's hard to find happiness but the knicks have given it to me. no matter what happens in the finals im proud of these boys but a title would make everything so much better

I've been in university for four years now. I came into 2022 as an computer engineering student happy for the future. Four years later, I'm depressed and unmotivated to do anything. It's hard to even get out of bed sometimes.

It was my own doing. I spent the first two years out of place and failing constantly. It costed me valuable time and I got dismissed. I manage to come back, my third year comes up and I have to spend all of it trying to get my financial aid back, my credits up, and coming back to engineering. Then for the 4th year I try again, taking it seriously. The Fall semester went okay, but then the Spring semester turned to shit. I had bad management and I had trouble finding a way to be efficient in learning the material. My mind just loves to waver off. Even had to lock my phone away just to focus and even then it's hard to focus. Then 3 exams in one day and lack of preparation and it was over. Now I've been sitting the past few days, just thinking about how I've accomplished nothing in four years. I see all my friends graduating, and I wonder what the fuck happened.

I should've worked harder in engineering and I didn't put enough effort to stop my bad habits. It didn't work out. But I don't know what else to do now. I'm expecting to be dismissed from my university. When it happens I don't know what to do to move forward. My parents already think I'm a failure, but this would be a new low. I've done engineering for the past four years, but I don't know what to do next. I have literally nothing I'm passionate about besides editing videos and watching sports and anime.

I don't know whether to abandon engineering all together and pivot to something else, or continue learning computer/electrical engineering and doing it on my free time. I've considered trade school, as well I guess. I don't know. I feel like a complete dumbass. My mentality is in the shitter and I don't know how to get out of it.

I just need advice at this point, even if it's harsh i'll take anything

I've been in university for four years now. I came into 2022 as an computer engineering student happy for the future. Four years later, I'm depressed and unmotivated to do anything. It's hard to even get out of bed sometimes.

It was my own doing. I spent the first two years out of place and failing constantly. It costed me valuable time and I got dismissed. I manage to come back, my third year comes up and I have to spend all of it trying to get my financial aid back, my credits up, and coming back to engineering. Then for the 4th year I try again, taking it seriously. The Fall semester went okay, but then the Spring semester turned to shit. I had bad management and I had trouble finding a way to be efficient in learning the material. My mind just loves to waver off. Even had to lock my phone away just to focus and even then it's hard to focus. Then 3 exams in one day and lack of preparation and it was over. Now I've been sitting the past few days, just thinking about how I've accomplished nothing in four years. I see all my friends graduating, and I wonder what the fuck happened.

I should've worked harder in engineering and I didn't put enough effort to stop my bad habits. It didn't work out. But I don't know what else to do now. I'm expecting to be dismissed from my university. When it happens I don't know what to do to move forward. My parents already think I'm a failure, but this would be a new low. I've done engineering for the past four years, but I don't know what to do next. I have literally nothing I'm passionate about besides editing videos and watching sports and anime.

I don't know whether to abandon engineering all together and pivot to something else, or continue learning computer/electrical engineering and doing it on my free time. I've considered trade school, as well I guess. I don't know. I feel like a complete dumbass. My mentality is in the shitter and I don't know how to get out of it.

I just need advice at this point, even if it's harsh i'll take anything

took 3 exams today. probably failed all of them. one of the exams was only 40 minutes (it was an asynch class but it took it in person) but i still shat myself. was never a good test taker but this might be a new low. should've found a way to reschedule or ask but i never did

still don't know how to study effectively. it takes a massive effort for me to even be focused or sit around in one place. my mind is like a jungle 24/7. the moment i finally got to focus fucking canvas shut down. and then when it's too late i end up cramming and i don't sleep so i come in with tired and unfocused and the exam deals the killing blow

am a senior now watching all my friends about to graduate and i feel mentally inept compared to my peers. i'm about a year behind in terms of credits, but im probably like 3 years behind in general to be honest. where did it go wrong? probably a lack of motivation, maybe i didn't have my heart in it and i should've listened to the people who told me to switch and leave engineering. i kept ignoring them cuz of my stupid pride. maybe it's because i didn't want my parents to see me as a failure more than they already do. or maybe i'm just a lazy bum.

probably gonna do trade school or some shit. i just don't see a future here anymore unless i get lucky and somehow pass this semester. need to figure out how to change my life

also saw multiple people cheat on the first two exams i did. i just don't know at this point. whats the point of a curve if people are getting good grades off of zero effort. be a man and flunk like me thanks

I HATE THIS BULLSHIT MY ACADEMIC JOURNEY AS AN ENGINEERING STUDENT THE PAST FOUR YEARS HAS BEEN A TRAINWRECK THE FIRST 2 YEARS WERE HORRIBLE AND I SPENT THE NEXT 2 TRYING TO RECOVER FROM IT AND FOR THE FIRST TIME IN YEARS MY ADHD BRAIN FINALLY RELAXES AND I GET TO LOCK IN TO STUDY CANVAS IS FUCKING DOWN WHY WHY WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY